thursday 31/05/12

blasted here and there...
idiot...wrong wrong wrong...
argh...normal..what done is WRONG WRONG WRONG
no sending out target also being curse...
send or being urse....not sending also curse....
argh...normal...i am bored.....FUCK YOU !!!!!!
my miss for MKBM remains...
one month without MKBM

Wednesday 30/05/12
On EL...this is plan/...
I need rest...so tiring....
furthermore got errand to run...
also today my last time i can drive 9uncle persona...
coz 9uncle coming back this coming sat and car has to be return...
able to monitor 7.30am round only...is was hazlee...
on the way from praying shop saw wahab...
hence today is wahab , hazlee and ??? on morning shift...
i havent been seeing MKBM for months...
miss feeling...to be frank...
god bless...takek...

wed 23/05/12

i had a weird dream...
guess who appeared in dream...
is mkbm....oh weird.....
but keep as memory to cheer up day...
how to calculate fresh transfer....
figures differ everywhere....
ergh...so loss...
my miss for mkbm remains....
takek .....god bless

tuesday 22/05/12

as predicted work done is blasted..
figures worng AGAIN here and there...
WRONG!!!! Different ppl in FMA give different figures....but no complain...
but myself everytime got sound WRONG WORNG WORNG
FADE UP!!!!! Hard work don e in drain....
Ergh....pity self....

monday 21/05/12

today according to chinese calender is "4 yuet chor yat"...
hence, i do pray and while praying saw a bus coming out...
in mind i thought it was wahab....but anyhow i did look thru..
too dark..unable to notice who but the driver hands up to acknowledge my present...by the look of hand ack looks like is MKBM...
god bless...what a GOOD day...
MKBM is back to work and is the first bu ss to town...cheers..
frankly, i do miss MKBM much....close to a month without MKBM...
at night i did a simple pray to respect kenneth's dad...
if not worng kenneth's dad pass away sometime around this timing...
no doubt dun know kenneth's dad but i do respect this elderly....
hope this elderly can bless me with smooth career and things progress smoothly...

sunday 20/05/12

woke up as early as 4am to complete office work...
worth it??? dun know???
i know i have to do it else heard "music".....
but anyhow heard music  too coz work dun will not be appreciated...
ergh....so tiring...
took time off to temple....
watch through the praying process...
back home to complete pending office work...
argh....where is my friend mkbm...
no sign of mkbm during weekend...

sat 19/05/12
up 4am to complete work...
still eye and mind unwake but force self to work...else work cant be completed...
later in the day join sis to temple...
plan to bring god of mercy for opening ceremony process...
scout around temple to choose the best

friday 18/05/12
i am extremely sad despite is friday the day i love most...
why??? coz is hard to reach weekend and the weekend is without mkbm..
shit...keep cursing and was so down the day...
worst still is compilation for "snake" is wrong wrong wrong!!!!
but i am refering to the report to compile m figures....
nobody ever teach me how....those who guide also blur...
aiy!!!! is fate !!!! nobody good samaritan around me to help...
frankly i miss mkbm much...
is going to be a month without mkbm.....

Wednesday 16/05/12

Initially thought of going on half day.....
The remaining half day to pantai medical for orthpedic treatment...
finally thought turn sour....not materialise....coz to avoid idiots gossips...
on half day also if there is opportunity for me to meet up with mkbm...
frankly i miss mkbm much already....3 weeks plus no opportunity to be with mkbm...
morning while brushing teeth i heard a bus turning to town....but i know this is not the exact bus to town coz the first bus to town just left at 6.15am...
just cant be that frequent...is must be the one from town to midah but using shortcut....shortcut..who else...high possibility is mkbm....
but if not wrong is not mkbm is faizal...coz mum to town today and board faizal and back with wahab...according to  mum no sign of mkbm for few days...
didn't regret as the half fay didn't materialise coz no mkbm and can finish mind distubring nbfi compilation...
Err....where is mkbm...miss much....honest....
takek....god bless...

