Wednesday, September 29, 2010

SIFU

On leave to visit sifu to resolve sony vaio and at the same time help darren with his email transfer.
sifu buy me lunch...
on way back sifu asked how's work...r u happy ????
sifu can see me not happy @ fsi....
sifu knows me better ...
sifu knows i like hardware and support...
i think sifu hinted i am wasted in the bank...but bank is secure...
but what can i do...i need something secure...so damn it to remain @ bank and learn nothing...
frankly, i have fear to go to work....
i learn nothing...
life such a pain....i feel so sad and lonely...
get self hanged but cant die....
certain things unresolved...cant die off yet....

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