sun 10/06/12
notice mkbm is the last one coming out for morning shift team ...
coming out at 8.45am...the last bus...
if at this timing ...it means full shift and true indeed mkbm is on full shift...
pity....if last time i might go town on purpose and get some stuff for mkbm...
but now things change....i remain in door...
coz who am i...i have no friends.....malarvani is a good example how i sacrifice for her but in return what do i get...is faith i have not friend not to mention a TRUE friend....
the only thing i can do is pray a smooth and careful day for mkbm...
mkbm remain the one encourage myslef to look forward days...
mkbm do take k....remain the missing one....
btw...where is lokman....no sign of lokman with u44 too...another missing friend...

sat 09/06/12
went to 9uncle house to return goodies bought on behalf..
things just NOT right today....
eveyone is against me no doubt i am GOOD to them including 9uncle...
"fishy stink" case is cousin sms to ask did i received mail on grandma expenses....
come on....dun tell me such a amount you cant effort to pay first and i reimburse later....u such a big spender...!!!! to you this is a small amount what!!!
see....world change....no one is GOOD and KIND hearted .....
the exception is myself.....
hence at times in think the group of u45 friend do strike a lottery knowing me....
morning shift team looks bad for me...but no choice...have to board too....
notice mkbm on night shift....and lucky was no sign of mkm sending chic back...yahoo.....the only console for the day...
finally i decided to buy a car ....mobile for me to move around....
maybe is time to get one and plan ahead.....

friday 08/06/12
after being blasted i have disturb sleep and decide to be independent...
woke up as early as 5am and get ready for bus to work...
luck me that there is a 6.15am bus....the old man ....someone i dun know...
after work i am back myself too...
took road side bus and walk home....
exhausted and tired..
but console is today is friday...
release early i can afford to go sleepless and walk home...
but how about normal working day!!!!


thursday 07/06/12
i was blasted badly by XXX
have you ever got a parent who wants you to die.....
i have one...
i remain silent but deep in my heart i HATE XXX much....