Monday 29/11/10....i have fear to go to work today...
all sorts of nonsense on my mind...
why so....coz i know i have to attend Credit Risk Management Training..
i know nothing about CRM....
Unwillingly i attended the training else that indian will start her nonsense lecture...
I look dumb in the class throughout the day...
deep in my heart i m crying.....why??? why??? i am so useless and weak....
why was i born in the first place...
but i told myself to be strong...
mkbm will support me....stay on for the training...
lunch break...wish to run away from class...i m NOT learning...wasting time...
i dun understand a single thing taught...
but the u45 gang especially mkbm(most), "lokman", haja, "kumaran", "papa" gave my support and encourgament to stay till the end of the lecture..
yes...i managed to stay on till end...THANKS to me bunch of u45 gang...
mkbm deserve most gratitude cause i told myself mkbm will support me...hang on..pay attention and stay on....
THANKS U45 GANG. I OWE U ALL...I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT U ALL...

MKBM

Its sunday...
as usual i am up @ 6am but today slightly late coz sleepness night...
i feel tired...
first bus coming out....its 6.45am...
who could this be....D044....
have a peep...yes...its MKBM...
at 7.45am i saw mkbm back from town alighting a passenger @ 212 stop.
but i have to go for hiking today...so will i miss mkbm ???
back from hiking ....looks like i have to change plan...need to go jusco first and last stop is tm...
quick grab of neeeds from jusco and proceed to the mall...
on the way calculate my time....
finally errand complete and get sitted @ tm stop..
came a u45 and i miss it on purpursely coz is not mkbm..
my objective and target is mkbm...
my act could be stupid but mkbm is someone i look forward to and mkbm gives me hope..
waited and waited..came wind and rain...but yet ppz4970 yet to be seen...
suddenly came u45...didnt notice it was u45 coz i have set my mind to focus on ppz ad bus only....
ops...waive and stop...haha....its mkbm...
i ran a bit and got up to bus...
i greeted mkbm "salam bang"..
then i tear open my crumpler...
i have something for mkbm...CIMB calendar cum diary....
i gave MKBM the cimb diary and calendar and say "bang ini bagi..calendar, diary".
mkbm cheerful smile...mkbm reply "THANK U".
myself reply "SAMA". Bank bagi"
i proceed to back and get sitted...
internally i am happy..some happy moment....frankly certain things to mkbm are special...priority set to mkbm..why..
even myself dun have nor own certain gifts that i gave away to mkbm...
those minutes on bus with mkbm was a cheerful and calm moment for myself...
of late i suffer from sleepness night...something bothering me...
reach home...mkbm raise hand to acknowledge and myself waived back as a reciprocal acknowledgement.

MKBM....A BIG SURPRISE

a backdated event
it was friday...well...just dun know why????
suddenly i did a search on mkbm on search engine google....
surprise...there is an exact mkbm pointing to facebook...
out of curiosity i sign on to facebook and bingo...its the correct mkbm..
Wow !!!! even MKBM is that high tech...unbelievable
i really loss from the bottom of my heart...this drag thru the night till the next morning...
i have sleepness night throughout...why why why???
MKBM on facebook ???
What could MKBM posting is all about...
i read thru...
If my prediction is correct MKBM is single...
but how the explain those looks like toys handbag hanging behind...
female stuffs...but none of my business...
mkbm my friend..i should accept a friend in what ever form...

MKBM

Its Friday...
a day i look forward to coz tomorrow is sat where i have the opportunity to meet up with MKBM..
on the way to work...
at fire station junction saw u45...curious...who could it be...
look uopn and surprise is...MKBM...
on my way back from work....saw u45 approaching towards the mosque junction..
who could it be....who is on afternoon shift coz the same bus MKBM was operating the morning shift...
Applause...to MKBM...its him operating for full day...
I SALUTE MKBM...
even i can't stand working at semantan..brainless work...and idiot work...
MKBM do take k...MKBM u will be miss...
A quick run and home for rest pls...
MKBM TAKE K.

LOKMAN

I dun know his name ...but he looks like Lokman...
hence gave him a nickname as Lokman...
Lokman!!!!! Hmm!!! i REALLY SALUTE him...
Full shift daily...
5am till 11pm....
even myself cant stand it...but Lokman can...
He deserve a big reward...
Keep it up....Your prayer will be acknowledge...

MKBM

Its Wednesday...I so fade up with work...
its brainless job...wasting time....
but no choice..what other option i got...???
so go on half day....
run errand @ kl central....then to mbc to collect files to test out the non working xla...
then to sogo to get some bread and can drinks for my friend..
then proceed home...
weather @ jusco burning hot. Tan myself...but can't stand without my cap on..
then came bus...surprise its D044...its MKBM...
i board and sit recklessly...
upon alight i proceed to front...
lucky i have something for mkbm...
frankly i miss mkbm much....almost 3 weeks i didnt board d044
my quote : "bang..cuaca panas...belanja minum ni"
MKBM quote : "terima kasih"
my quote : "sama...baru habis kerja ni...shift malam".
MKBM cheers...
MKBM u will be miss....
THANK GOD for the cheerful day that u have given me...

