sun 28/10/12
saw mkbm sending chic back
why it takes so long to alight chic..
roughly 10 minutes...what happened in between
argh....none of my business ...who cares....
i have NO friends...!!!! remember this and you won't go wrong!!!!
received late call in from colleague late in the evening...got office work to attend...

fri 26/10/12
regret as unable to wish mkbm selamat hari raya adil adha
miss raya and now miss haji as well
argh.....wrong timing always!!!

thurs 25/10/12
self reported sick to rest..
run errand...visited brother kenneth on company profile
wed 24/10/12
some discussion during lunch break
and after lunch is freedom..
finally 3 weeks work is finalized for top management

tuesday 23/10/12
things almost finalised..
free after lunch...

monday 22/10/12
as expected lots of changes here and there...
lots of work...carry on at night
no exercise

sun 21/10/12
did my monitoring...ok...good..
4 buses today and mkbm is working moening shift...
THANK GOD for the arrangement..
i managed to board mkbm back from my  normal stop...
THANK GOD MOST...i just a second rest came mbkm
one second late arrangement for the day is SPOILT...
THANK GOD and POPO again...
saw unwanted ppl with mkbm but no choice to give away the gift...
cant wait as now i seldom take bus and lots of unfamiliar newbie...
mkbm did thank me...and i reply sama..
despite seeing mkbm but is a SPOILT trip due to unwanted ppl or barriers again...


sat 20/10/12

mkbm  working morning shift and same goes to wahab
but self got errand to run to kenneth office for company profile hence miss opportunity to board either of them...
i feel so painful under such condition as is not easy to come to weekend and i dun have the chance to see my friend..so piss off....
work completed at last but hope is FINAL...frankly i am TIRED...
lossing sleep over work since thursday 18/10/12
pray hard in hope mkbm is woring on morning shift too on sunday..

Wed 17/10/12

MKBM was on morning shift and the first bus to twon
Argh...if only i am on leave or half day...
But too much work to complete hence sad to say i miss MKBM
Only hope is coming Sat whereby hoping mkbm is on morning shift
Coz i hae some gift for mkbm
Brother Kenneth called and was in town
Meet up and sat down for chat and update current status
Promise to drop by Kenneth's office on sat to assist on company profile
But on the other hand i have secong thought.....ops....if so i will miss mkbm again???
How???? what should i do....
who to prioritize...both person are imporatant to self...
hard to decide....

sunday 14/10/12
saw mkbm working night shift
in fact saw mkbm twice...once at 6.30pm and my timing calculation was right that the second time mkbm approaching will be 9pm...and true indeed is 9pm turn in
morning faces are unfamiliar hence no trip to town ...
furthermore got pending office task to complete...

sat 13/10/12
odd...cant sleep..
woke up as early as 4am to clear task and house keeping...
errghhh...tired at night and dosee off...
no sign of u45 since 3pm onwards..
where could mkbm be???
long life rain...stuck...go nowhere from afternoon onwards...


friday 12/10/12
something different for today
back from work and drove family siblings out for dinner..
still missing someone...who????

Thursay 11/10/12

self on leave...
initially got planning for noon activity whereby self can be back with mkbm
T0091 operating but is the woman driver..
At 12pm+++ noon saw T0091 at jln birch when i was on my way home from sogo....
why???T0091 to depoh...at this hour...fishy...
must be non productive woman driver..
honestly non is as responsible and hard working like wahab and mkbm
at 6.45pm++ saw mkbm bac from town...
heavy rain....long life rain at night...
just 20 mins driving family siblings to lrt stn...i am cold..
just imagine how COLD it is for MKBM who is working till 11pm close to 12am...
mkbm pls pls pls do take care of self...
jacket on ..its freeezing cold out there...
btw where is hazlee....no sign of hazlee for 3 weeks plus...
dun tell my friends are misiing one by one....
first it was lokman, then haja and now hazlee ...pls not....

Sun 07/10/12
no sign of mkbm hence no plan to town
but suddenly at 10am came mkbm
strange....why at this hour...and there is 4 buses for us today...
mkbm if only you show self earlier i would have the opportunity to board you home
now ask self should or shouldn't self to town...
i have lots of work uncomplete task...
slides to be completed ...to be deliver tmorrow
finally remain at home to complete task and miss chances with mkbm
despite miss chance but this person remain in heart...why??? dun know???
at 4pm +++ saw T0091 back from town...if not wrong and by the driving character looks like is mkbm
pity mkbm ..full shift...takek of self...
god bless...bless work too....i am tired...

Sat 06/10/12
in hope mkbm is working morning shift so that self can to town
but no sign of mkbm...
only familiar face is wahab...
notice that nowadays lots of new faces instead of my friends...
no sign of mkbm fr night shift too...
mkbm remain the one i miss much....


Tuesday 02/10/12
looks fool @ office...
no work.....since tis is the case why not do some e=learning to earn some learning points...
did e-learning for the day...
argh...what a boring and useless self.....
if not wrong tonight is the "first seven" days after grandma pass away
will grandma come home!!!!!


Monday 01/10/12

back to work after 3 consecutive days on compassionate leave
self look like a fool....
found that colleague have completed task on my behalf
myself no work throughout the day
the only work was helping "friend" compile monthly report
at night while doing work heard bus back
is MKBM....ops!!!! MKBM on night shift fo 7 days...since last monday....
hey ....this night shift looks like a long one...