Sunday 13/05/12

Looks like MKBM is on night shift throughout the week...
The only day on morning was mnday 09/05/12 itself whereby i am sick..
OK...its sunday...bored and so tense with office work....
Curious....what i am doing now...is it CORRECT....
No guidance, no checking....Ergh.....!!!!
Since awake at 5am....up to do some office work and did monitor thru who's on duty....
the first bus was 6.45am...is punctual..on the dot...6.45am....
who so harworking on a weekend...peep...oh....is wahab....
next is faizal and final was hazlee...
ok...looks like timing is nice....to town with hazlee and back with wahab
ok proceed with planning coz i have some goodies for my friends...
for hazlee i gave him a packet of biscuit while wahab is a bit special....kit kat 100 anniversary edition canister with choc inside...
i been hestitate a few times beofre giving out the kit kat canister edition...
coz is a special edition and no stock left in the market...and too bad that i managed to get one box only....coz is pricey and second no mores stock...
since is special edition....to wahab or mkbm...
finally wahab deserve it more....
but in fact both deserve it....
lucky to have some goodies for wahab coz i pity to see wahab on full shift when i noticed wahab twice once at 4pm++ and the second time around 7pm+++
full shift....is not easy....takek .....rest welll....
hazlee also deserve some goodies....and hazlee is kind enough to ack me by honing me softly when i did pass by his bus when i alight at lrt stn...
hazlee make a soft hon and signal me with a smile to ack thanks....
i look back and ack with a smile too....
well well well....friends like them deserve to have the goodies giving by me coz they will ack it and will thank me...
actually i am sad to see my group of 45 friends....still working or on the road at 10pm, 11pm and 12am...
is not easy.....hence, if there is some goodies and when there is opportunity i will reward them with goodies and help them up to the level where i can manage....
well, what happened to t0091....no sign of it for the whole night....
is been close to 3 weeks...i didn't manage to board mkbm .....miss feeling....
take k ....god bless....
myself mind loss as is sunday,,,,,,,,,,,ergh........!!!!!

Thursday 10/05/11

Initially i thought MKBM on morning shift, hence in thought i have some planning..
how now?? to town with or back with ...which???
Coz i have some important errand to run today....
initially thought of covering members day for 2 places but end up none...
when to mv to buy milk for sis while sis cover me for S member day to get some 1 day special stuff...
I can't turn up at sogo...to avoid idiot and gossips.....
who is on morning shift....unable to monitor except the one at 7.30am is by the new stylish chap...
The remaining 2 ???? who on duty??? unknown...
While driving nearby nursery notice another unit by someone new....unfamiliar face....
Ergh...told self no choice....no opportunity to town or back from town with MKBM...
However, at 3.45pm....saw T0091 coming back from town...opss..is MKBM..
Oh...T0091...was by stylish chap and took over is MKBM....
Strange!!!! MKBM on night shift already??? Is fast???
Finally, i keep my promise to assist brother kenneth...
Went to bank to uplift my FD to assist brother kenneth cashflow....
Hope brother kenneth acknowledge and appreciate my good deed....
God bless....

Monday 07/05/12

I was on mc....i am sick.....
as normal i woke up at 5.40am upon alarm sounds....
complete needful ....but i am so weak and tired...
i have sleepness night...pain in the head....nerves pain...
actually the main cause was tongue ulcer which connect to nerve at ear and drag up to brain...
my left part was partly swollen and leed to slight fever...
hence decide to go on mc....no point work hard....
forever work done is NEVER recognise or apprciated....
so went back to sleep and awake at 9am...
coincident there is a bus approaching...who...look upon...is MKBM...
opsss....mkbm on morning shift already....why that early ...is just the start of the week....when it comes to weekend then how???
finally i meet up with brother kenneth....
we had a short discussion....
finally i decided to help brother kenneth...i am willing to fork out 80K all my savings to assist brother kenneth to overcome this hard moment....
coz i do remember times when i am in bad shape brother kenneth is there to help...,so now is the opportunity where i can help brother kenneth....
god bless....i need to rest early...i am not well....pen off here....

