sun 02/02/14
cny day 3
nothing special....
miss susan deeper...
sat 01/02/14
cny day 2
boring day...
spend time doing my paper and document filling...
progress smoothly and filled please...
miss susan much...
fri 31/01/14
cny day 1
as normal the hero for the day is mkbm and wahab
lucky to know that both are working
hence when both mkbm and wahab is out...
self went over to gave angpow and goodies...
thur 30/01/14
cny eve....
on leave to run errand...
too tired...dose off at 9pm
but later woke up again...
then to temple at 2AM...
something new for this year..
to temple the very first day of cny...
as early as 2am....something special...
bless that successful career....hoping for promotion...
wealth and health the next and hope dreams being fulfilled..
wed 29/01/14
yes..today is the day I am waiting for...
slightly late for work as self need to do maintenance
always present self in the best form in front of susan
opss....surprise....received early greeting sms from susan...
susan greet me...oh...what a surprise...
self panic a bit as self in a rush and no one around help to translate..
lucky self understand sms content...
is asking for a favour ....help to exchg new notes for CNY...
susan...why last minute....ONLY for susan...
if the rest I definitely turn down request and scold back...
self ask help from banking hall staff....but notes given to out to be bad
hence self went to uob to exchg....
worth the sacrifice just for susan...
as today is a quite day at work self steal some time while working
went over to susan workstn....told susan I am arranging the new notes for her...
saw susan clad on jacket...must be not recovered from sickness....pity....
told susan $1 note is brand new but $5 is recycle...susan says is ok...
then how to bring home....is bulky to carry with herself while working...
ops...how....self promise to be home sharp @ 5.45 for haircut....
if dun get it done today shop will be close for CNY.
how now ???? haircut or susan??? 5.45pm or 7pm....
both equally important for self...
finally self settle down with going back early...@ 4.15pm
seek permission and wish was granted...
the rush home to get errand completed and rush back for susan...
I must accompany susan back....huge sum and afraid susan might be afraid...
susan ask to come ard 6.45pm to collect cookies...
enter and scroll around...no sign of susan...
self panic....where is susan...I cant afford to miss susan today...
coz today is the last day for susan....
after scrolling with fear and waited for a few minutes....susan is here...
susan gave me cookies and ask to wait for her @ old town...
ok...I wont disturb...I will wait @ old town for susan....
patiently self wait and finally susan is here...
self gave susan the outstanding wine as CNY present and told can accompany susan back
susan turn down offer as family members are waiting for her...
ok respect susan decision...
gave susan the new notes and we have a short chat at paveway..
susan is so beautiful...we chat a while and to stn together....
if ONLY moments last...self was so happy those moments with susan..
as ampang line is her first...susan will go back first...
train here..susan board and get sitted....
when train abt to depart susan look back for self...
self smile from the bottom of my heart...and signal loyal to susan...
susan smile....what a beautiful sweet smile from susan....
ehmm...wonder can self sleep tonight....
is the best cny eve I had in my life...THE BEST CNY EVE...
THANKS....THANK GOD THE MOST for the OPPORTUNITY...
when home received sms from susan once more...
susan thanks me for the outstanding gift....very outstanding...
susan you are welcome...only for susan........
happy day of course wont last....
the next few days....roughly a week will be solo...no susan.....
tue 28/01/14
self was extremely busy with stress test till 4pm...
after 4pm self was relax ....not much work...
burden been release..
ok self must go home sharp
need to perform self maintenance
as tomorrow self will meet up with susan..
mon 27/01/14
work as normal
lucky self is busy with stress test
else is a "sick" day at work coz susan on leave
leave sharp with reason...pre-cny dinner...
else is a waiting point for self...
no point waiting coz susan is on leave...
no companion...
sun 26/01/14
initially thought of going back to office
then to shop for cny stuffs...
finally all thoughts cancelled...
stay indoor to complete pending office work...
late evening sms susan...
sms to ask if susan is working tomorrow...
if yes...then bring ordered cny cookies...
coz dun want to disturb susan just to bring me order cny cookies
as susan might be off for cny break after then...
received sms reply from susan...
susan is given me the order cny cookies for FREE...
FREE coz we are friend...
self smile from the bottom of heart...
