Backdated event
Saturday 25/02/12
Finally is weekend...is being a long week...
missing someone...loss feeling...maybe i am not NOW!!!!!
Is 9.45pm...i saw MKBM sending chic back...
is just MKBM and chic...and saw MKBM off the bus light...
Ergh...what is happening here????
Saw bus waited for some time before leaving the "slope"...WHY?????
Looks like time fly and things change...
Previously if i see this kind of situation i feel bad n immediate headache strike plus sleepness night..
But now...why bother....none of my business !!!!!!
No feeling and minutes pass follow by hour and day....
Wednesday 22/02/12
I feel my self is so useless...
Why such a useless person survive in this world...
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Sunday 19 February 2012
As i miss MKBM yesterday will i have the opportunity to or back from town with MKBM
Montitor thru but no bus until 8.45am and is MKBM...
Then follow by Wahab @ 9.15am...
Coz there is "hiccup" at midah so no buses turn in...Ergh.!!!!
MKBM....frankly speaking i miss MKBM ....is being a week more...
The last rip with MKBM was on 07/02/12 which is Thaipusam day...
Is my on purpose trip to office and back with MKBM...else is even long time frame that i was able to be with MKBM
As i dun want to depend on dad to come btr lrt i decided to walk home...
On the way while walking up from btr stn i saw wahab turning to permaisuri while MKBM heading to town...
I saw MKBM but i doubt MKBM sees me....
But !!!! What IF MKBM sees me...why dun he stop for a while and ask me heading where...if to home i can give you a lift back to midah...
Argh....is all my silly imagination.....
I doubt MKBM will treat me that well....
Is ONLY one way traffic here...i good to people but i dun get back my return.....
Havoc @ home...coz again sis left sean with us and quarrel within the house...
Yeah...who to blame....i PITY mum ...non stop working....taking care sean to the useless ones @ home...
Blame fucking sis and rikky....we are NOT your servant....!!!!!
As i miss MKBM yesterday will i have the opportunity to or back from town with MKBM
Montitor thru but no bus until 8.45am and is MKBM...
Then follow by Wahab @ 9.15am...
Coz there is "hiccup" at midah so no buses turn in...Ergh.!!!!
MKBM....frankly speaking i miss MKBM ....is being a week more...
The last rip with MKBM was on 07/02/12 which is Thaipusam day...
Is my on purpose trip to office and back with MKBM...else is even long time frame that i was able to be with MKBM
As i dun want to depend on dad to come btr lrt i decided to walk home...
On the way while walking up from btr stn i saw wahab turning to permaisuri while MKBM heading to town...
I saw MKBM but i doubt MKBM sees me....
But !!!! What IF MKBM sees me...why dun he stop for a while and ask me heading where...if to home i can give you a lift back to midah...
Argh....is all my silly imagination.....
I doubt MKBM will treat me that well....
Is ONLY one way traffic here...i good to people but i dun get back my return.....
Havoc @ home...coz again sis left sean with us and quarrel within the house...
Yeah...who to blame....i PITY mum ...non stop working....taking care sean to the useless ones @ home...
Blame fucking sis and rikky....we are NOT your servant....!!!!!
Saturday, February 18, 2012
saturday 18 February 2012
finally the day i being waiting for is here...its saturday...
will i have the chance to meet up with mkbm !!!!!
uncertain but definately morning is a no no oz i have to be early..
mkbm usually out @ 8.15am...whereby i have to be earlier then this timing...
assume mkbm is out @ 8.15am and maybe i can catch mkbm back....
waited and waited but no sign of mkbm...
finally bus came and i not mkbm..and worst still is this new chap is not turning into midah...
force to alight at chears flat and took taxi home and weather was bad...heavy rain....
argh...wasted weekend...blasted hope...!!!!
finally the day i being waiting for is here...its saturday...
will i have the chance to meet up with mkbm !!!!!
uncertain but definately morning is a no no oz i have to be early..
mkbm usually out @ 8.15am...whereby i have to be earlier then this timing...
assume mkbm is out @ 8.15am and maybe i can catch mkbm back....
waited and waited but no sign of mkbm...
finally bus came and i not mkbm..and worst still is this new chap is not turning into midah...
force to alight at chears flat and took taxi home and weather was bad...heavy rain....
argh...wasted weekend...blasted hope...!!!!
