Thursday 31/03/11

Myself on half day
This is the last half day i applied
No more half day leave.
Coz when i go for half day leave idiot will start her drama
Actually who to blame??? Idiot got no work for me but wants me to stay...
Come on...put yourself in my shoes and you will know how boring and brainless the work you have assigned to me.
Half day and since meat finshed, i have to drop by jusco on my way back.
Shop around and need to get 1 to 2 cans of drinks for my u45 gang
on my way out @ starbuck saw an u45 goes off......who .....unknown....rather blur...
so no choice but to wait for the next coming u45..
Came D074 and driver was lokman.
while alight hand over drinks (100 plus tangerine flavour + soya bean) to Lokman
nothing special...is just that i consider lokman my friend and hot weather out there + full shift work
at least lokman can have a break with can drinks given and continue with work
on the way home saw D104 heading to town.....who....is my funny friend Haja
so the one that i miss @ jusco is D044...must be MKBM....coz at evening saw it was Kumaran...
Arrghh !!!!!...if only i am faster @ jusco i can be back with my long miss friend...mkbm
No joke. Its close to 2 weeks since i last with mkbm on 19/03/11
Come night as usual i will monitor chic is back with who.....
Saw chic sitted somewhere in front....playing with handphone
Driver was Haja....
Stomach burst laughing moments!!! Why.???? Haja over shoot chic drop off point...
Chic have to walk back....
Maybe chic is busy with handphone and forgot to seduce driver to alight her right in front of her chicken home...
furthemore haja doesn't care much.....if you want to alight you have to press bell else who knows you want to get down...
Asleep but still hearing bus sound......what time is it now...ha its 00.13am.......its midnight already...
Who is this.....so hard working.....need to be reward......is either Lokman, Kumaran or Haja (afternoon shift)
Take k buddy......make sure you rest welll for the next working day...
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

IF???? WHO ???

Question that i ask self...
knowing self going to die soon say in 2-3months time...
i have 100K with me...
of course i can't be spending it in hell or heaven..they have their own currency..
well i will distribute my asset as follows:-
mum_10K
dad_10K
pecklai_10K
wilson wee_10K
tai hon men_10K
kenneth tan_10K
donation brickfields temple_10K
donation sentul temple_10K
mkbm_5K
malarvani_5K
lokman_2.5K
kumaran_2.5K
haja_2.5
wahab_2.5K
the above mentioned people have a placing in my heart...
from the bottom of my heart i THANK all but a special THANKS to
Malarvani..
i still remember what happpened in YR07/08/09...
you have given me a chance to pass thru the 3 years..
Brother Kenneth
an extra special THANKS to you, Brother Kenneth
among all you are the one i respect most...
all this years thanks for tagging me along for your company trip and events
THANKS most is "willing to help hope" u have created or given to me..
i remember brother says should i in need of any help give u a buzz
at least i know someone is willing to help me when i am in need of help...
MKBM
YR10/YR11.....painful year...in am loss due to job uncertainty
i look forward towards the u45 gang
this is where mkbm came into the picture
at least someone i can look forward and day by day pass....
Haja
the funny one will be haja
he always ask me "tak kerja hari ni"
hahaha...i mana tak kerja....???
i will go crazy if i am not working...
Lokman
Lokman from my point of view he is the most hardworking driver i ever came across
most of the time i saw him he is on full shift...
80% when he is on duty he will be on full shift...
at times i pity him too...not easy to stand from 6am till 11pm...
its tiring ...real tiring...

if only i wait for another ???1 hour
question : will i be able to catch D044 and be back with mkbm
sa mkbm @ work today..

