Paradise Disappeared

Thursday 14/04/11.

Dear all...good morning...
Thought it was a good start...
Saw bread delivery van coming hence i need to go over to provision shop to get a loaf of bread so that i neednt disturb dad the next morning
While crossing road saw D044 approaching down...
Just dun know why i reacted to cross back and stand still to cross the road again...
Coincident there is a car wanted to come out from parking lot at 212 and D044 stop and sound its honk
I look upon and saw its MKBM...Cheers
However, I dare not cross street despite no car coming...
Coz would like to let MKBM go ahead first then only myself
MKBM saw me standing and lift hand to acknowledge...
Of course upon seeing MKBM heart smile deep...i acknowledge back
THANK GOD for the opportunity to meet up with MKBM...
Instant energy and couragement to me for the day...

Work....arghh.....my hope vanished....
Victor send me a reply ....GIOD_Risk Management dun need additional head count....there is some restructure...
I remain clam and steady...no choice...i should have knew....
I am in a low period at the moment....nothing seems smooth...
sadness in heart....looks like have to stay put with CCS and continue to be brainless...
But dun know whether self can stand it or not.....

Neighbourhood watch.....chic back...
Again its kumaran who send chic back...
Yesteday wed 13/04/11 also kumaran is the guinea pig
Lucky that mkbm on morning shift else for 2 consecutive nights mkbm will get "charm"...