wed 30/01/13
self reported mc...
really sick...mild fever and sore throat..
monitor thru u45 gang...
no sign of mkbm...only familiar face is wahab...

tues 29/01/13
self at work with tired body..
semi sick..not enough rest...
after work have to travel again to deliver luggage...
ergh....but patient thanks to seeing mkbm at btr fire stn junction..
told self ...if mkbm is still working out there at night...so can self...got accompany.

mon 28/01/13
self drive back from south..
regret taht self scolded 9uncle..
self hot tempered and get angry as self is tired and time wasted unnecessary..
ergh...

sun 27/01/13
finally self got the opportunity to travel far by driving...
drive down to south and enter spore then...
again THANKS to 9uncle given me such a opportunity..

sat 26/01/13
self have breakfast @ 5 star hotel..
wow wow...thanks to 9uncle i have such opportunity...
then to members day for a quick grab of needful items
wish to shop longer as this members day come twice in a year...
long wait....but due to running errand miss opportunity...
then self rest early as self not feeling well and tomorrow have to travel outstation..

thur 23/01/13
public holiday...self awake late as at night cant sleep well
did routine morning task..
to monitor who's on duty...
is young chap, mkbm,wahab, baldy
ha!!!mkbm is working morning shift today...
lucky that self didnt go to jb spore today else miss chance to meet up with mkbm
since no activity at home and at times have to think of self .....
hence, keep aside other activity and do self task first...
to town with wahab and back with mkbm
at least a nice trip with mkbm before self to jb
board whab and reward wahab at the same time
then run errand and quickly back to tm stop
at short wait came mkbm
my quote : bang...
mkbm quote : hi
then a blessing trip with mkbm home...
mkbm using shortcut as left 3 passenger only...
my quote : penumpang tak ramai
mkbm quote : cuti
mkbm quote : balik lambat hari ni
my quote : balik lambat...  i smile...
reach destination...
my quote : thank you bang
mkbm quote : sama
a so so trip with mkbm...
too bad self got no gift for mbkm...my regret....

wed 22/01/13
saw mkbm at 7.45pm ...
mmm....looks like mkbm on night shift...
take k my friend...
is going to be 3 weeks without mkbm...
missing my friend much...

mon 21/01/13
IDIOT shouted when i am leaving..
stop and get blasted by idiot...
come on ....i am NOT wrong...
what wrong now????
until what timw you want me to wait....

sun 20/01/13
9uncle back from melbourne
self went to lcct for pickup..
must not forget...if not 9uncle till now self dun know how to drive..
9uncle deserve the pickup..
then rush all the way back home with one mission
need to know who is on duty...
is wahab and mkbm..
happy to know mkbm is working..
self went out and saw mkbm...
each other acknowledge present...and self signal going opposite for food...
self smile and smile wide in heart...mkbm ....ah my friend...
if not on running errand would have board wahab to town and reward wahab the same time and back with mkbm...
is 7pm and sad to see mkbm still working...
then came 8pm...wahab is back from town...
gosh both friends on full shift...tired...
even self cant stand...full shift...is not easy...
may god bless my friend and self...
take k friends..till weekend if got chance to meet each other...

sat 19/01/13
is a long week before this weekend comes...
firstly sleepness night...
being awake whole night for no reason..
monitor person on duty and found that no sign of mkbm..
sad to know coz is not easy to come to weekend..
only familiar face is wahab
hence self run errand and home at evening...
sad news was change in route...
this means i wont be seeing mkbm and wahab anymore!!!
this is a SAD PIECE of news...
an immediate hurt on head...
so how days going to pass without this two friends...
3 friends have gone and left 2 .....and .....
almost burst into tears...

friday 18/01/13
as usual work done will NEVER be appreciated...
self dun know how to brush shoes and communicate like parrot...
with this setback i loss out...
no point stay..complete work and pack and go off sharp...

thur 17/01/13
blasted...wrong wrong wrong
work done is rubbish..
ah..normal...my HARD WORK is RUBBISH!!!!
NOT FAIR!!!!!

wed 16/01/13 - monday 14/01/13
work work work...
but who cares...work done NEVER appreciated..
my work is rubbish????
self dun care either....
self ONLY care for my friends...
no sign of friends...where!!!!!

sun 13/01/13
surprise to know mkbm is working...
full shift...but due to long life rain self cant go out..
arrangement was nice...
is mkbm, u44 indian guy, wahab
did plan to town with either one and back with the other
but all plan spoilt or cancel due to long life rain...
miss mkbm and wahab...
take k my friend...
additional prayer tonight...
hope next week will be a smooth working week...blessing...

sat 12/01/13
demonstration in town...
hence go nowehre...
all newbie...only familiar face is wahab
wahab really deserve to be rewarded...
coz come rain or shine...wahab will work and follow rules...
a big applause and respect for wahab..

friday 11/01/13
busy with work....
thank god is a blessing day...
things went smoothly..
THANK GOD

thursday 10/01/13
busy with different permutation...

wed 09/01/13
Piss off with work...but still feel responsible
self on leave but work responsibility still with me...
despite on leave and on running errand..still something is bothering me..
is the idiot bastard work!!!!
self saw mkbm at 8.15am and aagin at 4pm +++ while self back from XXX
saw mkbm...then another round at 7.15pm...
pity to see mkbm on full shift...
lucky self see mkbm at maluri junction else self wont know mkbm on full shift
pity...full shift for 2 days....NOT EASY is TIRING
visited kenneth...have a short chat...
if ONLY self can assist brother Kenneth...
how??? may GOD BLESS brother kenneth business runs well....
saw wahab too...morning shift...
if not of jday i would have gone to town and back with mkbm...
sudden worry and missing mkbm...dun know why!!!!
i know this 3 person is someone that make my days pass...
may god bless.....