MKBM is Back

Tuesday 29/03/11
Yet another self dragging day to work..
Feel so painful going to work.....reason is becoz work giving by idiot is so brainless
But no choice...patient......and get self prepared for another non productive day @ work
At 6.10am saw the first bus coming out heading to town...
Too dark....bus light not on.....from distant know that is not D044..coz D044 look different
But never mind...just go out and have a peep who is the driver...
From far in the dark can noticed that the driver also anxiously looking towards us...
Come turning...there is a waive of hand for greetings....
Ahh...ha.....only ONE person will do this action....its MKBM..
I waive back to acknowledge MKBM greetings...
MKBM is back and is the first bus to town....
Finally, MKBM is back after days of no sight
MKBM presence is a immediate console for me...
Ok...told self to be good...go to work...no point @ home...
MKBM @ work .....and so must i.....patient.....
Its 8.59pm...chic back...
saw chic sitted right in front....
and the unlucky friend of mine who get seduce this time is Lokman
oh.....gosh.....chic...pls control yourself....
pls dun hurt my friend lokman

Non Productive Day

Mon 28/03/11...
Story 1
saw D044 this morning..in fact is the first bus to town...
its not mkbm.....where is mkbm...where...what happpened????
able to see morning shift gang but none was mkbm
afternoon, can manage to see D074 while back from work @ btr lrt.
however, is not mkbm neither..
so left D044 and D104...
both D044 and D104 pass by tonight but too dark and fast
hence, unable to determine who...
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Story 2
how's work ????
is a non productive day...idling around...
wasting time learning nothing..
this can't be carry on...
must learn something....have to trigger the mind and brain to function
fall asleep 3 times...just too tired facing brainless work...
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Story 3
saw chic back...
chic standing next to driver...
lucky is not mkbm...
why the need to stand in front next to driver
objective is to seduce the driver...
yeah...chic action...this is norm for chic...

Suspicious

Its sat 26/03/11 night...time 11.53pm...
its sunday 27/03/11 in 7minutes time...
real late night...majority people slept already...
in fact i myself was asleep but suddenly i was awake..
ehhh!!!!suspicious...there is an U45 coming out (direction to town) at this hour...
who could it be....why so late at night...somebody is real responsible and hard working out there...
i quickly get out from my bed and have a peep..
too dark out there uncertain who...but from character or attitude wise looks like is mkbm...
why i say so is mkbm...coz i notice this person keeps look up when approaching towards house junction turning...
if true it is mkbm ...why so late @ night...
feel pity for mkbm who is still working till midnight..
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then came sunday 27/03/11...no sign of mkbm...
if not wrong DXXX (new bus. one with radio fm adverstisement) was driven by kumaran from morning till night
DXXX just too fast and a breeze look if not wrong is kumaran who on full shift..
mkbm where.....i rather worried and miss mkbm...
8 day pass since i last see him face to face...
mkbm take k wherever u are...
kumaran, u too...take k......rest well....tiring full shift.
lokman u too....u must be real tired...
i really salute you..you are the best...u deserve promotion...
sat 26/03/11...full shift and same goes to sunday 27/03/11..
god...lokman is good...may his wish be granted...
THANK YOU GOD.

Dun Know !!!

Its almost a week since i last saw mkbm...
lucky that monday 21/03/11 coincident saw mkbm at btr junction turning to mosque...else is a real worried wondering where is mkbm...
throughout the week no sign of mkbm...or could be i slip out...
at times is too dark and i cant see who is the driver..
thought today sat 26/03/11 mkbm will be back but observed the whole morning and result is a failure...
ard 7pm saw D0076 back from town...
being anxious i peep out...ops...is mkbm...yes...mkbm is back...
calculate timing.....if 7pm then the next round will be 9pm...
9pm..ooooooo...this timing is a scary one coz is chicken time
yes....prediction is right ..9pm sharp...
chic back with mkbm...saw chic sitting behind mkbm.....
this round "this kind of incident" is nothing to me...
maybe i have learn to look forward...
myself and mkbm are just friends and each person got their own friends...
be it chic or datuk or tan sri....never ever step on someone shoes
conculsion is mkbm is back to work!!!!!!
the other companion was my hard working friend....lokman..full shift again..
told self lokman is good....regardless of hot or rainy days he is on full shift 80% when he is on duty...
to reward lokman when i board his bus

