sunday 30/09/12
mooncake festival but not an enjoyable one as grandma just pass away...
also self abnormal...need to be back to work tomorrow...
what will happened??? argh???
but top priority is to complete the online assesment....i completed it with a passing mark of 88%....6 wrong out of 50 questions....
light up some candles for wilson to play around and a simple pray process...
self not HAPPY.....saw mkbm working night shift....round one at 3.11pm then next at 9.39pm...
looks like is a long night shift  for mkbm...since monday till sunday...
take k mbkm and have  a good rest....
hope we manage to see each other over the coming weekend....

sat 29/09/12
no familiar face...so by car to stn and lrt to work..
need to be back to office to clear some pending mails....
found that review was completed by colleague ...
clear mail but it was a long process....blackout....hence need some movement of pc and etc....
saw mkbm at 4pm and 7pm....night shift....
mkbm do takek of self..

friday 28/09/12
leaving spore and back to jb...
from jb we board "r" transport and back to kl...
finally at 3.10pm we back home...
then came u45 turning in....saw it was T0048 and was driven by MKBM...
oh...looks like mkbm on night shift since monday till today...
i am sad and uncertain...but lucky to have mkbm sign to cheer up a bit...

thursday 27/09/12
wake up at 4am....get ready and on the street at 6am ....
took bus and finally able to reached parlour on time...
shit....again...sis and kkf was late....unable to wait further as last chanting process has to begin and last respect to grandma...
grandma was send to mandai for burning process...
then back to mcperson road restaurant for "kai wai" process...
i have some nice and hot food..then accompany sis back to jb...
drama at jb....ah normal...."r" suck....like a piece of shit....
then self back to spore...i am tired...real tired and sad...

wed 26/09/12
arrive spore....heavy rain....
at evening arrive at parlour 1 where grandma was station...
chanting at night....
leave parlour at 10pm +++ close to 11 pm ...and reached hotel 11pm ++ close to 12am...
my worried was wilson and sis....will they arrive on time....
finally they arrive and the last who arrive....people wrapping up .....quick...

tuesday 25/09/12
received call from Spore @ 1.45am...
grandma pass away..
sad....a piece of sad news...
family siblings gather around for a short discussion and firm decision made finally....leaving for spore tonight...
i remain silent at work ...uncertain whether self can take leave or not as lots of work pending...
finally no choice but to inform and on 3 days compansonate leave...
travel to spore tonight.....sad.....pain in heart and tears down....

sunday 23/09/12

FIRSTLY THANK GOD for the arrangement....THANK YOU..
self lazy and remain on bed till 6am++ which is close to 7am...
saw bus coming out at 7am and bus plate reads familiar to me....8172...
saw this driver ack dad....who could it be....uncertain person as it was still dark..but is someone familiar since this person ack dad...
then at 7.30am came wahab...if the second bus is by wahab high probability the earlier one was mkbm....
then the final 8.15am by someone unknown to self...
ok...lets wait to confirm the first bus is driven by who...finally it came out at 8.45am....and firm that is mkbm...
i saw mkbm stop at play ground to pick up chic...
saw chic sitting at back as front was occupied...
ha none of my business...
so firm that self to office to settle some task BUT the MAIN AGENDA is MKBM
to town with wahab and have a quick run of errand at office...
i can't miss mkbm today..
then a quick walk back to regular stop to wait for mkbm....
after some time i ask self is timing correct....or have mkbm gone....hope not...
40-45 minutes wait came bus and YES...is MKBM....
I saw MKBM smile and of course i smile from the bottom of my heart...
as there is this malay chap sitting right in front chatting with mkbm and i knew mkbm know this person and this person have seen me giving things to mkbm ...hence i hestitate a while whether to pass goodies to mkbm now and finally action was to hold back ...
instead show tng to mkbm informing mkbm that is was a monthly pass and move to rear to get sitted...
mkbm quote : lama tak nampak u...
oh....looks like mkbm count days too...to be frank close to 2 months i didn't managed to or back from town with mkbm....
on the way back was jam but to me...no issue..jam means better???
along the journey i pray in hope no one i know or mkbm knows blocking me from giving the goodies to mkbm...
finally it was smooth all the way back to midah...
almost home i walk to the front....
my quote: bang ni bagi....london olympic...topi tu special....beli kat london...
mkbm quote : u pergi sana....
my quote : tak...kawan pergi...wakil bank....topi tu special belik kat sana...beli 2...saya satu kawan satu....
my quote : boleh buat koleksi.... lama tak jumpa...simpan kat office....
mbkm quote : ya...lama tak nampak....bulan puasa nampak sekarang dah lepas raya...dah...
myself.....ha...looks like mkbm is clear of days....missing me !!!!!
yes...mkbm sentence was true...close to 2 months....neither party see each other
my quote : mungkin timing tak betul....
mkbm quote : smile...mungkin....
reached destination....my quote : ok...thank you...
smile from the bottom of my heart...worth it....
just dun know why...i have put this person as TOP priority in term of goodies...
to be honest i am "RIGHTEOUS"...certain things that mkbm enjoy are special even self doesnt have a chance to own it....
while happy i was sad to see wahab on full shift again...why???
for 2 consecutive days wahab on full shift...NOT EASY...
wahab ...god bless u....take k and rest well.
i will reward you....