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thursday 16 Feb 2012
finally i plan to go on mc...
i am tired...my weekend was sacrifice for work which is not even appreciated !!!!
hence loss motivation and interest to work...
saw mkbm on morning shift and is the first bus @ 6.15am to town...
i miss mkbm on purpose for both to and from trip ....coz at times too frequent meet up end up with a fist on the face...
walk around and times flies...the end of thursday and back to work tomorrow...tell self is ok...tomorrow is friday...
relax....and weekend is next which i have been waiting for...
thursday 16 Feb 2012
finally i plan to go on mc...
i am tired...my weekend was sacrifice for work which is not even appreciated !!!!
hence loss motivation and interest to work...
saw mkbm on morning shift and is the first bus @ 6.15am to town...
i miss mkbm on purpose for both to and from trip ....coz at times too frequent meet up end up with a fist on the face...
walk around and times flies...the end of thursday and back to work tomorrow...tell self is ok...tomorrow is friday...
relax....and weekend is next which i have been waiting for...
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Morning 12 Feb 2012
white hair man didnt even appreciate work and critice it..
have i have this thought...
if done by slefish idiot then it will be an applause despite plain outdated and too conventional...
being blasted for overdue info...
come on...overdue was done by the chinese idiot....NOT ME...
why blasted me for overdue and not appraise me based on the remaining info or slides...
NOT FAIR !!!!!!!!!!
Sunday 11 Feb 2012
can say is the most fruitful sunday...
i am occupy with work from morning till night..
no nonsense thinking...
work and work and work...busy with powerpoint, charts and graphs..
even sacrifice my daily routine...exercise
Saturday 10 Feb 2012
a busy weekend with work...
trying to understand and extract figures for amd presentation
as usual uncertain of source and ask around...
without fail the balck will confuse and beat around the bush without solution...ahrghhh....common...black attitude...selfish idiot
spend night pulling out figures...lots of work...but struggle thru..
Morning 12 Feb 2012
white hair man didnt even appreciate work and critice it..
have i have this thought...
if done by slefish idiot then it will be an applause despite plain outdated and too conventional...
being blasted for overdue info...
come on...overdue was done by the chinese idiot....NOT ME...
why blasted me for overdue and not appraise me based on the remaining info or slides...
NOT FAIR !!!!!!!!!!
Sunday 11 Feb 2012
can say is the most fruitful sunday...
i am occupy with work from morning till night..
no nonsense thinking...
work and work and work...busy with powerpoint, charts and graphs..
even sacrifice my daily routine...exercise
Saturday 10 Feb 2012
a busy weekend with work...
trying to understand and extract figures for amd presentation
as usual uncertain of source and ask around...
without fail the balck will confuse and beat around the bush without solution...ahrghhh....common...black attitude...selfish idiot
spend night pulling out figures...lots of work...but struggle thru..
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Monday 06/02/12
i am normal today and a happy go lucky in fact...
coz is public hoilday and i have got agenda thru out the day and also is chap goh mei
of course top priority is to temple to thank god and pray for smooth and successful year ahead
to temple with mum,sis & wilson...
fruitful trip and we are back with wahab..
plan to be back with wahab despite mkbm is working today...
to avoid mkbm if possible coz mum, sis and wilson is tagging along
prefer self when boarding mkbm trip
later part when for cny movie...
ok...can consider a good day for self as day is filled up with events so that i dun think much nonsense...
dose off before 10pm @ 9.30pm +++ as i am really tired...
Tuesday 07/02/12
wake up late...tired...lazy and get abnormal too...
but no choice as days have to be pass..
as usual did some monitoring...
first is wahab following by mkbm and last was haja
haja trip was unexpected....i thought midah was left with 2 bus only
as usual haja question : "kerja"
my reply kerja...haja...i cant go on without working...i will get crazy staying at home...
initially kep asking self to go out or not to go out...
only reason the stay behind is cost...save transport cost and data already in thumb drive ...
but what triggers me to town is mkbm ....
clad on corporate outfit to let mkbm know that i am working too despite is holiday...so mkbm is not along...mkbm you have friend like me who is working too...
calculate timing and strike...i am back with mkbm...
along the trip notice do stare ack a few times...
mkbm i would like to tell you that i am not happy in my life...
tomorrow i might be blasted and get embrass again...
