Saturday 30/04/11
Month end...finally managed to sruggle thru April
Yes....I am right...
MKBM on leave today...
Monitor morning gang...someone elderly who is new driving D044...
I guess is reliefing MKBM
MKBM on leave and tomorrow will be on full shift for shift change
Full shift...!!!! No easy to stand....
I must get MKBM some stuffs as refreshing and provide energy for the whole working sunday ....pity pity pity sad....
On the way back from Jusco saw Haja
Plying u49....why....
But Haja plying u49 is not the first time...i seen before..
Haja remain the funny friend of mine...take k ...haja
Chic back...and it was Hazlee who get caught this round...
Lucky...MKBM on leave else its MKBM the unfortunate one....
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Friday, April 29, 2011
Friends back in action...
Friday 29/04/11
Rather loss....Again i need to move my working place...
Now at the corner right in front of KSL...
Arghh...why so bastard....
What did the bastard done...what bastar told KC and JJ
I dislike bastard more and more....some hate burn in heart...
But patiently i pass thru the day...
Saw bus coming back...peep out...
Yahoo....Its D074 and its Lokman...
Smile...Lokman is back to plying u45...
If i do happened to or back from town with Lokman i will reward Lokman accordingly...
Lokman deserves it...welcome back...
But still missing someone....where is my top priority friend, MKBM
Is been a week more since i am back with MKBM on Wed 20/04/11..
Hope tomorrow Sat 30/04/11 i have the opportunity to or from town with MKBM..
But Sat ???? Will MKBM on leave...
Anyway, MKBM u will be miss..
Hope MKBM are well and fine and happy...
Take k my friends...especially Lokman and Hazlee who is on night shift...
Rather loss....Again i need to move my working place...
Now at the corner right in front of KSL...
Arghh...why so bastard....
What did the bastard done...what bastar told KC and JJ
I dislike bastard more and more....some hate burn in heart...
But patiently i pass thru the day...
Saw bus coming back...peep out...
Yahoo....Its D074 and its Lokman...
Smile...Lokman is back to plying u45...
If i do happened to or back from town with Lokman i will reward Lokman accordingly...
Lokman deserves it...welcome back...
But still missing someone....where is my top priority friend, MKBM
Is been a week more since i am back with MKBM on Wed 20/04/11..
Hope tomorrow Sat 30/04/11 i have the opportunity to or from town with MKBM..
But Sat ???? Will MKBM on leave...
Anyway, MKBM u will be miss..
Hope MKBM are well and fine and happy...
Take k my friends...especially Lokman and Hazlee who is on night shift...
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Missing Friends....
Wednesday 27/04/11..
Yahoo...half day...something i look forward to...
Got errand but home direct....why???
Hope can be back with MKBM...
Slim chance cause long wait at damansara..
Anyhow, i am back with someone new....
Petite polite and funny person....cheers...
Ha...Where is MKBM..
On the way back monitor thru....
No sign of MKBM
Ah...rather worried of whereabout MKBM...
Sudden relief as mum told she saw MKBM this morning
MKBM saw mum having a conversion with some neighbours...
Mum says MKBM stare thru
Neither party acknowledge each other...why lah???
MKBM is good but why mum seems to against MKBM....
Well, everyone got their own friends...
Also looks like its been sometime i havent seen Lokman
Wonder where is Lokman....
Hope nothing happened to Lokman...he just on leave...
Lokman my friend too...do care for Lokman too but of course priority is MKBM
Neighbour hood watch....chic back with Haja...
Dose off....tired.....ZZZZZzzzzz
Yahoo...half day...something i look forward to...
Got errand but home direct....why???
Hope can be back with MKBM...
Slim chance cause long wait at damansara..
Anyhow, i am back with someone new....
Petite polite and funny person....cheers...
Ha...Where is MKBM..
On the way back monitor thru....
No sign of MKBM
Ah...rather worried of whereabout MKBM...
Sudden relief as mum told she saw MKBM this morning
MKBM saw mum having a conversion with some neighbours...
Mum says MKBM stare thru
Neither party acknowledge each other...why lah???
MKBM is good but why mum seems to against MKBM....
Well, everyone got their own friends...
Also looks like its been sometime i havent seen Lokman
Wonder where is Lokman....
Hope nothing happened to Lokman...he just on leave...
Lokman my friend too...do care for Lokman too but of course priority is MKBM
Neighbour hood watch....chic back with Haja...
Dose off....tired.....ZZZZZzzzzz
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Rubbish....
Tuesday 26/04/11
Caribee, are you that useless....
I was transfer to work under KC and JJ...
Sitting place is at the corner....
Tears almost burst out....
