Saturday 23/06/12
well sat mkbm will be on leave hence no point to stay back late in office with opportunity to be back with mkbm....
but thought was wrong....surprise to see mkbm working morning shift on sat....
ok then ...any how i have to go out...need to help 9 uncle run errand and complete some task in office...
errand complete and rush back to office to complete some pending task...
then rush to tm stop to be back with mkbm....
will crossing the street to tm stop saw mkbm approaching...
i waive and bus stop and board....
my quote : oh...sempat...
i smile but mkbm didn't smile back....
looks like mkbm on bad mood today....never look back on mirror....
well....lucky i am fast...i second late that's it...mkbm is gone..
THANK GOD once more for the just in time moment....
mkbm uses short cut and almost home...i walk to the front...
my quote : bang in belanja...saya ada 2...bagi kawan satu....
my quote : tadi pergi hq...
mkbm quote : exam habis...
my quote : lagi satu paper....bulan enam......(eh!!! now is bulan enam already...waht nonsense)...then correct self...hujung bulan enam....
ok...bag...alight and cross street to enter home...
a brisk smile .....coz not so pleasant  trip....mkbm bad mood i guess...


Friday 22/06/12
Day ends at 4.45pm....yahoo.....
Is long suffering before can come to friday....
left @ 5pm in hope there is bus and home early....
but tun miserable.....i was so hungry and weak....
hence reluctant to take road side bus but wait for u45...
waited and waited yet no bus hence finally took road side bus...
on way home....drizzle...hence to walk or stop by....or taxi home...
at this timing knowning is hard to catch a cab..hence walk and look back in hope there is cab....
almost cry in heart..pity self on situtation...walk and walk under drizzle....
told self be strong...think of something that makes me happy...
happy...the only strong happy memory with me is scene and trip with mkbm...
with mkbm in mind i smile and continue walk and walk till reach home...
i m damn hungry....and tired and walk under drizzle...
THANK GOD....i am safe...THANK GOD the MOST...

wed 20/06/13
is a good day.....???
first bus is mkbm...
mkbm quote : pagi...
i smile and proceed to the back....
alight at tm and ack thanks to mkbm...
prepare gifts....hesitate to give but well...mkbm deserve to be rewarded...
gave away a microsoft shoe bag and microsoft umbrella and invest fair tote bag..
my quote: bang ni bagi...wakil bank...pergi investment seminar...
mkbm quote : balik away...
my quote : oh...hari ni exam....
mkbm quote : bank...
my quote : ya....treasury ada 6 paper....ni yang keempat...
on the way back mkbm was chatting with an elderly lady...i guess which is known to each other.....
reach destination...alight at back without proceed to front as is crowded with school kids...
at 4pm+++ while out from car showroom saw mkbm at the opposite direction....
ha!!!!mkbm on full shift...gosh....pity mkbm...
HONESTLY.....I CAN'T STAND....ITS TIRING....
mkbm take k..i will reward you .....
THANKS ...takek...rest well...

tuesday 19/06/12
is first day of month  bus is wahafive in chinese calender...
pray for smooth progress in all doings...
to work...the first bus is wahab...
on the way to town saw mkbm....
again lucky me to escape unwanted scene....coz is a jinx bitch...
at work...self busy like hell......
lunch break rush to wangsa maju to deliver document....
ah...since report lodge why the hurry for documents....!!!!
save cost...took road side bus and walk home


monday 18/06/12

ops...how come is hazlee on morning shift..
a surprise catch.....
mkbm is working too...morning....
coz on the way to town with hazlee saw mkbm at hukm...
so mkbm is 7.30am round.....lucky me to skip unwanted scene....
since hazlee is on morning shift and so is mkbm...will hazlee on full shift....
if yes...then ok when i am back from work...
waited and waited...no bus....finally took cab home...costly....
what a pinch.....

sun 17/06/12
yes....my prediction is true....mkbm on full shift
mkbm first round out from midah at 9am...as is raining heavyly...
if last time...i will to town on purpose and be back with mkbm....
but no things change....save money...stay indoor....
but this doesnt't mean i ignore mkbm...
mkbm remain one of the top person in my ranking....
pity mkbm on full shift....even myself honestly cant stand it....is tiring....
take k mkbm....god bless....
on night shift is wahab alone....another pity deep from my heart....
may god bless you two,......
take k....
i feel so depress as nobody willing to help self....
i must get a car....dun listen much to nonsense .....decide and firm....
myself not young anymore...need more rest....
i cant be up as early and have early shower daily....aching pain......