YR 2010 Bonus Out Today

Friday 25/03/11_Bonus out today
Most of my friends @ MBC have got their letter but myself nothing...
i told self is faith...if got is THANK GOD else be patient only....
i slightly loss too...i call up HR asking where is my letter....
wait till after lunch yet no reply from HR...
then suddently boss's secretary hand deliver me a letter...
I say thanks and open letter immediately...
surprise...i got 4 months bonus...
same as the previous year 2009 when i was under Taha
I really THANK GOD...
THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING...GOD YOU HAVE HELP ME...
I should also THANK malarvani for doing the KPI for me and giving me a good rating.
Without malarvani KPI fails...
Malarvani, from the bottom of my heart I THANK YOU....
Face to face i dare not or cant say anthing..coz of late you dislike seeing me @ office....
never mind..patient for 45 days more and off i go...
From my heart i THANK GOD and MALARVANI
how to spend the bonus...i will keep it...not easy money...
i will give mum $5000 for her own spending...
maybe $500 for sis...and the balance to keep in account for rainy days...
in mind i have also thought of my u45 group of friends...
maybe i will get some can drinks and snacks for them...
mcd for mkbm !!!! kfc also can...but will MKBM eat...worried he dun eat..afraid!!!
MKBM , yeah ...its been a week since i last board D044 to town..
throughout the week i didnt see mbkm too..
where is mkbm....i really miss mkbm...

Let God to Decide

Story 1 : Thur 24/03/11
On leave....initial plan was to accompany mum to clinic for checkup but things change
slow and steady and with confident i went for interview @ GIOD Risk Management
interview looks and victor was a nice person...
hope i can get it...coz i cant stay in CCS anymore...
once bastard knows that i am leaving dun even bother to give me work and neither a single email on work related...real bastard..
honestly i dun enjoy anything having join CCS...no ticket to Asia Pacific Golf or LAT Musical...only idiot task...finding bones in eggs...
i have no people connection ...hence i pray hard and only GOD can help me thru...

Story 2 : Thur 24/03/11
D044 MIA again..if not wrong Thur is the day shift change...
however, no sign of D044 for the day neither is MKBM and Kumaran...
what happpened ??? yesterday Wed_23/03/11 situation the same too...
MKBM not seen...where is MKBM...hope is a day or two thing...relief or on leave..
if mkbm gone then i am sad....i loss a friend that i can look forward to...
lucky that on monday while back from work coincident chance saw MKBM, else ?????
no meaning in life....life is already dull and it will be worst without MKBM
Only left two buses for the day...it was Wahab (morning shift) and Lokman...
Lokman on full shift...Lokman my opinon on him is : Good, Responsible, Hard Working..
Gave Lokman 2 cans of vanillla coke when alight..he deserves it...
Full shift since 6am (not easy to stand) and hot weather out there....

Loss !!!!!

half day...something i look forward to...
morningi saw D044...first bus...it was kumaran...
afternoon who....high probability is MKBM....they are partners..
Opps...in the afternoon...saw D044 was MIA...replace by another bus...
driver who...not clear..uanble to determine who...
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
work...i am so loss...
i really dun know what to do...
tomorrow going for interview @ GIOD Risk Management
hope for the best...else i really dun know how...
let the GOD decide....i am loss....
GOD pls pls help me thru...
THANK YOU GOD

Black Monday...3stories

Story 1
Monday, 21/03/11..
Have to go to work despite sick...
i have a genuine mc slip from Templer Clinic which Dr Bala gave me...
But force self to work...else idiot will start another drama...
furthermore, ealier drama not ended...it was postpone from wed 16/03/11 to mon 21/03/11..
get fuck left and right...
finally ,i voice out i want to left...
furthermore my secondment period is going to end soon..
no point stay where i cant move forward...
i am doing clerical work..so brainless with no future....
patient...no point to be upset....
idiot create story to complete her drama...
i am truely INNOCENT....
nah.....forget about it...who is this idiot...why carry unhappiness with me..
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Story 2
on the way home at the mosque junction saw U45 approaching...
who could it be...yes...is D044...and is MKBM..
Thank god ...mkbm is back....yesterday D044 is mia for the whole day and same goes to mkbm...could be on leave and be ready for shift change..
mkbm is an immediate console for me....
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Story 3
back to my night task...neighbour hood watch...
its 9.50pm...chic back...
driver if not wrong is haja....
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Weak Sunday .....Tongue Ulcer

sunday 20/03/11...not well...tongue ulcer and pain was spread to ear and head
cant do much but went to sleep @ 6.30pm...
but unable to sleep..just roll self over and over to relax...
relax now ....tomorrow get ready to be blast by idiot again..
frankly i am innocent...i dun see i am wrong...
noticed that D044 is mia today.....morning there were 2 new buses..
one drove by lokman and the other by an unknown driver...
no sign of D044 and mkbm too...
i have a miss feeling for mkbm...
came night...sorry..unable to do neighbour hood watch...
i am not well...sleeptoo early...chic back with who???
uncertain ....but defintely is not mkbm...