Why....what happened...
Suddenly i panic and feel loss....
KC...is this a turnaround chance or what????
Told self....ok....patient...
Go over and try out first....
I cant resign...nowhere to go....i cant be sitting at home....
Let's test the water first....else transfer back to bank.....
MKBM...is being a week since the last i saw MKBM on Wed 20/04/11
Thought MKBM was on morning shift...but no sign of a single u45 early morning....
Start missing someone!!!
Chic back....its 9.10pm....if not wrong is Hazlee...
Just too fast...unable to capture moment fast enough...
God...lets pray for good outcome for self...
All i want is a smooth career....may wish be granted....
Caribee, are you that useless....
I was transfer to work under KC and JJ...
Sitting place is at the corner....
Tears almost burst out....
Why....what happened...
Suddenly i panic and feel loss....
KC...is this a turnaround chance or what????
Told self....ok....patient...
Go over and try out first....
I cant resign...nowhere to go....i cant be sitting at home....
Let's test the water first....else transfer back to bank.....
MKBM...is being a week since the last i saw MKBM on Wed 20/04/11
Thought MKBM was on morning shift...but no sign of a single u45 early morning....
Start missing someone!!!
Chic back....its 9.10pm....if not wrong is Hazlee...
Just too fast...unable to capture moment fast enough...
God...lets pray for good outcome for self...
All i want is a smooth career....may wish be granted....
Monday, April 25, 2011
Commit Suicide
Monday 25/04/11...
Today i feel so uncertain in my life...
Honestly, I feel like commiting suicide...
How ??? i dun have the courage to jump from high rise building..
Is either to consume poison or burn coal to end life...
Caribee, before you decide to end my own life have you ever thought how difficult mum rise me up from baby til now...
Yes, I understand the pain and sorrow mum went thru...
Mum...i am SORRY....Forgot about having a useless child like me..
Unlike brother n sister, i find that i am not like them...
Maybe you all dun know me well...I dislike dull and boring life...i am the type that cant sit at home..
I have a odd characteristic...I cant go on without a smooth and good prospect career..
The pass 10 months my working life is like hell for me....day by day i keep struggling to survive..but today i am really weak....
I have no more energy nor stamina to carry or fight on....
Frankly, i am sick with the daily routine in my life....so dull....nothing interesting or any meaningful task in life
Up from bed daily @ 4.15am to do washing. Then again wake up @ 5.15am for shower, pray, clothes hanging and breakfast
Out from house @ 6.10am to wait for kff...at the same time hope can monitor if so happened that u45 pass by...i know who is on morning shift...
An encouraging one will be driven by MKBM and Lokman...Told self even my friends are punctual and to work .....so why not myself....
Then in one car to btr stn to work...to save cost took ktm commuter to reach kl central...then a short wait again for cimb van
Arrive at office around 7.35am and do some printing then to library to collect newspaper
Then proceed to clean up self and ready for the day...
85% of the time no work...idling around...fall asleep...
Come lunch time. i will sleep and awake at 1.30pm...
Do some surfing and back to work...
Lunch time .........food......myself no choices.....daily survive on bread....
From 2pm to 5.45pm is the painful stracth...coz time just get wasted doing nothing and i am xtremely sleepy and cold...
Wonder , if only i can be release early daily by not going to lunch which i dun since day one @ semantan....
But knowing the "idiot" culture here....the earlier you go back u r useless....the later the better....but no point stay when there isn't work
Move thru the crowd and back home roughly @ 6.50pm...
Then a slice of bread for dinner....mum will never cook my dinner.....if there is dinner is just left over from kkf...
Of course i will consume my favourite...oranges....then to shower...
Once self is clean i will pray and again one more orange before proceed to 30mins exercise...checking print out and bringing it downstairs.
Once completed the half an hour exercise then do paper maintenance....to recycle @ office or to recycle bin
Then one more orange to call it the day food intake and proceed to face wash get ready to sleep..
Finally, if there is any u45 coming back from town will stand up and have a peep who is on night shift and who's the one will get seduce by chic
Then dose off...ZZZZzzzzzzz. around 10.30pm to 11.00pm.....
Should i hear bus while asleep i will get up and peep thru who is the hardworking one.....of course only one i knew off....Lokman...
What a meaningless life.......
Today at work I was called by KC and JJ for a short chat....
Ha...... what short chat.....
In my mind i says there isnt any conversation topic between us...
Anyway follow JJ on what she wants to converse.....
Was told by KC I was transfer over to help them....
I knew it was the black bastard who was behind it....
Yes i admit....no work.....unless is the few days beginning of the month...but knowing self strength i can be completed in a day or 2 and not 12 days that i need...