sat 16/06/12

attended seminar...and sit in to initiate the opening ceremony..
then back to office but unfortunately unable to go up....power failure...
no choice but to go back....
thought can be at office to do office work and back in afternoon with mkbm...
looks like plan spoilt.....since bag heavy...no way to go but go home....
is early but just sit down and wait for hazlee to come....
new young chap came but i let it go on purposely....
intend to be back with hazlee as i have bought hazlee a bottle of apple juice....
after close to 1.30 hours wait came hazlee and on the way back came wahab on board for shift change....
monitor thru the night shift which is left with 2 buses which is wahab and the u44 specky man...(if i am not wrong)....no sign of mkbm...
well, if not wrong mkbm on restday and full shift tomorow...
plan to buy myvi got hiccups as comment is pricey and etc.....blah!!!!!!!

friday 15/06/12
is been a week i am independent...
tiring and inconvenient but no choice...
caribee....u have to be independent...stand up....
brave and confident....FIRMED!!!!!
is wahab again who send me back from work...
THANKS wahab......from the bottom of my heart in appreciation of wahab service.....wahab deserve to be reward...will reward accordingly...
no sign of mkbm....well the one remain i miss much...



thursday 14/06/12

wrong wrong wrong.....
common sense....u have been here for months....
so what...blasted me left and right....
to me i feel NOTHING....
now i learn to take things easy... i dun care a single word u blasted me with....
normal lah....what i do is wrong....forever wrong....
but what about others...i doubt they are right!!!!!
do patient....heed borther kenneth's advise....
with this word in heart i managed to pass thru the day...
weird dream at  night.....not mkbm but brother kenneth????

wed 13/06/12

reported sick...went to see orthopedic...
nothing wrong!!!!! i doubt so....
i have numb n cod hands for years....something must be wrong...
back with wahab....but if only i got the patient to wait for an hour more i can be back with mkbm....
so tiring...thank god...9uncle accompany me to see car...
need to get one asap for mobility sick....
in appreciation for what 9unce did for me,.....

tuesday 12/06/12

second day i am independent...
to and from work myself...
is lucky today that i manage to get u45 home...
need not walk....thank god....
my bag are really heavy....
cheerful day as kenneth did remember me....
be patient brother kenneth remind me.......
THANKS brother kenneth....

monday 11/06/12

first day of self independent....
so tired...that i fall asleep in office a couple of times...
also due to the dry and boring work....
will i have the opportunity to be back with mkbm tonight as mkbm on night shift...
no bus but took road side bus and walk home....huhu!!!!
must get a car asap....

sun 10/06/12
notice mkbm is the last one coming out for morning shift team ...
coming out at 8.45am...the last bus...
if at this timing ...it means full shift and true indeed mkbm is on full shift...
pity....if last time i might go town on purpose and get some stuff for mkbm...
but now things change....i remain in door...
coz who am i...i have no friends.....malarvani is a good example how i sacrifice for her but in return what do i get...is faith i have not friend not to mention a TRUE friend....
the only thing i can do is pray a smooth and careful day for mkbm...
mkbm remain the one encourage myslef to look forward days...
mkbm do take k....remain the missing one....
btw...where is lokman....no sign of lokman with u44 too...another missing friend...

sat 09/06/12
went to 9uncle house to return goodies bought on behalf..
things just NOT right today....
eveyone is against me no doubt i am GOOD to them including 9uncle...
"fishy stink" case is cousin sms to ask did i received mail on grandma expenses....
come on....dun tell me such a amount you cant effort to pay first and i reimburse later....u such a big spender...!!!! to you this is a small amount what!!!
see....world change....no one is GOOD and KIND hearted .....
the exception is myself.....
hence at times in think the group of u45 friend do strike a lottery knowing me....
morning shift team looks bad for me...but no choice...have to board too....
notice mkbm on night shift....and lucky was no sign of mkm sending chic back...yahoo.....the only console for the day...
finally i decided to buy a car ....mobile for me to move around....
maybe is time to get one and plan ahead.....

friday 08/06/12
after being blasted i have disturb sleep and decide to be independent...
woke up as early as 5am and get ready for bus to work...
luck me that there is a 6.15am bus....the old man ....someone i dun know...
after work i am back myself too...
took road side bus and walk home....
exhausted and tired..
but console is today is friday...
release early i can afford to go sleepless and walk home...
but how about normal working day!!!!


thursday 07/06/12
i was blasted badly by XXX
have you ever got a parent who wants you to die.....
i have one...
i remain silent but deep in my heart i HATE XXX much....