Tuesday 08/01/13
wahab is the first
then notice another one follows in 10 minutes time
is mkbm...using shortcut..
while self at btr junction saw mkbm again....
light off ....heading somwehere..!!!
work..is like SHIT...
idiot are USELESS...
anything just divert to me....
then what the use of you idiot sitting there...

Monday 07/01/13
mkbm is the first bus to town..
i was outside...but how come mbm didnt see me.//
maybe saw but dare not attend to me as is dark....afraid might be seeing things
pity to see mkbm on full shift...
6.10am till 7.30pm  is still mkbm...
pity...pity...

sun 06/01/13
initially thought to nearby to run errand ...
plan to and back with wahab and also to reward wahab
but suddenly plan change as i saw mkbm...
strange...mkbm came out at 7am...this is a wrong timing.....
since mkbm and working self plan to office to run errand..
plan to town with wahab and back with mkbm...
but due to time constraint..self tumpang transport to stn...
run errand at office and must be fast in order to back with mkbm..
i cant afford to miss mkbm...since i have been carrying heavy stuff reserved for mkbm to enjoy...mkbm deserve it...
self waited at tmstop my regular place...
look at timing...hope my timing is right...still in time for mkbm..
self waited and finally came mkbm
mkbm saw self and stop bus and saw mkbm having a big smiling face...
self smile..
my quote : bang...selamt tahun baru...
mkbm quote : selamat tahun baru...
my quote : ni belanja bang makan...balik head office tadi...
mkbm quote : ya ka
my quote : show tng and mentioned it was a pass...
then self move to rear and get sitted...
noticed mkbm ...not well...coughing and coughing...
mkbm sick???? pity....i only i have cold combat blackmores with me...
towards home...mkbm saw me and voice out terima kasih to me...
self ack then move to the front...
but stuck as there is another passenger in front blocking me...ergh!!!
reached destination...
my quote : thank you bang...
mkbm quote : terima kasih...
my quote : smile....sama....
self smile in heart...mkbm remain the choosen one...
thank god...to know that both mkbm and whab is not on full shift...
night shift left 2 buses and both also newbie...but who cares.....
my concern and top priority is mkbm and wahab...
god bless them and me....

sat 05/01/13
thought self saw hazlee...but it was a mistake...
is the elderly man...no choice to board ...
run errand and back with wahab...
wahab was stuck in traffic due to idiot style of parking left and right...
self stand aside and watch...
wahab saw self and smile...
wahab...we are friend...i wont alight and went in home...when you are still out there in trouble...
self watch till finish then only self walk back home...
wahab my friend....must ensure friend is safe but self turn off...


fri 04/01/13
work day @ work...
whole day get blasted...
first is by "3suku".....come on....certain things can be done by self quietly...
NEED NOT raise your voice over me....
3 suku blasted left and right but none of it i understand....
no intention to understand.....
then blasted again by another "elderly 3 suku"...
BAD DAY @ WORK....
self patient only...if only time flies and self can be home.....



thur 03/01/13
was blasted left and right at work...
normal...hard work done will NEVER be appreciated....
I AM NOT WRONG...
IS SHE WHO ASK ME TO PICK INFO FROM THIS SOURCE and then complain i did it wrongly !!!! NOT FAIR!!!!
compare to the rest i think i am doing 5 staffs work...
but who cares coz due to ranking work done will NEVER been noticed...
anything wrong i am always the scapegoat.....
if only mkbm is around....


wed 02/01/13
lots of work @ office..
why self so much work...
self sick at evening...
heavy flow...vomit and faint.....
thought of go back but stuck with work...
back at home who CARES!!!!!....
no food and sleep early...
I CRY IN MY HEART.....
Feel like resigning.....

01/01/13
happy new year to all my friends..
pity wahab full shift
mkbm afterrnoon shift...saw twice
once at 4 pm and next at 8.30pm
too bad no opportunity to personally wish my friends happy new year
no sms greeting...no friends...
saw hazlee on way home from jusco...
some long miss friend...

31/12/12
suprise to see mkbm working morning...and suspect is full shift
true indeed..full shift...
self start planning...can i go on half day...
since tiga suku is here chances are slim...
sad to say that i miss chance and opportunity to wish mkbm happy new year
miss it verbally but wish remains in heart...
thought of joining sis for countdown but self just too tired to tag along...