sunday 29/01/12

time flies...i still remember last week today is chinese new year eve...and still remember clearly its mkbm who was on morning shift..
week past...is day 7 of lunar new year...time for sis and wilson to go home...
never before...i almost burst out but bravely i control self..why..
coz with wilsoon and sis around at least hours and days pass slightly easier and now that they are going back home...
ergh...i realy really HATE sunday...
knowing that tomorrow i am working sickness starts...
silently i ask self...caribee why????what happen to you...
i dun feel like working anymore...no mood...
can i survive without working...!!!!
bravely and with confident i think i can...
so why the stress and headache...
i dun go for branded stuffs, i dun go for holiday, i have simple meal...so why can't i survive..
fear is if fall sick....this "eat money"...spending....
actually i do i want in life???
knowing mkmb is working night shift makes me feel nervous...
nervous as what will happen tomorrow...
this kind of sickness and condition should STOP....