Monday 04/06/12

Firstly THANK GOD the most for smooth day as thing proceed smoothly...
Also today is the 15th day of month 4 in chinese calendar...
Hope MKBM is on morning shift today...as yesterday MKBM on full shift...
while doing morning chores saw a bus coming out....
i quickly run up stair to have a peep who is it????
Is MKBM....YES!!!! MKBM is on morning shift...
OK. I will take half day with main objective is MKBM and second to run errand...need to go workshop to collect back 9uncle's car...
ok timing is perfect...7.30am..9.30am..11.30am...if MKBM on schedule and no jam....the above timing looks fine for me to be back with MKBM...
but i have to pray hard so that MKBM is the one who send me back....
around 11.30am i received a call from mum saying that she is back from town with MKBM....ok...looks fine...MKBM stop for mum...
i call back to ask mum what time did MKBM send mum back and according to mum us around 11.10am...
Ok...timing just looks fine for me ....as is hard for me to leave 12pm sharp....
pack and go....i have to be fast and in heart i just want mkbm to send me back...as i have prepared goodies for MKBM and i miss MKBM much....a month plus!!!!
reached bus stop and quickly i load MKBM goodies and plan to sit down...
just within seconds....MKBM arrive...wow is a fast one....lucky i am just in time for mkbm....one second late i will miss MKBM...
THANK GOD...for being able to be back with MKBM...
MKBM saw me and stop for me...i board bus and greet MKBM
also i hand over goodies (1 big bottle of ribena and julie sandwich biscuit mango flavor)....
My quote : Belanja bang
MKBM quote : Mak baru bagi kuih....
My quote : Ha....mak bagi kuih!!!! in a surprise manner...
then i walk behind to have a sit....
mkbm quote : kerja malam....
my quote : ye...kerja malam ni...
along the journey back mkbm did look thru mirror...
as myself i smiile wide in heart...THANK GOD...
MKBM using shortcut to send me back first...THANKS...
I walk to the front....
My quote : bang guna shortcut...
MKBM quote : sana orang tak ada...lagipun sini susah nak lalu....
My quote : sini orand double park...susah...kiri kanan parking...
reach destination....
my quote : ok bang...terima kasih...
i have alighted....
mkbm quote : terima kasih ye...
my quote : sama....
my quote: saya pun minum....takan kawan tak ada....
mkbm smile...
this is a honest sentence....i will mkbm as top priority....we are friends...what are friends for...
thank god....things went so smooth today.....
run errand later part of the day....pick up 9uncle's car from workshop and deliver it back to 9uncle...
turn out smooth.....thank god once again...
i can rest assure i smile in heart today...smile wide...thanks to mkbm ......

sunday 03/06/12

i m lazy...on bed till 6.30am...
around 6.10am heard bus pass by...ha!!! so early on a weekend....
no need to peep and can confirm is wahab...
only wahab has this kind of resposible attitude...
next silent for 1:15 hr / mins came the little boy and finally at 8.45am came the one i miss most.....is MKBM...
ops!!! MKBM is working and is morning shift....GOOD
Thought of going to town as MKBM is working morning shift....and looks like MKBM is on full shift...
I feel sad when MKBM on full shift....not easy is tiring...
I wanted to reward MKBM but after some thought plan to be back with MKBM cancel...
stick back to original plan to jusco with wahab and back with wahab too...coz i need to reward wahab for his responsibility and hard working...
wahab indeed should be rewarded....
go as plan ....rewarded wahab and back home...
have a quick meal and out for cycling....
actually the cycling serve two purpose....
of course top priority is MKBM...and second is to exercise...
hope MKBM will turn in to midah and hope that timing i am still around cycling..
and THANK GOD...mkbm did turn in and notice me cycling...
i stop and notice mkbm alight a ldy with 2 small kid...i watch through and while mkbm depart off i acknowledge mkbm again...
mkbm thumb up to signal my cycling....thank you thank you...
once mkbm depart i depart too...cycle around for another 10-15 minutes and close off...
THANK GOD mission can be accomplish...
FRANKLY!!!! i misss MKBM much....
is been a month more i didn't on board MKBM bus...
smile in heart and smile in sleep too...SMILE.....

Friday 01/06/12

I told self...i finally can survive till june...
Is june and tomorow is 2 june 2012...the day 9 uncle back from melb..
as normal up early and to work but feel uneasy as i cant sleep well yesterday night...leg and tight pain...bloated stomach...period symptoms..
close midnight heard bus sound....as normal i am busy to know who is still working that late in the night...
unable to see who as bus pass fast and from my prediction it could be mkbm coz only those "oldies" will know how to use shortcut....
newbie !!!!! being curious  i look at samsung notes timing and its 23.09pm...
oh god bless....ppl is still working....while i am asleep...not fair...
friday my day at office...silent thorughout and try to understand gross loan calculation....is good to learn mistake and correct it....
learn something....and to continue work on weekend...
as usual once a month i will have haircut...and while waiting for my turn saw bus coming home....is mkbm....hahahaha!!!!!
saw mkbm open windown to spit....
hahahaha...finally got the opportunity to see mkbm but not personally face to face..
god bless take care my friend....
also would like to salute wahab....is the earliest bus to town again today @ 6.10am...wahab do earn this respect...applause