sat 28/09/13
self went back to office...
objective is to collect the vitamin to be given to susan..
self went up floor after floor to  meet up with susan..
self gave the glucosamine vitamin to susan...
the vitamin will help susan...it definitely will
self sad to see susan stand all day...not easy...tiring leg...
hope susan can benefit from it..
and on the other hand self promise susan to avoid sweet stuffs...
susan send me sms to thank me...is a surpirse to receive sms from susan...
susan you are most welcome...
self really treasure you as my friend...honest word from heart...

fri 27/09/13
have to send 9uncle back to melb..
self sad to see 9uncle weaken condition...
almost cry from heart...

thur 26/09/13
self busy hance can only got for warehouse sale after work...
there is promo going on and self taget is the toy...
the toy to gave to susan...but too bad...
in order to get the toy need to deposit certain amount...
hence self only able to get some 3 pens
2 pens was nicely keep and to be given to susan...
despite weak and hungry self still went all the way to level 7..
crowded...self struugle thru people and finally meet up with susan..
self gave the pens to susan...
and in return susan signal loyal friend to me....
self smile and signal back...
looks like susan understand me...
signal to acknowledge i am loyal to susan ONLY...
self smile...and go back...
pls do not disturb susan working...

wed 25/09/13
is a big day for self...
finally self got the opportunity to have lunch with susan..
thank god and thank susan for present herself..
at 1pm self went over for gentle reminder...which susan acknowledge...
at 2pm self waited at the restaurant...
finally susan arrived and called me friend...
the word friend which utter from her is music to ears...
then self show susan my collection which is well kept in the tin she gave me...
when food comes we dine together...chat ...smile...
well if only moments stay.....
is a rare opportunity to have lunch with susan...
after work self went over to thank susan for coming...
her presence is the mst important...
i can always invite susan but no point without her vip present, right?

tue 24/09/13
no sign of susan...
could be on leave i guess...

mon 23/09/13
well is being days without susan....
monday...will susan be wroking...i doubt...
coz normally susan will be off on monday as she works over the weekend...
but to my surprise susan is working....
self invited susan to join me for lunch on payday...
if susan is ok...i will informed colleagues that on 25/09/13 i go for late lunch..
yes...finally susan accepted my offer...
susan agreed to have lunch with me on my payday..
cheers....but self just dun know why...i am not that happy...
after work self went over to innform that late lunch was approved...
but susan sounds to me .... there are many types of friend...
what is the actually meaning behind it...
self rather blur and not that happy....


sun 22/09/13
is wahab and mkbm if not wrong....
coz at the point self writing this diary event pass  a week...
initial thought of going to town and office...
got pending work to complete...top20 compilation...
also once in office the next obj is susan...
but all planning cancel as have to bring some herbs for 9uncle to consume
9uncle deserve the herbs.....he is getting weaker and thinner...
sad to see condition....
also sad to know mkbm on full shift....
coz at 5++ saw mkbm with fat ass...
gosh fat ass with mkbm from 9am to 5pm...
self just can't stand it....why bother....
self ignore so and concrete in office work till completion....

sat 21/09/13

finally is weekend...
some extra rest hour...as self is tired...
despite alarm sounds at 5am....
up @ 6am instead and monitor thru...
saw old man and wahab only...
well is being some time since self see wahab....
self do miss wahab too...wahab is good...
deserve applause and reward......
self on errand......
farewell cum mid autumn celebration for 9 uncle..
had scrumptious lunch at xxxxxx
on the way to xxxxxx peep and self saw susan...
susan is working today....
frankly self miss susan much....
wish can go for a chat with susan but better not...
at times the long we miss each other the better it is....

fri 20/09/13

self extremely busy...
fuck...is not fair for me...
i being loaded with work and still load me with work...
cant the left and right dog do a proper job...
i being sweeping their shit and not rewarded......
self just have 5mins.....drop in but no sign of susan....
well if not wrong fri there will be newbie around....
dare not meet up susan...self busy and not properly groom...

thur  19/09/13

mid autumn festival...
susan on leave...self was informed of her rest day...
self sms greeting to susan and receive back sms...
self smile and burst to happiness...
susan reply my sms and greeted me too....
nothing grand...just a simple pray ....to THANK GOD...
no lattern playing nor mooncake cutting...

wed 18/09/13

self being purging and slightly not well...
hence go for food and end up bread...
got cookies and self reserved it for susan...
self hopp over but will susan around...
surprise ...is susan at frontline....
self was delighted....self pass over cookies to susan..
susan accepted it ...we chat for a short while...
we chat over some points...and susan smile....
susan smile melts my heart...
is blossom red smile on both cheeks...
my sentence can make susan have blossom smile...
susan is so PRETTY.....HONEST...
chat for short while and self back to office...
at the home self receive sms from susan but self was unware of it..
but lucky due to habit self hop over once more before going home...
saw susan and susan ask me to wait outside for her...
we walk together outside and susan gave me a mooncake..
wow susan did really CARE for me...
i was so HAPPY and deeply APPRECIATE it...
i return self hand over a cheerful cartoon mid autumn celebration greeting to her...
hope she celebrate the day happily like those kids in the picture...
susan busy hence left...do not disturb.....
self smile all the way home and even in SLEEP...
THANK GOD....

tue 17/09/13

no sign of susan...
self so sad...
i almost a week without susan...
ergh...cant stand already......

