sunday 31/07/11

where is mkbm...
weekend i have miss both days without mkbm
where is mkbm..r u working...or u no longer with u45...
another person i miss much is lokman..
where is lokman...last seen was 08/07/11 the friday before the clean operation in town...
2 responsible staff of u45 gone...a piece of sad news..
almost burst...feel loss without seeing mkbm...
why????

on the 03/08/11 i am heading to a high class japanese restaurant for birthday buffet dinner...
it's wilson birthday...
if only mkmb was invited...
mkbm birthday on the 03/08/11...

wahab my life saver
first time was when i have a terrible fall from bike
second time is today when i am weak after a long mri scan..
wahab saw me walking towards tm stop and stop to allow me to board bus..
I thank wahab much and in much appreciation..
I am really weak after long wait and shivering cold due to wet body under the rain and cold weather today...
night is hazlee and someone from u44 ....but where is mkbm...where..

Thursday 28/07/11

on half day to pantai medical centre bangsar to see neuro speciality but fail to do so as doc not available with reason no appointment set....
arg...wasted effort and trip...
so tiring and breathless walking up slope to pantai
wow is a long wait for u45 today...its 1.30mins..
finally came bus but is hazlee...
where is mkbm...where...dah rindu dah....
clsoe to 2 weeks no sign of mkbm...
mkbm where are u...r u on leave or what...
takek where ever u are....
god bless...

Wednesday 27/07/11

bastard blcoking my way...
real bastard...i disklike her..i dislike in ccs...
basatrd stay a side...
no worry and miss for my friend mkbm
wonder if mkbm working today...if not wrong on restday for full shift tomorrow...
miss friend ....last seen on sunday 17/07/11
support haja....new bus boring...cold and unable to monitor...

Sunday 24/07/11

Its sunday 24/07/11. Tomorrow will be pay day. Yahoo...
Have to work...in need of $....
This is a materialistic world...not $ no one will stick around you..ppl will look down upon you..
Working despite weekend..need to complete some task and email maintenance as well
New bus coming out...new bus!!! but cant be MKBM coz if not wrong MKBM on night shift...
Could be it Hazlee but is someone new...
Complete needful at semantan and plan to go setapak to browse around some bicycle shop there...call up uncle seng choy but unfortunately uncle seng choy is at oug..
Hence, plan spoil..but to go somewhere else...
Ah...pc expo maybe as i need to get a wireless mouse...hand freezing and go numb
I need to train myself to use left hand so plan to get a wireless mouse for mobility
To save cost i took the B112 at central but the bus is heading direct to maluri without passing by town...
Since then never mind...go home instead as weather out there not pleasant too..dark sky...looks like is going to rain...
Just a short wait roughly around 10minutes came new bus...
New bus again...and is haja.....haja remain the funny friend of mine
When approaching home bus is left with one passenger and i walk to the front to chat with Haja....di=rizzle and came rain..
gave some snack to haja
night who...pass by twice but still miss who's the driver for T0091...
mrning is hazlee..confirm coz saw hine at jusci heading to town...

Disappointment

Tuesday 19/07/11

Morning saw new bus coming out...
Wow this is strange as MKBM hardly be the first bus @ 6.15am heading to town
Coz normally MKBM will come back from town reaching midah around 6.45am alighting those indian workers..
New bus...who else...must be mkbm
Peep out but too dark and uncertain who but but high probability is mkbm coz new bus is either mkbm or hazlee
I plan on half day today as boss not around and i need a rest...body aching here and there....
Since 1/2 day i carry some stuffs with me to be given away to mkbm
Heavy but no choice...all things with me from home to semantan back to town...
On my journey and at work i calculate timing...as i dun want to miss mkbm...
I must catch the opportunity...left office 12pm sharp..
Rush all the way back to town in order to make it to be back with mkbm as i have some stuffs for mkbm
Waited and waited...came haja..
I pretend not taking bus and haja left...
Sorry haja...i have no intention to leave you but i would like to be back with mkbm instead..main agenda for today
Came new bus but ops!!! its wahab not mkbm...
Argh...hope shredded...but no choice but to board bus home...
While queueing in the jam i saw mkbm plying u44...
U44 was side by side with our bus whereby i saw mkbm a couple of times but uncertain i being notice or not..
Is this faith....able to see mkbm side by side but on different bus
So my morning judgement was wrong...the new bus is driven by wahab and not mkbm...
Disappointment!!!!!and not worth the wait!!!!

