mon 08/07/13 to wed 10/07/13
self sick.....flu attack...
rest at home...
while resting all sort of hallucination thought
is this kikkat friend of mine....
ergh!!!! what is happening to me......
situation make worse as mkbm is nowhere to be seen
3 consecutive days...no mkbm at all....
come on caribee.....you can't be like this.....

thu 11/07/13
self back to work after 3 days rest
cough and cough and cough...
loss appetite too....
whole day only consume a bottle of post and a raisin bread....

fri 12/07/13
start of the day was excellent
i saw mkbm ...notice mkbm have attention to our home too...
self  smile in heart upon seeing mkbm....
well at work....things are smooth too....
saw some old colleagues and have a short chat...
come lunch break drop by sogo with one intention...kikat...
notice kikkat friend not around....
immediate change of mood...heart crack...
what happened to self and also where is this kitkat friend
why the sudden change in self....immediate sour face....broken heart....
then another round popping in sogo after work....
yet no sign of kikkat friend....heart crack confirmed.....
my kikkat friend is gone....
things  goes "bad" the whole night...
ergh....will self able to sleep tonight...i wonder????

sat 13/07/13
understand self well....true enough....
self unable to sleep the whole night.....
missing someone much.....why such an impact on self...
frankly only 2 -3 hours broken sleep...
finally self decided to go bank to office....
also to drop by opposite to firm things up...
first round kikkat friend no around....
second round when self going back...
yet no sign or shadow of my kikkat friend...
sudden dumb on self....
confirm our relationhip ends......HEART CRACK!!!!!
then board lrt to tmstop on order to be back with mkbm...
rush....i have miss one friend...i cant effort to miss the other...
yes..finally mkbm came....
this is a family trip..first time in history...
trip with mum , sis and wilson....
notice mkbm did look back mirror being objective still self...
as heart is broken yet another cut when fat ass is around with mkbm...
2 deep wound....it will take some time to heal....
reach home as usual self goes to front and gave a box of kikat to mkbm
my quote : ni bagi kawan....salam adilfitri...
mkbm quote : belum lagi...
my quote : nanti tak jumpa...
mkbm quote : smile....
reach destination....self carry wilson down....
my quote : terima kasih kawan....
when mkbm turn pass our house self again ack with a smile
so do mkbm ...smile....
but self still DEEPLY miss this kikkat friend....!!!!!