mon 16/09/13
public holiday.....
since ph then no bus till 7.30am the eearliest available
monitor thru and found the last one was mkbm...
ops...why mkbm...yesterday just saw mkbm on night shift
and this morning already back to morning shift...
did mkbm have enough rest ...i wonder....
since there is errand to run then to town....
no choice but to board someone unknown and back with mkbm
count timing in order for self to be back with mkbm...
finally mkbm is here and self gave a packet of coffee to mkbm...
pass the coffee to mkbm
my quote : ...nescafe minum kan...tadi balik office...
mkbm quote : terima kasih...
my quaote : sama...
since is public holiday less traffic and home fast...
when alight mkbm once thank me....
self ack and thank mkbm...
we are friend.....smile....
next topic.....
though of inviting susan and kenneth for lunch this coming mooncake festival...
reason behind is i cant will till december to have lunch with susan
coz afraid by december susan would have gone....left....
wanted much to invite susan but will susan attend...
have fear susan will reject self...
may god bless that i able to invite susan for lunch this coming mooncake festival...
GOD BLESS....


sun 15/09/13
surprise to know there is an early bus @ 6.10am
looks like someone new...
manage to get a clearer picture at 8.15am..is the u44 guy...
wahab is available but not mkbm
but surpirse to see mkbm at 5pm...
looks like mkbm is working night shift this week...
may god bless...missing someone...
who is the someone....!!!

sat 14/09/13
somehting special..
fixing new laptop...

fri 13/09/13
self clad in corporate uniform..
actually is to target susan...
3 round to ....but no sign of susan....
actually susan is working but is right inside...
front temporary booth is monitor by someone else..
oh....what a disppointment...
sad self home plus long weekend without susan...

thur 12/09/13
after day finally self have the chance to see susan...
self with cufflink actually to impress susan...
dress proper just to impress and match susan...
v chat and v smile.....
self told  susan to be handy with umbrella ..rainy season...
susan looks so pretty that make self reluctant to go home...
once left it will be days till we can meet....

wed 11/09/13
work as normal...
no susan...

tue 10/09/13
self on leave to run errand...
errand is chauffer for the day...
sending 9uncle and family home after days trip @ s'pore...

mon 09/09/13
work as normal...
real disspointment....no susan...
ergh.....

sun 08/09/13
no early bus
no sign of wahab too...
only left old man and mkbm
saw mkbm with fat ass..
why bother....none of my business....
self need to run errand...
no choice but to go and back with mkbm..
no chatting with mkbm...
self sad and even mkbm notice it....
self sad becoz of self not able to see susan...
i like susan but too bad susan is ......
ergh....why self always end up as loser....!!!!

sat 07/09/3
unable to monito u45 routine...
self have to be at office to complete some slides
will stick to promise...will come and complete task...
am a responsible person...

fri 06/09/13
despite so busy self still went over to invite susan to uec open house...
as usual ssuan will decline...never mind...
but...pls i beg..when is my birthday...pls come....
v chat for moments and self too shy to stay longer when all busybody woman around....
after work bought something from susan...
rush home as got night task...driver......

thur 05/09/13
finally after days without seeing susan...
today is the day....
told susan self back and do you take durian...
susan reply yes...ok...then durian mooncake as promo on @ bank...
guess what...susan buy me lunch....
self burst to happiness....
after work self deliver the durian mooncake and a box of cookies to susan
susan smile and accepted my gift...
self smile too...signal self lyal to friend...

wed 04/09/13
busy with work...
cant see susan....

tues 03/09/13
self off day to run banking errand...
help brother kenneth the second time....
hope business gets better....
may god bless...

mon 02/09/13
work as usual..
no susan pls...keep to promise...

mon 26/08/13
open house...
events started...
at 4pm self went over to once more to invite susan
susann decline...no need to wait she said...
if i dun come need i wont be coming...
ok..with heads down and sad feeling self went back to bank
and back to work...
no fun without susan..
after work self went over to give a small gift....a stick it notepad
if a hard to obtain gift...but self willing to give it to susan...
susan offer me choc but self stick to principle
i wont take any choc except kikkat...
susan said "you want me to whack u" this is kikkat...
self laugh and start taking pieces after pieces..
the first few pieces is offer by susan...sweet moments...
told susan is ok you didnt turn up but pls do turn up at my brithday...
told susan i am a dec kid...date!!!!
susan start guessing and finally came to 32 33 34 35 36...
hahahaha we laugh where got such date in calender...
is a good moment with susan....sweet from the bottom of my heart...

tue 27/08/13
susan off day...

wed 28/08/13
self off day..
back in smartest form...
shirt with cufflink..
presented mooncake for susan..
5mins chat and blast off...
seld just shy at times...

thur 29/08/13
self gave umbrella..
may i shelter susan reagrdless is rain or shine...
told susan self will be away to indonesia...
take good care of self pls...

fri 30/08/13
omega ongoing...
so no chance of meeting up with susan

sat 31/08/13
back to my old good friend...mkbm..
objective for the day is mkbm
bought mkbm mcd...special edition...
mkbm and i both ack and self
thank god...feeling is back...

sun 01/09/13
i bump into susan once more at lrt stn
i guess susan did see me too..
complete task at office...and over to chat...
susan sounds "cold" to self....why...??
is it that susan dislike me cheating her that i will be away to indo on friday...
is not cheating ...is postpone....
is self to be blame...i just cant control self for not seeing susan...
i miss susan much hence end up facing this consequence...cold feeling...
self ...sad...maybe the sky knows tooo...long life rain....sad!!!!