THANKS susan...APPRECIATE IT...
miss susan much as get to know from sms...susan off for 2 days tomorrow..
sad to know mkbm on full shift coz at 7pm still see mkbm working....
sat 25/01/14
self in the best outfit....with blazer...
objective of this smart outfit is susan..
first destination is susan workstn..
no sign of suan....but later found susan..
told susan today bank got function to attend..
invited susan....will susan join self....
susan answer no...she is busy working..
is ok then...self doesn't want to disturb susan...
then self back to bank and continue those pending work..
sigh!!! if only susan accept my invitation...
is being some time self have lunch with susan...
miss susan much...and will miss even more during cny break...
arrangement for the day was good....
is old man, mkbm and wahab...
fri 24/01/14
thought of going over to chat with susan
but due to heavy workload plan was cancelled..
work and work...
is ok...without susan today....we shall meet over the weekend...
thur 23/01/14
finally the day self waiting for is here...
today self have the opportunity to see susan
lunch break self went over but no sign of susan
saw lots of newbie.....slight panic...why newbie...
is this newbies replacing susan...
no pls....hence ask susan colleagues is susan working?
according to susan colleague susan is working....in store...
oh relief.....ok self will wait for susan...
finally susan is out....self hand over the bag of angpow to susan
the bag version is to disturb to susan colleagues...
another version in cimb envelope is special for susan only....
susan told me she is sick....so am I....oh what a coincident...
this incident happened 7 months ago when I first know susan
is it faith!!!! or is it a coincident !!!!
later susan also called me....self was surprise...susan called...
guess what susan called me as cimb...hahaha...
in the ending conversion susan told self to take good care of health
susan THANKS for concern...as susan knew I am sick...
due to heavy workload self have to stayback...
but have limit...must cut off by 7pm sharp....
slightly cross time limit...hence run a bit....I must not miss susan..
self at lrt stn .....stand and monitor....finally saw susan coming....
ops...susan train will come in 2 mins.....
will self and susan have enough time together...
susan saw self too...and drop by to chat....
susan ask why didn't I board the earlier train...
told susan I miss it....but the actual answer I am here waiting for susan...
I care much for susan..I will make sure susan goes first before self will go...
saw susan get sitted and susan did look back for self...'
self smile and waive goodbye to susan...susan smile...
susan smile is so sweet and enough to energise tired self....
THANK GOD.....cheers...
wed 22/01/14
self sick hence on half day
no point sacrifice self ....
work done is NEVER appreciated or being recognised....
also need a break to run errand and self maintenance
I need to present self in the best form in front of susan...
tue 21/01/14
thanks to the heavy workload
else self will be ???? without susan around....
self sick....very sick...
but still a responsible staff....work and work...
mon 20/01/14
morning surprise...
received early sms from susan...
self able to read a few but seek help for confirmation
susan sms to inform she is off for 2 days...today and tomorrow..
ok self noted and thanks susan for informing self...
wonder have self become a priority for susan....
sun 19/01/14
unexpected is sms from susan...
lucky neighbour kids are around to help me translate...
susan told me to find out who call her....a mystery call..
ok...self help and find out immediately...
I wont let anyone disturb my friend susan...
later found that is a call to susan looking for promoter job...
self suddenly please but also hurt...
please as is not a mysterious call...
hurt as why....what happened....is susan leaving...
please no...I will get hurt...I will cry....
also told susan no matter what happened...
if you need help feel free to call me...
I WILL HELP SUSAN...
I WON'T LET ANYONE DISTURB SUSAN..
I CARE MUCH FOR SUSAN...
sat 18/01/14
early surprise...is an sms from susan...
susan told self tshirt fits her and is very nice...THANKS...
self so happy upon hearing it.....smile from heart...
then back to office complete some pending task...
next to susan workstation...susan saw self...
self dare not help out as susan supervisors around...
susan ask am I wearing a new shirt...
self reply no...is a old worn out fila shirt...
susan mentioned I look good in this outfit...
susan also mentioned I look HANDSOME today...
ahm...self reply am I ???
told susan I wont be able to help out today...
got pending office work to complete...
tomorrow busy.....cycling challenge...
THANK GOD....IS A BLESSING
self keep susan words in heart....smile....
happy working susan....
fri 17/01/14
the day I am waiting for...members day..
Is a hard wait...only twice a year...
still fresh in memory I know susan in the previous member day
she is the ONE....the CHOSEN one...
self up early...self maintenance and then rush to XXX
alight and first stop is susan workstation...
susan saw self and self told susan I will keep to promise..
will come and help out...
self have 30minutes cheerful moments helping susan...
both of us...target customers left and right...
self dun either bother self is a banker....
self a low profile...so why bother post....
then have to stop as incoming call from pooh...
then self shop... told self must get what I plan to give susan..
finally self settle down with some other brand tshirt for susan
hope susan like it...is just a small token from me for cny...
knowing susan will be busy self pack food for susan as well...
then present and food is given to susan...
initially susan reluctant to accept...but later susan does...
but susan accept with anger...self sad....head down...left..
since susan is angry with self , self better left....
sad...why....susan feel angry...
but later sms self ....susan THANK me...
self feel please and smile....
susan I am sorry that I have make you angry...I have no bad intention...
thur 16/01/14
once more self was overloaded...
before wrap up ask bosses if I am still needed...
looks like timing is ok....is 7pm....
time to be back with susan..
well will I have the luck ...
yesterday being able to see susan
but today will I have the same luck...
pray hard...THANK GOD.....