trip to town with mkbm
mkbm quote : dah baik dah ???
my quote : belum...nak pergi clinic ni...
quiet trip with mkbm
to sogo to get stuff and to temple for praying
then to tm stop to wait for mkbm...
my quote : bang
mkbm quote : ada touch n go
my quote : ada..i search thru my pocket to look for my touch n go
yes..manage to get touch n go and show it to mkbm
my quote : takut kat cukup duit...
mkbm quote : boleh tambah sini..
my quote : tak pa...next time...
proceed to back and get sitted...
silent trip back with mkbm
BUT in heart mkbm remain an important person to me...
someone i look forward to...
lokman on full shift...take k my buddy...

Innocent Black Tuesday

Today_Tuesday_15/03/11
I was on medical leave..
Pain from bruises and worst is the swelling chin..
Furthermore monthly report completed....where else got work ???
I been with the bastard unit for 5 dungeon months but not much work...is all brainless work....
I woke up late today as i am really tired...stay up late to watch sammo hung, jackie chan "heart of the dragon"..
i like this show...heart touching....
as i woke up late i am late @ informing the bastard i am on mc...
iamjust 30 mins and came all the bastard drama...
bastard drama!!!! i dun think i am WRONG...
also bastard always accused me for naming the monthly report (JAN) wrongly...
come on....i am innocent...Jan11 was compile by drama bastard..
i didnt even touch...but start blaming me....
myself just silence as i know i cant win the argument
but i know i am innocent....TRULY INNOCENT
all sort of bastard self drama again...
i feel so piss off...FUCK U bastard...
to cheer self i plan to town and most important is the mc slip and top priority is i saw mkbm on morning shift...
only mkbm can cheer things up at the moment..
hence waited for mkbm and board D104 to town
mkbm quote : masuk lewat..
my quote : tak....hari ni mc...jatuh...bengkak
mkbm quote : kenapa
my quote : semalam bank ada pertandingan bola...jatuh
to be continue...i am tired and sleepy....

Lokman

Monday, 14/03/11...
45% uneasy with myself..self heaty and weak legs with tired eyes...
but i still have to drag self to work...
have to submit monthly report by today else the bastard will start her bastard drama again....
wow...no drama please...i will come...but i wish for half day coz i am not fit today
complete report and off i go...
waited at regular stop..tm bus stop...
who on morning shift and who will i be back with...
of course my wish is mkbm but who ever comes i will board..no waiting coz uncertain of sequence...no point betting here..
i am back with lokman
lokman is good...responsible and hard working...
hot waether out there...
when alight i gave lokman a can of revive drink...
lokman deserves it...
the second half of the day i am home...
monitor thru...but no sign of D044...
where is D044...MIA again ????

Tired cum accident Sunday

Its Sunday 13/03/11...
lots of house work...ranging from laundry to room cleaning to ironing....
Saw D044 is back..Morning by Kumaran...hence afternoon will be mkbm if not wrong
Around 4.45pm saw D044 back from town...
i was doing my ironing and coincident saw D044
Its still kumaran...wow kumaran on full shift...
take care please....undertand its tiring working thru whole day
all 3 buses available....BUT no sign of lokman and mkbm
Coz normally its Lokman who used to be running full shift on sunday...
I am tired and could be of that i had a fall while playing basketball.
what a game ??? self slip and fall...
bruises and skin torn at both leg knee area
bruises chin was worse...purple blue black..
unable to monitor chic seduce who went coming back from work
history for the month that i sleep at 9.45pm
ZZZZzzzzz...tired....

