sat 22/09/12

sleepness sat....just dun know why....
i was awake as early as 1.45am....
this drag on for an hour plus ....i guess....
then came heavy rain......
then i have odd dream ....guess who is this person ...is Ms. "P"...
i thought 20 over years passed and i have forgotten completely about "P" but looks like the first strike is the one that carve in stone....that hard to erase....
some odd dream with "P"....
then awake to monitor my friends...heavy rain hence no buses until 7am...and the first in wahab ...then 7.30am follow by mkbm and 8.20am by somone ...dun know who...and 8.45 someone completely new
yes...nice arrangement....mkbm is working....
since then thought of back to office to settle some task and back with mkbm...
a quick of errand at office ...is a short one....as short as 20 mins and then rush back but keep asking self as should i alight at j or m station as there is road closure...
finally decided to alight at m stn instead....i waited and waited and waited....
2 hours wait and yet no sign of mkbm....
slim chance and FINALLY no hope...i have miss my opportunity to be back with mkbm...
i feel so sad...extremely sad coz this is the ONLY opportunity i can be back with mkbm and yet i miss it...almost burst into tears...
despite 2 hrs wait bus came but let it go...coz following one is wahab...
I PREFER to be back with wahab....
caribee your planning is so USELESS!!!!!
i almost broke in tears.....furthermore i found self is hopeless...
i have nothing and lead a unsuceessful life....
at 7pm ....saw T0048 back from town and who could it be...
i peep out and manage to monitor....OMG!!!! is still wahab....
PITY wahab on full shift......this is NOT easy TASK...
Hence, i always remind self that wahab is the best and deserve to be rewarded...
i did reward wahab with some collectible olympic glass but not food today...
joining the night team is hazlee and the someone new who was on morning shift....
i pray HARD in hope mkbm is running u45 route and on morning shift tomorrow...
i need to pass some collectible to my long miss friend mkbm...
not easy for self too....close to 2 months didnt manage to or from town with mkbm
huhuhu...i almost CRY......