sat 22/09/12

sleepness sat....just dun know why....
i was awake as early as 1.45am....
this drag on for an hour plus ....i guess....
then came heavy rain......
then i have odd dream ....guess who is this person ...is Ms. "P"...
i thought 20 over years passed and i have forgotten completely about "P" but looks like the first strike is the one that carve in stone....that hard to erase....
some odd dream with "P"....
then awake to monitor my friends...heavy rain hence no buses until 7am...and the first in wahab ...then 7.30am follow by mkbm and 8.20am by somone ...dun know who...and 8.45 someone completely new
yes...nice arrangement....mkbm is working....
since then thought of back to office to settle some task and back with mkbm...
a quick of errand at office ...is a short one....as short as 20 mins and then rush back but keep asking self as should i alight at j or m station as there is road closure...
finally decided to alight at m stn instead....i waited and waited and waited....
2 hours wait and yet no sign of mkbm....
slim chance and FINALLY no hope...i have miss my opportunity to be back with mkbm...
i feel so sad...extremely sad coz this is the ONLY opportunity i can be back with mkbm and yet i miss it...almost burst into tears...
despite 2 hrs wait bus came but let it go...coz following one is wahab...
I PREFER to be back with wahab....
caribee your planning is so USELESS!!!!!
i almost broke in tears.....furthermore i found self is hopeless...
i have nothing and lead a unsuceessful life....
at 7pm ....saw T0048 back from town and who could it be...
i peep out and manage to monitor....OMG!!!! is still wahab....
PITY wahab on full shift......this is NOT easy TASK...
Hence, i always remind self that wahab is the best and deserve to be rewarded...
i did reward wahab with some collectible olympic glass but not food today...
joining the night team is hazlee and the someone new who was on morning shift....
i pray HARD in hope mkbm is running u45 route and on morning shift tomorrow...
i need to pass some collectible to my long miss friend mkbm...
not easy for self too....close to 2 months didnt manage to or from town with mkbm
huhuhu...i almost CRY......

Thursday 20/09/12

Myself on leave to run errands..
Heard bus at 6.10am but too bad that i miss it...as self too weak and tired to be up at this timing since self not working today...
then came another unit which i almost miss as well but with slight view if not wrong is the specky old and...then came the 3 one which is by the malay lady and final is young chap...
4buses today...hahahahaha.....whoever travel today have less waiting time...
then the one i miss early morning coming out for the second time...
is mkbm...ha...something just not RIGHT!!!!
coincident mum was standing outside too and mum did acknowledge mkbm times but mkbm just make no notice of mum...it is pretending or a genuine no notice...
saw something which i dun like seeing too...
chic was around and so is the mamak lady...
notice mkbm was so friendly with them...from smile to chat...
if last time i will have a immediate head pain...but now...ha...none of my business.
i have more important and issue to in mind that borders me and lots of new stuffs to learn for self improvement then compare self with this kind of bitch
also my faith i have no true and loyal friend....
at 3.15pm...saw mkbm coming out again...but this round chatting on phone...
coming out at this kind of timing if not wrong imkbm on full shift....
night was wahab which i saw wahab personally and if not wrong is hazlee too...

Monday 17/09/12
off day....public holiday replacement....
good that public holiday falls on sunday ...at least a weekday off from work..
not much work of late....so mind and body and time pass slow and tend to be lazy.
plan to be back to office to settle some errand but was cancelled...
coz shift arrangement was not a perfect match...
is zul & malay lady only....but suddenly at 9.30am came hazlee...
well to town with hazlee at 11.30am trip might be too late...since then errand cancelled....
self look loss and unproductive....
wanted to sleep but try best not to as sleep twice a day for self is consider a bad habit.....only restrict self to sleep only at night....
quarter productive day....learn offset and try to master some stuffs...
rather then look dumb and inefficient...
at 4pm...while drawing up curtain after shower saw wahab...
wahab is on night shift already....
but what about my long miss friend....mkbm...
no sign of mkbm...and i feel like missing mkbm much...
will this coming weekend myself have to opportunity to meet up with mkbm ????

