Monday 29/11/10....i have fear to go to work today...
all sorts of nonsense on my mind...
why so....coz i know i have to attend Credit Risk Management Training..
i know nothing about CRM....
Unwillingly i attended the training else that indian will start her nonsense lecture...
I look dumb in the class throughout the day...
deep in my heart i m crying.....why??? why??? i am so useless and weak....
why was i born in the first place...
but i told myself to be strong...
mkbm will support me....stay on for the training...
lunch break...wish to run away from class...i m NOT learning...wasting time...
i dun understand a single thing taught...
but the u45 gang especially mkbm(most), "lokman", haja, "kumaran", "papa" gave my support and encourgament to stay till the end of the lecture..
yes...i managed to stay on till end...THANKS to me bunch of u45 gang...
mkbm deserve most gratitude cause i told myself mkbm will support me...hang on..pay attention and stay on....
THANKS U45 GANG. I OWE U ALL...I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT U ALL...