So agreed to help KC and learn new things....
Rather loss too....To remain in CCS or to HRD to seek for transfer....
If transfer where...TO????? How's work there????
I dun know but the only consolation is the location, MBC.
If remain here i afraid i go brainless one day .....loss.....real loss.....
Loss interest in neighbour hood watch for the night..
Saw chic back xtremely early...it's 8.20pm
Maybe got bus once she is out waiting for bus..
Driver who?? uncertain...too fast and self loss control..
Arrggghhh...what a day...
Too tired and knock off at 9.30pm....
Today i feel so uncertain in my life...
Honestly, I feel like commiting suicide...
How ??? i dun have the courage to jump from high rise building..
Is either to consume poison or burn coal to end life...
Caribee, before you decide to end my own life have you ever thought how difficult mum rise me up from baby til now...
Yes, I understand the pain and sorrow mum went thru...
Mum...i am SORRY....Forgot about having a useless child like me..
Unlike brother n sister, i find that i am not like them...
Maybe you all dun know me well...I dislike dull and boring life...i am the type that cant sit at home..
I have a odd characteristic...I cant go on without a smooth and good prospect career..
The pass 10 months my working life is like hell for me....day by day i keep struggling to survive..but today i am really weak....
I have no more energy nor stamina to carry or fight on....
Frankly, i am sick with the daily routine in my life....so dull....nothing interesting or any meaningful task in life
Up from bed daily @ 4.15am to do washing. Then again wake up @ 5.15am for shower, pray, clothes hanging and breakfast
Out from house @ 6.10am to wait for kff...at the same time hope can monitor if so happened that u45 pass by...i know who is on morning shift...
An encouraging one will be driven by MKBM and Lokman...Told self even my friends are punctual and to work .....so why not myself....
Then in one car to btr stn to work...to save cost took ktm commuter to reach kl central...then a short wait again for cimb van
Arrive at office around 7.35am and do some printing then to library to collect newspaper
Then proceed to clean up self and ready for the day...
85% of the time no work...idling around...fall asleep...
Come lunch time. i will sleep and awake at 1.30pm...
Do some surfing and back to work...
Lunch time .........food......myself no choices.....daily survive on bread....
From 2pm to 5.45pm is the painful stracth...coz time just get wasted doing nothing and i am xtremely sleepy and cold...
Wonder , if only i can be release early daily by not going to lunch which i dun since day one @ semantan....
But knowing the "idiot" culture here....the earlier you go back u r useless....the later the better....but no point stay when there isn't work
Move thru the crowd and back home roughly @ 6.50pm...
Then a slice of bread for dinner....mum will never cook my dinner.....if there is dinner is just left over from kkf...
Of course i will consume my favourite...oranges....then to shower...
Once self is clean i will pray and again one more orange before proceed to 30mins exercise...checking print out and bringing it downstairs.
Once completed the half an hour exercise then do paper maintenance....to recycle @ office or to recycle bin
Then one more orange to call it the day food intake and proceed to face wash get ready to sleep..
Finally, if there is any u45 coming back from town will stand up and have a peep who is on night shift and who's the one will get seduce by chic
Then dose off...ZZZZzzzzzzz. around 10.30pm to 11.00pm.....
Should i hear bus while asleep i will get up and peep thru who is the hardworking one.....of course only one i knew off....Lokman...
What a meaningless life.......
Today at work I was called by KC and JJ for a short chat....
Ha...... what short chat.....
In my mind i says there isnt any conversation topic between us...
Anyway follow JJ on what she wants to converse.....
Was told by KC I was transfer over to help them....
I knew it was the black bastard who was behind it....
Yes i admit....no work.....unless is the few days beginning of the month...but knowing self strength i can be completed in a day or 2 and not 12 days that i need...
So agreed to help KC and learn new things....
Rather loss too....To remain in CCS or to HRD to seek for transfer....
If transfer where...TO????? How's work there????
I dun know but the only consolation is the location, MBC.
If remain here i afraid i go brainless one day .....loss.....real loss.....
Loss interest in neighbour hood watch for the night..
Saw chic back xtremely early...it's 8.20pm
Maybe got bus once she is out waiting for bus..
Driver who?? uncertain...too fast and self loss control..
Arrggghhh...what a day...
Too tired and knock off at 9.30pm....
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Strike....THANK GOD
Wednesday 20/04/11
Yahoo...i am on leave today...
On leave to go Jusco...members day...
Of course there will be special deals....
Henceforth, tag along sis and wilson...so have to go kinara to pick them up....
Down to town with Kumaran...