Monday 18/07/11

a different model of u45 enter midah
who...looks like someone new...
dun know who...
btw where is lokman
the last i saw lokman was on friday 08/07/11
where are you...
At work i am a loser...i being falling asleep the whole day...
i am damn tired but what can be done......
mkbm are you on morning shift...where is hazlee...
no sign of hazlee and new bus today....

SUNDAY 17/07/11

unhappy trip with mkbm

Saturday 16/07/11

yes...mkbm on morning shift
bang ni bagi
dari sabah
hari tu pergi sabah
malam bola
menang
tak...orang sabah kuat
pukulan dia orang kuat

dia ni baik sama saya
smile kawan kan
ok bang

how long
if not wrong 2 hours...

hahahaha...good weekend....

mkbm and hazlee...my friend...

Friday 15/07/11

I have a sleepness night...
Dun know why??? Hungry ??? I guess no...
Is something that's bothering me...i feel happy and excited till unable to fall asleep
Long life rain this morning....If not wrong MKBM on morning shift today...
Wet everywhere...please have jacket on...cold...
Its 9.43am now...i am sitting in front of my dual screen pc...i luv my dual screen pc
My concern and caring for MKBM is there...Why so?? why???
Actually i am suppose to be on leave today to help out brother kenneth at his new office in taipan
But coincident "friend" wants me to accompany her to low yat to buy laptop..and some makan makan around...
Ok...back to work but in heart i am sorry for brother kenneth...sorry...
Furthermore next week i am on leave on thursday and friday...away to S'pore...
Taking leave too frequent doesnt look good for record...
I need to go visit grandma...Grandma suffering from cervix cancer...stage 2 now..
I am worried...why not radiation treatment instead of going for traditional chinese healing...
Grandma...i cant do much but to pray for you...hope u recovering fast....
Dark sky clearing.....MKBM take k and safe driving...

Thursday 14/07/11

Today i feel going to work stings!!!
So weak and dragging self to work...
Why sit dump and force self doing donkey and office boy work...
I sat down to do something meaning instead...
Income and expenditure extraction for the dept and did some analysis on it...
Stay back to attend AMLA briefing...mandatory to attend to gather training hours...
If not of this training i would have gone to Singapore tonight...
Well, maybe is faith...not going to S'pore...
My miss for MKBM remains coz uncertain MKBM is working or restday today...coz if not wrong either wed on leave and thur on full shift or vice versa...
if mkbm on full shift today do take k...
At 9pm saw new bus back but with frustation i am not able to monitor coz no sound so i didnt even know bus back from town until i look out from window
Then around 9.30pm or so saw another new bus coming out ...coming out...this is something odd...
I went out to verandah to monitor who is it???
Oh!!! Yes...is MKBM...MKBM on thsirt...meaning on full shift...
Take k...why coming out...why??? remain unanswered....
Like Rossa lyrics...ku menunggu...hati senang ada bimbang...ku tetap menunggu....

saw haja twice
rest mia

T0091 mia or didnt turn in to midah
mkbm on leave or what???

Yahoo....Meet objective

Tuesday 12/07/11

My miss and worry for MKBM persist..
I want to go back around 3pm...may i...
Ok...since i have decided and plan... with brave heart i left
But i am responsible staff coz i forgo lunch to complete work in order to go back early..
Actual objective is MKBM and i am too cold to remain in office..
Turn pale with numb fingers...
In a hurry and quickly and lucky bus came fast, i am in town in less than 40 mins..
I walk to tm stop and waited a short while came new bus...
Yes!!! Is MKBM...I waived bus and it stopped...
Notice MKBM smile...i smile too...Thank God..
I remain silence in bus and notice MKBM not well...cough...
When bus almost home i walk to the front to have a short chat..
My quote : Kerja malam
MKBM quote : he says something but i cant hear it proper
My quote : I bend abit and ask Apa tu
MKBM quote : Malam keluar balik
My quote : Malam keluar lagi..Minggu ni kerja malam
My quote : mungkin besok nak cuti...khamis ada periksa..
MKBM quote : Ada periksa lagi...
My quote : Nak baca sikit..
Reach destination...Alight and Thank MKBM..
Yahoo!!!! Finally, i have the chance to meet up with MKBM whereby almost 14days have no sight of MKBM...
Smile smile smile...is worth it...

