Saturday 24/12/11

Is chrristmas eve...suppose to be enhoyable and happy...
but myself looks miserable...
work is disturbing me.....how to deliver result on when i dun undertstand...
ask but bastards and idiots are not willing to teach...
i feel so sick and useless...
saw mkbm which suppose to cheer me up but things look different...
suddenly mkbm is nobody to me...
i saw mkbm but have no plan to town ...
worst is mkbm on full shift...coz is 5.50pm i saw mkbm back from town with the indian/malay lady sitting right in front....
nah...who cares....mind so disturn with something else...
i sense are right..i have the feeling mkbm is working full shift and i am right....
merry christmas .....may god bless me...smooth career is all i want!