14 dam idiot years in bank without promotion and not progressing.??
not true...i am bettre than lot of people but wrk done is NEVER appreciated or recognise...!!!!!
towards home left with 1 passenger and i proceed to the front to chat with mkbm...
my quote : orang tak ramai
mkbm quote : shake his head...
my quote : cuti kut...
mkbm quote : kerja
my quote : kerja...semalam pun kerja...saham ada kena kerja..tak cuti...tak ikut...
mkbm quote : mkbm says something but i can hear it
my quote : apa tu
mkbm quote : saham macam mana sekarang...
my quote : jatuh..jatuh teruk
reached destination ...alight...
last quote from me: thank you bang...
smile...mkbm remain the orang to cheer me up.....
is 7.30pm now...loss direction...uncontrol sickness arise!!!! Ergh..
i am normal today and a happy go lucky in fact...
coz is public hoilday and i have got agenda thru out the day and also is chap goh mei
of course top priority is to temple to thank god and pray for smooth and successful year ahead
to temple with mum,sis & wilson...
fruitful trip and we are back with wahab..
plan to be back with wahab despite mkbm is working today...
to avoid mkbm if possible coz mum, sis and wilson is tagging along
prefer self when boarding mkbm trip
later part when for cny movie...
ok...can consider a good day for self as day is filled up with events so that i dun think much nonsense...
dose off before 10pm @ 9.30pm +++ as i am really tired...
Tuesday 07/02/12
wake up late...tired...lazy and get abnormal too...
but no choice as days have to be pass..
as usual did some monitoring...
first is wahab following by mkbm and last was haja
haja trip was unexpected....i thought midah was left with 2 bus only
as usual haja question : "kerja"
my reply kerja...haja...i cant go on without working...i will get crazy staying at home...
initially kep asking self to go out or not to go out...
only reason the stay behind is cost...save transport cost and data already in thumb drive ...
but what triggers me to town is mkbm ....
clad on corporate outfit to let mkbm know that i am working too despite is holiday...so mkbm is not along...mkbm you have friend like me who is working too...
calculate timing and strike...i am back with mkbm...
along the trip notice do stare ack a few times...
mkbm i would like to tell you that i am not happy in my life...
tomorrow i might be blasted and get embrass again...
14 dam idiot years in bank without promotion and not progressing.??
not true...i am bettre than lot of people but wrk done is NEVER appreciated or recognise...!!!!!
towards home left with 1 passenger and i proceed to the front to chat with mkbm...
my quote : orang tak ramai
mkbm quote : shake his head...
my quote : cuti kut...
mkbm quote : kerja
my quote : kerja...semalam pun kerja...saham ada kena kerja..tak cuti...tak ikut...
mkbm quote : mkbm says something but i can hear it
my quote : apa tu
mkbm quote : saham macam mana sekarang...
my quote : jatuh..jatuh teruk
reached destination ...alight...
last quote from me: thank you bang...
smile...mkbm remain the orang to cheer me up.....
is 7.30pm now...loss direction...uncontrol sickness arise!!!! Ergh..
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
wednesday 01/02/12
yahoo....public holiday...
i love public holiday....coz at least a relax mind...
no nonsense thinking
monitor thru u45 gang...hazlee, new, young chap..
is 5pm+++ saw bus back from townn..is still hazlee..
omg...pity hazlee..
if i know hazlee on full shift i would have got hazlee some food to munch......full shift...not easy...
joining the night shift is wahab....
if true no sign of mkbm...where ??? on leave???
yahoo....public holiday...
i love public holiday....coz at least a relax mind...
no nonsense thinking
monitor thru u45 gang...hazlee, new, young chap..
is 5pm+++ saw bus back from townn..is still hazlee..
omg...pity hazlee..
if i know hazlee on full shift i would have got hazlee some food to munch......full shift...not easy...
joining the night shift is wahab....
if true no sign of mkbm...where ??? on leave???
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