Sunday 06/05/12

well, yesterday MKBM on morning shift and will MKBM on morning shift too...
ok...do monitor thru...
nothing...no sign of MKBM
morning was Faizal, new staff and Zul (new young chap)
since unfamiliar faces hence no point to town whereby nothing much to buy...
hence board dad's car to jusco for a while and then remain indoor...
afternoon / night shift was Faizal (full), Hazlee and Wahab
No sign of MKBM..where....on leave???? or relief??? or running route u44???
At times i do pity and heart sick  to see those working on night shift....
not easy to stand....especially when is lonely without passengers...
henceforth, i do understand my friends and when there is opportunity i will try to reward them with food...or etc....
@6.30pm at a sudden received phone call from neighbour mentioning she at hospital and need a lift back...i was caught by surprise....what happened....
YES!!!! Is true ....Is VERY TRUE....
When u are old and sick people hate you and dun like you much...
they assume we are burden to them.....
NOT FAIR!!!!!! Please treat eveyone the same.....
We age too....think of what happened when people do the same to you when you age...and weak....

Saturday May 05, 2012
Is Wesak Day today...
Happy Wesak Day to everyone....
Its the second year wesak without uncle seng choy...
uncel seng choy in melbourne...same for last year....
Public Holiday...of course there wont be bus tilll 7.30am.....
but surprise to find out there is one approaching at 6.45am...who....can't see properly...too dark...
This first bus i miss again when i am having my hair cut at the saloon...
who could it be....in thought it was Hazlee...but looks like my thought or guessing is wrong...coz T0091 was driven by Faizal...henceforth T150 couldnt be Hazlee...
coz normal T0091 is either Hazlee or MKBM....
Who...i was make no notice of who until i heard T0150 horn sound when i was doing facial maintenance....
I look upon and surprise to see is MKBM...Is a real catch....
MKBM working on morning shift !!!!!
Arghhh...miss...!!!!
So will MKBM on morning as well tomorrow...???
On night shift was wahab and Hazlee.....confirmed coz while on the way home from buying god and prying stuff saw both of them...hazlee heading back from town while wahab heading to town....pity them.....
I was so confuse overnight.....its brother kenneth issue....should i help or shouldnt i??????
brother kenneth do help / assist me a lot and do give me hope hence i would really like much to help if its a genuine case....
BUT what happened if it is a IF case then i am in trouble....i am so confuse....

Wednesday May 02 2012

Oh...gosh....it rains heavily.....flooded....
lrt line heading to sri petaling was flooded too....
no choice but to home by bus...bus also fully packed....
took road side bus instead coz u45 is not easy to hit one...
wonder how's my u45 group of friends on night shift...must be bored get stuck in massive jam and flood...
myself was so weak and hungry and bladder full but THANK GOD i am home safely....
oh...what a day????

Tuesday 01/05/12

Yahoo...is public holiday...Labor Day
Myself just dun know why...i was awake as early as 4am...
Clear some outstanding letter/did some filing and back to normal chores...
While clearing some doubtfuk letter saw an early bus 6.45am coming out...
this is early coz today is public holiday...coz predict no bus till 7.30am
bus approaching...who...peep out...is MKBM...
Applause from me...MKBM really deserve an applause...
Later around 8.45am - 9am, the same bus coming out for its second time...
Yes...confirm is MKBM...
Coincident that time when MKBM approaching out...mum was standing in front..
To me i think MKBM saw mum but pretend no seeing ...why...'
Notice MKBM have different reaction towards mum...
At 10.45am, MKBM coming again for its 3 time...
Coincident this round is me with my bicycle....
MKBM saw me and smile and with reaction ask am i going for cycling...i smile ...yes...
HA....is different...MKBM is good to me and the same with me...i am xtra kind and good to MKBM too...at time MKBM is on top priority...
MKBM bicycle hand action make me smile and something to put a smile on my heart...smile...smile...smile....
Later at 5pm saw a bus coming out...of course is using short cut coz at this timing there wont be bus coming out anymore...
Out of curiosity i stand up and look thru...omg...is still MKBM
A sudden sadness upon me..why full shift...this is tiring...
I should i have gone to jusco and get mkbm kfc which i plan to buy kfc for mum too...but since no bus...then kfc meal cancel....
PITY MKBM....
Worst is at 6pm - 6.30pm, i rain so heavy...pity my group of friends who are still working...sudden sadness.....
At 7pm saw MKBM again ...back from town...gosh is 12hrs+++ or more on the road....take k...have a good rest...
MKBM will be on afternoon shift tomorrow...well till nex week...i shall see MKBM....TAKEK...GOD BLESS.....