Sunday 16/09/12
is first day of month eight of chinese calendar
heavy rain....but despite it i wake up too....
not lazy...run errand and get ready for praying...
praying is set as TOP priority and self have to be "CLEAN"
rain non stop and monitor shift arrangement...
gosh is shit!!!! is faizal and a malay lady and only 2 buses today...
hence plan to town was cancelled and postpone to monday instead...
the last bus that enters is 2pm +++
from then onwards till night NO sign of a single bus that enter...WHY!!!
myself like a dumb ass cage in my room look foolish....so boring!!!!

Saturday 15/09/12
monitor morning shift personnel..
arrangement was nice...
is faizal, wahab and hazlee...
thought of going to town with either wahab or hazlee and back in the reverse form....
but...wait....cant go today ...coz cant go back to office...system down...
since one errand was spoilt and furthermore tomorrow is chor yat....why not wait till tomoorow instead...since then i postpone trip...
afternoon shift.....newbie...no sign of mkbm...
surprise to know that self was tired and dose off at 8.30pm...this is early!!!!

Friday 14/09/12
Sigh!!! Finally is friday....
Is a long weekend this week coz monday is public holiday
As usual ppl got planning and activities but self is useless...
Go nowhere but stay in door look dumb...
sigh!!!!! furthermore knowing mkbm on night shift there won't be any activities during the day and over the wkend....
also sis wont be around....down to PD for bank family day....
erghh.....it will be a boring weekend....

Wed 12/09/12

Yesterday MKBM was on morning shift...
But will MKBM on morning shift too today...
I doubt but i pray or hope that is MKBM on morning shift coz i really MKBM much...
Despite on leave i remain on bed at till 6.10am to monitor if there is any chance of MKBM...
Pass one pass two and pass final...
Hope SHREDED and immediate SADNESS...
No sign of MKBM....If that is rthe case maybe t go to to work rather on leave...
But finally i am "bad"...to rmain on leave...
Visited Brother Kenneth....Myslef willing to help .......

sunday 09/09/12

i am EXTREMELY SAD
is being a long wait to come to weekend but yet FAILED to meet MKBM
shift arrangement for the day was shit....
2 new staffs but lucky to have wahab
as wahab deserve to be rewarded i reward wahab with some biscuits and fruit juice....enjoy yrself...wahab deserves it...
on the way home...saw T0091 but was running route u44...
Person and bus matches.....Is MKBM...
I saw MKBM but sad to know that MKBM was running route 44 instead of 45..
This is a SAD ........

sat 08/09/12
i have high hope today coz knowing that MKBM on morning shift....i may have to opportunity to or back from town with MKBM...
but hope shreded...as no sign of MKBM...
to be frank i miss MKBM much...
is been months....close to two months unable to match self timing with MKBM schedule.....sad news....

fri 07/09/12
a day to relax self...
after work shop ard with sis and back together...
wonder why self life in NOT easy...
NOT FAIR RIGHT!!!!

thur 06/09/12
no sign of mkbm, hazlee nor wahab in the morning batch...
i did monitor coz i was on leave to run errands
also a day where i can get up late...i am tired...
where is all my friends....running other route or what....
saw the malay guy who use to run u48 was driving T0091..
pity this malay chap...he was the earliest this morning at 6.10am and on full shift...
gosh!!! this is not easy...is TIRING....
NOT FAIR!!!!! why some people have hard earn income.....
WHILE  some spend money like running water.....
NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!

wed 05/09/12
open house...as norm bitches here and there...
not only bitches but idiots all around showing off...
only 2 "loyal" and "good" in normal shape...
is me and my neighbour...
we both are the most hardworking and efficient .....
on the way back found 10 dollar notes....
the 10 dollar note was  wet and dirty and crumple and was REJECTED at station...IS SO MEAN IN THIS WORLD....
WHAT IS WRONG WITH A WET AND DIRTY AND CRUMPLE NOTE...
IS STILL A VALUE NOTE BUT YET PPL LOOK DOWN ON ITS APPEARANCE!!!!!
WHAT A MEAN WORLD

sat 01/09/12

pity to see wahab on full shift...
accompany wahab on night shift is mkbm...
saw wahab unable to turn into midah as left and right are block by IDIOTS and ASSHOLES...
WITHOUT horning wahab did a reversal and off he goes....
i notice wahab doesnt sound much and he is someone who is responsible and efficient in his work.....
applause for wahab...told self whab DESERVES to be rewarded...