Dull Life

Shift working place again...
this time to bitchy and arrogant floor
personally i dun like it at all..but what can i do...
like it or not..i have to move...
myself silent only. reluctant move.
sad and internal cry move which nobody knows..
cut in heart...i want to get out from CCS...
i dun feel like i belongs here...
boss also dun understand me...worst is the "useless" immediate...
mouth is like oil tank .....carry boss shoes ...but work is like shit...
oh.....what a #**>??** day @ work...
resigned??? not my solution...i cant stay at home...i might go crazy....
no matter how tough stay stay stay ...is a reluctant stay...
frankly i m dragging myself daily to work.
look forward to sat and sun for mkbm and basketball game...
what a dull dull life !!!!!!!!!