Wednesday 25/01/12

is the third day of cny today...
i woke up as eraly as 5.30am in order to get ready and able to reached ktm serdang by 7.15am coz i was invited by brother kenneth to his office for business reopen after the short cny break...
i managed to make it on time...thanks..THANK GOD who help me...
wow...lion dance at brother kenneth's office...
after lion dance I was call in by kenneth...received some blessing and was given angpow worth $300..is $300 no joke..
wow....1st time in my life
then proceed to breakfast at papa rich follow by an hour or two for poker game...then off to lunch...
after lunch went to mydin to get some goodies for some orphanage at usj and finally distribution of goodies bag to those orphans...
i almost burst out...pity those kids...
brother kenneth you are so generous and kind...i really salute you..
may god bless you and business growth smoothly in the year of dragon..Brother Kenneth you are the best!!!!!!
actually i have no intention to stay...i thought of telling kenneth that i on half day and off i go after lion dance...coz i really want to be back with mkbm....but seeing the condition there i stay till the end of it...
is worth ...really...is worth...is something different...charity work...and can get to know and open up more...
is 9.20pm now...i have fear...why...
back to work tomorrow...i feel so sick and unstable...why...
i keep asking myself why...i have the fear to go to work...i dislike going to work nowadays...fear in me...
but can i survive without working...how to cover my expenses...
so down which i thought of commit suicide...to end self...
i miss mkbm too...erghh....why so....!!!!