sunday 11/12/11

yes...mkbm is working today...
ok then myself to put on cimb outfit and to work..
lots of drama woman task to complete...
is volunteer work...worth it???
Nah....iis still remember clearly how drama woman treat me in while i was under her in semantan
quickly wrap up work and to sogo to get some goodies and to tm stop..
just a short wait 15-20mins came mkbm...
i board bus and after all passenger alight at maybank i proceed to the front and ask mkbm
my quote : bang...coffee minum...
mkbm quote : minum...
my quote : ok..i tear open my crumpler and give mkbm the small unique bottle of tchibo coffee...
my quote : cuba ni...sedap...
since got passenger who board bus without paying but gave horse calender in return...is this fair???
horse calender...!!!!compare to mine the big corporate horse calender is nothing..
at times i wonder if mkbm appreciate things i gave mkbm...
is all premium gifts...nothing is lousy...is alll above standard goods...mkbm is real luky to have a friend like me!!! honest is true
i alight at the back and signal thanks to mkbm..since front got someone there chating chatting and chatting..
ok...have mkbm around to cheer weekend...
be prepared for uncertainities tomorow...
i am "sick"...i feel so useless and lonely...
i would like to commit suicide...
being frank..ii have no future, no prospect, useless, lack of confidence and pessimitic...
the only thing that i look forward and prolong my living is those bunc of u45 friends..am i stupid/silly???
u may say so but is true u45 gang is someone i look forward and i helps me to go on daily...
if ONLY GOD cn shorten my life span to 40 years old..my wish...