Ok...today i know his real name...is Mohamed Hazlee Bin Sickanda Batcha
Malay name but indian look....
Did a quick shop at Jusco and back to kinara...cause wilson wouldnt be able to stand long..
Then myself to speedmart 99 to get some drinks....
Drinks is for MKBM and Lokman and Haja...
Heavy and not much choice....so get a bottle of twister apple only...
Back to town...its drizzling on and off....
A quick one to tm stop....in mind i ask...will i be back with MKBM....
Morning sequence was haja,hazlee,D074....
If wahab came...forget about it...to wait for the next bus...
But i am tired and hungry....no choice...who ever came i will go back...
STRIKE!!! Its MKBM...Its D059...i guess D044 is still in workshop???
My quote : Salam bang....Baru habis training...2 hari cuti...training bola..
bulan lima nanti ada pertandingan interbank...
MKBM quote : oh....bola tu...with hand action...
My quote : basketball
Then i tear open my crumpler to gave MKBM two bottles of water....revive and apple twister....
In heart i hope drinks given are something MKBM can enjoy
night shift...not easy to stand...
Rather jam on the way back ...to me it doesn't matter...as long as i can reach home...
I know i am safe with MKBM,Sham,Haja,Hazlee, Wahab
Notice at time MKBM look thru mirror...attention to me???
Reached home....alight and acknowledge and acknowledge was responded...
What a HAPPY DAY...on leave...manage to be back with MKBM...THANK GOD...
Neighbourhood watch.....ops...caught...chic back with MKBM...
No pain for me....MKBM and myself are just friends...and chic is XXXXXXX.
Its midnight 00:12am. Hear bus coming....who could it be....
Quickly get up from bed and look out....bus is approaching out....
I have someone in mind and i am right....its Lokman
Oh dun Lokman need a rest....Take k Lokman...
Hope is your final trip for the day...pls go back and rest....
Good night.....smile asleep.....due to MKBM...!!!!
Yahoo...i am on leave today...
On leave to go Jusco...members day...
Of course there will be special deals....
Henceforth, tag along sis and wilson...so have to go kinara to pick them up....
Down to town with Kumaran...
Ok...today i know his real name...is Mohamed Hazlee Bin Sickanda Batcha
Malay name but indian look....
Did a quick shop at Jusco and back to kinara...cause wilson wouldnt be able to stand long..
Then myself to speedmart 99 to get some drinks....
Drinks is for MKBM and Lokman and Haja...
Heavy and not much choice....so get a bottle of twister apple only...
Back to town...its drizzling on and off....
A quick one to tm stop....in mind i ask...will i be back with MKBM....
Morning sequence was haja,hazlee,D074....
If wahab came...forget about it...to wait for the next bus...
But i am tired and hungry....no choice...who ever came i will go back...
STRIKE!!! Its MKBM...Its D059...i guess D044 is still in workshop???
My quote : Salam bang....Baru habis training...2 hari cuti...training bola..
bulan lima nanti ada pertandingan interbank...
MKBM quote : oh....bola tu...with hand action...
My quote : basketball
Then i tear open my crumpler to gave MKBM two bottles of water....revive and apple twister....
In heart i hope drinks given are something MKBM can enjoy
night shift...not easy to stand...
Rather jam on the way back ...to me it doesn't matter...as long as i can reach home...
I know i am safe with MKBM,Sham,Haja,Hazlee, Wahab
Notice at time MKBM look thru mirror...attention to me???
Reached home....alight and acknowledge and acknowledge was responded...
What a HAPPY DAY...on leave...manage to be back with MKBM...THANK GOD...
Neighbourhood watch.....ops...caught...chic back with MKBM...
No pain for me....MKBM and myself are just friends...and chic is XXXXXXX.
Its midnight 00:12am. Hear bus coming....who could it be....
Quickly get up from bed and look out....bus is approaching out....
I have someone in mind and i am right....its Lokman
Oh dun Lokman need a rest....Take k Lokman...
Hope is your final trip for the day...pls go back and rest....
Good night.....smile asleep.....due to MKBM...!!!!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Reluctant to go to work
Tuesday 19/04/11..
Yet another non productive day at work...
I was reluctant to wake up this morning...
Keep asking self why the need for me to wake up so early and to work...
If work is something meaningful and there are new things to learn then is worth the sacrifice ...but my case here is different...brainless clerical work...
However, told self to be good....go to work furthermore wed 20/04/11 and thur 21/04/11 i will be on leave...pain for one more day....
My f***!!! task in office - printing - sleeping - go back
back home have some light exercise and proceed with night task..
hear bus back from town...peep out...saw chic...
driver was lokman...for the second time of the week chic was back with lokman..