MKBM

Saturday, 12 mar 2011
no sight of D044...one bus is missing in action...
left 2 for the day...
saw kumaran plying D076 so evening will it be mkbm the replacement shift
yes..its mkbm ...
mkbm night shift...
take k...its getting dark and cool..
u will be miss...

MKBM_2 hours wait

backdated event
thursday, 10/03/11....morning drizzle....
a cool day...how good if i dun have to go to office...
is not that i am a lazy person but is just that the brainless work @ office make me look dull and stupid !!!
anyway is a good start of the day...why??
coz i managed to see who on morning shift for the day.
first came D104...it was Wahab...i saw him and he saw me too thinking that i am mum
coz wahab ad mum can consider sort of close friend. if they see each other they will acknowledge one another.
then came another bus ....i knew this one coming back from town coz the one to town just left..
who could it be...coz honk sound and increase the front bus lamp ...wow...so bright that i could hardly see who...
in mind i thought it was mkbm coz only mkbm knows where i stay..
bus pass by..driver is unknown to me...
coz its drizzle dad drop us off at the btr front stn instead of walking up the stairs...
becoz of direction took i saw another bus waiting at the bus stop near btr lrt..
unable to see DXXX what on the top left.....but managed to view bus plate...its 4970...
who on morning shift ??? it could be either mkbm or kumaran coz D044 use to be drove by them
being anxious i look up...it was mkbm
yes....what a good starting day...complete schedule as who on morning shift and their sequence...
D044 ??? its being some time since i last saw D044...
Nothing much @ office so decide to go on half day leave...
Really, its been some time since i last see mkbm...exactly 2 weeks...
missing someone ???? oh ...of course....
mkbm on morning shift...so i have to be early at tm stop in order be able to back with mkbm else miss the boat..
henceforth, i left office at 12pm sharp....and reach tm stop @ 12.40pm
told self...if came D104 then let it go...if came the one who uses bright staring light this morning then have to board and go home..
no point waiting coz mkbm has left..
at 13.15 pm came D104...i just let the bus goes off...
willing to wait...coz objective is to be back with mkbm....told self is just a 30 to an hour wait.....
waited and waited close to 2 hours but no sight of D044...
almost gave up and plan to be back by lrt coz my urine bowl is too full...i would like to piss out...i almost cant stand anymore..
about to decide to leave then came D044
i waived bus and it stops......yes its mkbm...i smile and board bus...
mkbm quote : balik ni (??? i guess mkbm is asking the correct question...coz mkbm talks softly which hardly being hear)
my quote : balik ni...
sits all taken up...so i proceed till the end..
75% passengers alighted @ maybank...i proceed to the front seat coz i back seat are hot...
coincident there is a new ticketing system being introduce...mkbm explain to passengers...
i just sat down quickly and observe...
towards home lots of students board and a passenger stood next talking to mkbm...
hence, i just alight and unable to signal mkbm as a sign to thank him..
conculsion...what a stupid me.....why the 2 hours wait whereby i gain nothing...
well gain nothing but at least a small consolation for self....
life is dull and negative.....worth it ???? uncertain !!!!

Chicky Tracking !!!!

Self assigned task as neigbourhood watch during night time....
actual objective is not for peace but to peek at chic...
wonder chic is seducing who this time round ???

sunday, 06/03/11.. night saw chic back rather late..it was close to 10pm....
actual timing was 9.45pm...chic was send by Lokman...
Come on chic...pls leave lokman alone....lokman is innocent

Tuesday night, 08/03/11 again i saw lokman sending chic back...
this time saw chic at front seat....
from my own judgement lokman is a hard working person who doesn't talk much.....but comes to chic seduction how???
well, in this world where got cat that dun eat fish....
who to blame....i would say is the blonde chic.....
why chic does all this kind of indecent act to seduce people for her own benefit...
lokman stop at bumper and chic alight...the end of tuesday night.......

Wednesday night, 09/03/11....again i saw chic back with lokman
at times i just can't stand this chic...
first, chic seduce mkbm then follow by lokman
chic sitted on the 3-6 seats away from lokman
chic chic chic...pls let all those innocent person alone...dun seduce them pls..
personally i pity lokman.