I saw susan and so do susan...
susan stop by and acknowledge me...
both of us smile...short chat...
promise susan I will come to help out tomorrow
Susan's train approach first....
hence accompany susan and susan board train..
susan gets sited and self waive bye...
susan smile...well...Susan's is unique...
susan is such beautiful....her smile drunk me...
late but worth it....
wed 15/01/14
self was overloaded with work...
critical period ....pms time....
hence self stay back to complete pending task..
initially self can be back @ 6.30- 6.40
but self willing to wait till 7pm to be back with susan
train after train...self say...let train go...
self must wait for susan...despite it late...
finally self saw susan came...
I guess susan saw self too...
but both party just pretend not seeing each other...
thank god for giving me the chance to meet up with susan at stn..
tue 14/01/14
Tuesday will be a bored day
coz if not wrong susan is on leave...
but today coincident with public holiday...
at least self suffer less ....miss susan..
miss susan despite a day didn't see each other...
why why why???
mon 13/01/14
the start of the day was excellent...
when about to go for work saw bus coming out...
stop wait and see is who...
eh!!!! got head light signal...
it must be someone I know...
yes!!! is mkbm...both of smile and ack...
self smile in heart of course...
then to work....anxious for lunch break..
went over with obj is susan...
self help up susan and have a short chat
I feel so please and cheerful those moments with susan
without fail when go home once more drop by to see susan...
is a please one...good moments to keep for the week...
sun 12/01/14
nothing much for the day...
shop to prepare cny stuff for friends..
arrangement for the day was excellent too....
is mkbm, young chap and wahab
saw wahab and both of us signal and smile...
mkbm and wahab dun worry...
cny approaching...will reward both of you accordingly..
did something bad...exchange expired goods...
I am sorry....I have over bought stuffs and not eaten...
sat 11/01/14
sleepness night...up at 3.30am
well clear some paper..
new year approaching....spring cleaning...
then drive family sibling to town
shop and walk around in conjunction with cny
the day arrangement was good...
is mkbm, u48 uncle, wahab
saw mkbm from room...
mkbm head light signal mum and honk as well..
well mkbm and wahab still the one I care and miss too..
fri 10/01/14
drizzle the whole day...cold...
despite this self still insist to go over..
self saw susan and so do susan
well we have a short chat...
after work self went over once more..
then off home...
thur 09/01/14
self off to help 9uncle run errand
to submit rights issues...
run errand but in mind of course focus on susan..
wonder how's susan
does susan ever miss self??
I guess not!!!
wed 08/01/14
initially wold like to take the day off...
but due to amount of work...
hence postpone to tomorrow...
be responsible...complete all important pending tasks...
busy the whole day....
well good too...at least concrete on work....
tue 07/01/14
susan on leave if not worng...
susan break day is every Tuesday
hence self behave...stay indoor
complete pending tasks.
hope work can be completed
coz would to take tomorrow off...
mon 06/01/14
anxious for lunch break...
yes is time to go over to see susan
look around ......no sign of susan...
well self just stand and waited for a bit longer
finally susan is out....saw susan trolley out the display stand
well self feel like helping but....ops...how??
please to know Susan's colleague did help out..
self also help out abit not much...
then self back to office...
susan did thanks me for helping out...
self signal loyal instead and susan smile...
susan smile cheer up the day...
sun 05/01/14
self up early to complete pending office work
have to prepare figure before the actual
have to be efficient...once ask figures are ready
hence self back to work...also objective is susan
self complete work and about the time self monitor
saw susan from my level.....she is such beautiful
after work self went over and I guess susan saw me...
I stop by and have a short chat...
susan eyes' are so bright....she's so pretty...
blessing....
Sat 04/01/14
self try best to avoid susan if can...
reason being with family siblings..
well get to know susan not been seen anywhere..
is ok...I will wait till tomorrow..
but in heart...unable to cheat self...
I miss susan much...is 1 week without seeing each other...
Fri 03/01/14
self stay ...no susan please...
self will wait till weekend for meet up..
be good....stay indoor despite is a Friday..
thru 02/01/14
lunch break went over to wish susan
enter and was informed by colleague susan is at level XX
hence self went up and susan not there..
well maybe is faith we have no chance to meet up and greet each other..
wed 01/01/14
happy new year
no early message from susan
well never mind....be gentleman..
send out a new year greetings to susan..
argh....caught in massive jam..
no choice stuck...and time just wasted idling..
thought got chance to wish susan happy new year
but turn out no...jam...no parking....
wish I heart...happy new year ...my friend susan..