Monday 11/07/11

On Cognos training...thought it was a hands on but is just theory..
So dull and i was asleep...left at lunch with reason and to mbc to run errands..
Errands at mbc completed and back to tm stop to go home..
My wish is to be back with mkbm but came haja...
Ok...no choice have to go..coz i am hungry...
On the way back saw mkbm on new bus T0091 at jusco heading town
Well, lucky i am back with haja else is a long wait coz left 2 buses only...
Alight and raise hand to thank haja...feel not nice as weather is hot but no drinks or food for haja..
Its 9.40pm...Opss....saw chic...lucky chic is back with haja
Chic is back ...Fear..fear..fear...and coincident MKBM on night shift..
But this is something uncontrollable..
Actually, do miss mkbm much...close to 2 weeks didnt see MKBM...
Take k...

Saturday 09/07/11
Bersih rally in town
Danger...Stay in door..Limited transport...
But i need to go out...need to help kenneth with packing..moving office from usj to taipan
I am safe but my worry for mkbm
Hazlee on morning shift and ask am i working...
Riot in town and bus only to maluri stn only...
Have a short chat with Hazlee...thanks Hazlee for concern..
Well, if hazlee on morning shift then night must be mkbm but till night no sign of new bus entering midah...
Where is mkbm .....my worry for mkbm continue to sunday...

Sunday 10/07/11
Sunday..myself up early...
I need to go back to office to complete the monthly report as monday i will be away for training...
In fact i have some fear if riot is still on and i have problem getting to semantan..
However, things look clear and back to normal..
Good..thank god...smooth...at office to complete task and home direct...dare not wonder around..
Saw new bus but uncertain night shift is it mkbm...but high probability is mkbm but uncertain coz cant monitor new bus driver
Night time was Haja...saw Haja stop near school and walk to the jeans shop...need to get a new pair of jeans...???
Well haja is still the funny one...
Gave up...unable to monitor new bus whether is MKBM or not but consolation is no chic on sunday night as i knew chic normally back by bus on sunday night and hitting "target" make me feel uneasy...
MKBM do takek ....play safe...god bless.

Bad dream

Thursday 07/07/11 & Friday 08/07/11

well can say is friday morning...
i had a very nasty dream aboutmkbm
mkbm was so rude and bad...
is it the true picture of mkbm or just a nightmare...
then heard mum mentioned dad to town yesterday and back with mkbm
they have long chat on the journey back..
So i was wrong...wed mkbm on leave for full shift on thursday..
but from my point of view plus mkbm reaction and characteristics i think is a nightmare only...
to me mkbm doesnt belongs to those rough category...!!!!
but cant judge a person from the look !!!!

Shredded hope!!!

Wednesday 06/07/11

Reported on mc...
Actually i am sick...hand numbness...condition getting worse..
Hands get cold fast and go numb ocassionally...
Furthermore no rest during weekend...so wed is the perfect timing
Arh ha....on leave to rest and to run errands
Emmm...who on morning shift...
MKBM are you on full shift today...i assume and i hope...
But hope shredded...no sight of mkbm...
MKBM are you on leave or on relief for other number...
Morning is wahab, lokman (if not wrong) and someone new..
While afternoon is hazlee and the someone new...
Oh...where is mkbm...honest...i miss mkbm much...
Well, have a thought which break into a smile...
Smile coz i am the someone who make mkbm smile...
Cheers..

sunday

Things just not right....!!!!!
despite counting and leaving early, still miss mkbm
arghhh.....
yeah...there is a new bus for midah and coincident is being drove by MKBM..
new bus....ok...looks good but got seconf thought after all...
3 main setback for me...
a) no noise...hence dun know that bus is back or going to town...
b) low base..unable to monitor who is on duty
c) unable to track..driver, the curiosity midnight trip???, available of blonde chic

sunday..if not wrong new bus ended its service in the noon...no afternoon shift...
monday...night time saw bus coming out...
only one person will use this route at night time...is must be wahab...from the look is look like wahab too...
saw haja on my way back from puduraya lrt stop....

tuesday..morning....while doing laundry at 6.15am...saw bus coming out...
not new...so confirmed is not MKBM...eho could it be...
wahab....ok...raise hand to acknowledge each other...
mkbm...where...dah rindu dah.....