UNFAIR

Is this WORK...
Come in at 10am....
sitted down, on PC and to AirAsia website...
call partner on special deals....
chat nonsense with partner...
then 12PM off for lunch till 3PM..
back at 3PM and straight to phone again and non stop chatting with partner
else surfing holiday site or i site ????
time flies...then came going back time....
wrap things up and off she goes..
yet she told people boss wanted to promote her....
THINK!!!! Does she deserve promotion ???
Blindly she get 4 months bonus for doing nothing but her plus point is her talking skills.Its sells...No wonder ppl says kill the indian but dun kill the snake...
NOT FAIR...
i guess my bunch of rapidkl friends deserve more than her...!!!!

MKBM

As usual its the boring sunday...
sunday usually make me feel uneasy....
just dun know why???
since childhood i never like sunday...
it was evening 5-6pm...i guess...timing it right.
came D044...can it be MKBM...coz MKBM u to operate D044...
look out...sad...its not MKBM...is the hard working friend of mine....
this hard working friend deserve a salute...
he works thru day and night...
full shift daily...
then came another bus...i was curious and look out from window...
ops...thank god...is mkbm...
mkbm is back to midah / btr route...
frankly..i misss mkbm...
2 weeks i didnt have the opprtunity to meet up with mkbm...
mkbm night shift...take k...mkbm u will be remember and missed...

Daily Life

Arghh...subject uncertain what to note there...
Well i guess the above suits
My day was terrible today...
i am unhealthy....coz no intake of water and no urine through out the day..
on d way back from friend's house...
waited at menara maybank...
well of course my wish is mkbm to send me back..
came D044 but is not mkbm..
have to go home..i am tired..
it was d indian driver...well i can see how tired this indian driver was..
since morning @ 6am ++ i saw him and till now @ 6pm he still working ..full shift..
i understand and can feel how tired it is..
as i get down i THANK the indian driver..
he should be THANK...
I sat down silently and wonder why unfair...certain people got to work hard for living while others are opposite..
i was on bus and was approaching majestic station...
from behind i saw a person...looks like mkbm...
am i dreaming or its just my hallucination...
look further...its the purple color crumpler..
confirm its mkbm...
mkbm plying different route...why??? relief or what...
suddenly a slight pain in me...this mean i wouldnt be able to see mkbm...??
u411...where is this destination...
mkbm.. hope this is just a relief work...

Bcoz of MKBM

I feel so useless and dislike going to work
but no choice...stay @ home makes me go crazy
but things change suddenly..why...
when approaching bonia factory saw mkbm direction coming back from town
yes...its mkbm..i saw mkbm
mood change..ok..i will go to work...
mkbm have such a big effect and sort of encouragement for me to look forward the day..
cheers...THANKS MKBM

APPLAUSE

I really salute my friend..
full shift daily despite raya haji..
this is not the first time..
this friend is really hard working...
this friend deserve a great reward...
my friend take k and rest well...

TRUE ...VERY TRUE

Yes that is life no one waits for no one.
No one can be trusted.
No one is real and genuine.
As time goes every one will forget you.

Helpful MKBM

sunday 14/11/10..
it was around 4-6am when i heard a loud sound and some sparkling lights..
what is that...errr...still early...sleep better...
time keeps clocking and its 7am..
came D044...saw its MKBM...
Ops...there is a fallen tree that bared the road..
MKBM alighted and inform coming vehicle that road was block..
I saw that whole process from my room
Well, MKBM is kind of kind hearted person...
I think i have a good judgement of MKBM..
MKBM is a person with good characteristic and responsible..
An applause for MKBM....
No bus for 3/4 of the day..

USELESS

I am senior in age but knowledge and brain wise i am far behind..
i am so stupid compare to the rest.
attend meeting..i found the rest are so good..
presentation and etc skills are so great...
on the other hand myself is so useless...

Why???

monday - 08/11/10.
afternoon 3pm...dark sky with heavy downpour..
i look out from my workstation...
i feel so sad and useless..
why i end up like this..
stupid and damn it work...
coz is sort of clerical work...fuck it...bastard..
this cant be carry on..
i must find a place to transfer out...

MKBM

Sun - 07/11/10...
as usual up at 5am..get ready for work..
need to be at semantan to complete the treasury compilation
my wish is if only mkbm the one who send me to town..
but i cant be selfsih...mkbm on night shift yeasterday and the following day on morning shift kills..
furthermore yesterday full shift high possibility on leave today..
surprise...saw d044 around 4pm...it was mkbm..
mkbm on night shift..sunday a boring day...
mkbm do take k while on duty...
mkbm u will be watch and miss...
till next week if there is opportunity we shall meet...
take k...

MKBM

Sat...saw mkbm on morning shift...
surprise...coz on friday noticed mkbm on night shift..
and the next morning on morning shift...
did mkbm rest well...
ok...today i free myself from work..
plan to midvalley for pc expo and get sis some stuffs and at the same time to relax mind...
out with mum...
mkbm came. saw mkbm sincere smile..
actually the sincere smile is tageting me..not the rest of the passenger...
coz mkbm my friend...
mkbm look at me...
i smile back and greeted mkbm "bang"..
came evening around 5pm...ops its still mkbm..
full shift......
wow...mkbm pls pls take k yourself...
dun worry i be your side..
night now..drizzling...
make me worry...
mkbm out in the cold...
cold and tired...
mkbm TAKE K...
GOD BLESS...

who is this???

Thursday night...04/11/10...
disturb night...sleepness with something on mind
awake...its 12:20am....
saw D044..ppz ads..
wonder who is this..so hard working..
its rare...can it be mkbm???
however, there was once i saw another friend of mine work till midnight..
yes..this friend of mine is really hard working..
friend of mine should be applause..