Thursay 10/03/11..this time haja my funny friend was caught by chic
i guess chic won't play trick with haja...
else one after another all my u45 gang get seduce by this chic

Friday 11/03/11...i was home early coz i call it a day @ 4.45pm
upon reaching home @ front gate i saw chic waiting for taxi
at this time???? where is chic going ??? got business ???
chic didnt come home that night itself coz track thru the whole night but no bus home to midah..

Sat 12/03/11...who will get caught this round...
based on time calculation i am sure is mkbm...
mkbm on afternoon shift...this makes me worried...
yes...chic back but driver uncertain who....
too fast and dark..uncertainty arise....

...the end....chic movement for the week...

Punishment for Bastard

as usual bastard is missing in action .......
bastard is lazy....never punctual for work except that idiot day (16/02/11 where i get blasted for not completing the monthly report)
talk aloud so that people knows she is working damn hard.....
where is bastard??? whole day no sign of her...
dun tell me is so difficult to understand an opening of FCA account application form...where u need half a day to understand....
bastard must have to somewhere to run errands during working hours...
fuck u bastard.....u bitch....NOT FAIR !!!!!
Bastard should be PUNISH !!!!!!

Missing D044

Monday, 07/03/11....reluctant morning to work...
First came D104...no its not mkbm...but hardly D104 is driven by mkbm.
Then at junction saw D044...anxious...who could it be...
D044 was missing in action for the whole of yesterday, sunday 06/03/11..
MKBM or Kumaran??? Look upon...Neither of them...someone new....
Where is MKBM??? What happened???
Personally i miss MKBM much.
Its going to be 2 weeks since my last trip with mkbm on thursday, feb 24, 2011..
Meanwhile at office work is like shit....I was so sleepy that i slept thru while compiling the trade finance monthly report...
i guess i have loss interest in working..especially when the work is so dull, routine and brainless..
what a start of the week...

Lokman....Horny Bitch

Sunday...its a dull sunday...
Initially plan to go town and to wait for mkbm at tm stop coz some edible food for mkbm...
But bus not frequent today and drivers are all unknown except Wahab..
So no point to town....furthermore errand came be done tomorrow or so...
Came afternoon ...worst still...left with two buses only...
None is drove by mkbm...
Where is mkbm...not even a sight of D044 today...
Even kumaran was missing in action..
Where are they...PLEASE... I BEG...
Hope is a relief day only....
MKBM someone i miss (honestly) and look forward to...
I am really down recently and i dun want to loss a friend too at this moment.
Waited and waited but no sight of mkbm...
Its night time...chic back from work...
Saw chic at front seat and driver was Lokman...
Come on chic...dun be horny and seduce everyone..
Lokman is innocent...let lokman alone...
At times i just dun like this chic attitude. Seduce drivers for her own benefit..
Not fair...horny bitch..!!!!

MKBM....Not Observant ???

Is sat....after a long suffering week...
saw mkbm on morning shift...
saw chic too...there is a bus approaching...
is a new relief indian driver...
why chic not boarding...
ha ...chic with bad intention...wait for mkbm...
i saw mkbm fetching chic to work with my own pair of eyes..
pain???no...why???
coz i am in deep pain myself..pain @ work with no solution...
went for basketball game...saw mkbm but mkbm not as observant enough compare to kumaran...coz kumaran will alert me @ basketball court...
mkbm just passby me and i end game too as i am tired....

Dull Life

Shift working place again...
this time to bitchy and arrogant floor
personally i dun like it at all..but what can i do...
like it or not..i have to move...
myself silent only. reluctant move.
sad and internal cry move which nobody knows..
cut in heart...i want to get out from CCS...
i dun feel like i belongs here...
boss also dun understand me...worst is the "useless" immediate...
mouth is like oil tank .....carry boss shoes ...but work is like shit...
oh.....what a #**>??** day @ work...
resigned??? not my solution...i cant stay at home...i might go crazy....
no matter how tough stay stay stay ...is a reluctant stay...
frankly i m dragging myself daily to work.
look forward to sat and sun for mkbm and basketball game...
what a dull dull life !!!!!!!!!