Yet another non productive day at work...
I was reluctant to wake up this morning...
Keep asking self why the need for me to wake up so early and to work...
If work is something meaningful and there are new things to learn then is worth the sacrifice ...but my case here is different...brainless clerical work...
However, told self to be good....go to work furthermore wed 20/04/11 and thur 21/04/11 i will be on leave...pain for one more day....
My f***!!! task in office - printing - sleeping - go back
back home have some light exercise and proceed with night task..
hear bus back from town...peep out...saw chic...
driver was lokman...for the second time of the week chic was back with lokman..
Monday, April 18, 2011
Relief....
monday 18/04/11
myslef left at 3pm...need to go clinic to follow up on piles issue..
i want the problem to be killed from root and hope can get referal letter to resolve the issue...
if able to hospitalise is the best at least i am off from work for few days..
work @ office is really BASTARD !!!!! so brainless even Doris says work given is boring cum brainless...
maybe idiot do it purposesly so that i find ways to get self transfer out...
check up completed...its not piles....its skin tag...
oh what a relief....
since weather is ok,...walk to tm and wait for u45 home...
hope is mkbm....finally bus comes...its haja
ok...haja ok too...haja is the funniest one among my u45 gang....
alight and signal thanks but didnt get any treats to haja despite self carring a bottle of revive and a packet of tong garden peanuts...
haja i am sorry...that i didnt give it to you....if give to u i have to alight at front which is "dangerous" for me to do so....
so no choice but to alight at rear and have to forgo treats for haja...
on way back saw MKBM....
MKBM was driving D104 today....i guess D044 is still in workshop...
if only i am 30 mins later i can be back with MKBM..
back to btr saw lokman bus in trouble....
passengers came over to haja's bus....
pity lokman....take care....be carefull....
worried most is MKBM. MKBM on night shift....at times this makes me uneasy....
why....night...chic time....
monitor carefully.....chic backwith lokman...
lokman drop chic off far from house and chic got to walk back...
hahahaha...chic have to walk ...not at your doorstep.....
myslef left at 3pm...need to go clinic to follow up on piles issue..
i want the problem to be killed from root and hope can get referal letter to resolve the issue...
if able to hospitalise is the best at least i am off from work for few days..
work @ office is really BASTARD !!!!! so brainless even Doris says work given is boring cum brainless...
maybe idiot do it purposesly so that i find ways to get self transfer out...
check up completed...its not piles....its skin tag...
oh what a relief....
since weather is ok,...walk to tm and wait for u45 home...
hope is mkbm....finally bus comes...its haja
ok...haja ok too...haja is the funniest one among my u45 gang....
alight and signal thanks but didnt get any treats to haja despite self carring a bottle of revive and a packet of tong garden peanuts...
haja i am sorry...that i didnt give it to you....if give to u i have to alight at front which is "dangerous" for me to do so....
so no choice but to alight at rear and have to forgo treats for haja...
on way back saw MKBM....
MKBM was driving D104 today....i guess D044 is still in workshop...
if only i am 30 mins later i can be back with MKBM..
back to btr saw lokman bus in trouble....
passengers came over to haja's bus....
pity lokman....take care....be carefull....
worried most is MKBM. MKBM on night shift....at times this makes me uneasy....
why....night...chic time....
monitor carefully.....chic backwith lokman...
lokman drop chic off far from house and chic got to walk back...
hahahaha...chic have to walk ...not at your doorstep.....
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Bus break down
Sunday 17/04/11
Its weekend but have to get up early like weekdays coz this morning have to go for "ching ming" praying.
So as usual up at 4.15am for laundry then proceed to other chores ranging from praying to breakfast
Knowing today gardenia will be delicia butterscoth I order a loaf from dad since he will be to 7 eleven to get other stuffs
The loaf of butterscoth is for MKBM. Bread alone...Of course NOT. I will pack together a can of nescafe for MKBM as breakfast.
However, the can of nescafe roll out from plastic bag and drop. The body of the can was damaged...so i not proper to give it to MKBM...exchange with mineral water...
Yesterday MKBM was on leave.....maybe i was right....on leave to prepare for shift change...
Do some praying at outside house (for aunty yoke lan) then proceed to wait for bus...
Waited and waited.....then came drama between dad, kkf and me...
Drama ended with dad sending kkf to sg besi graveyard first....of course i wont follow despite waited for more than 40mins for bus...
I dislike kkf and i am more independent...furthermore i have a feeling that i will be to town with MKBM this morning....
I remain silence and stay aside and continue waiting for bus to come.....
Yet no sign of bus approaching and ops i might be late.....wait for cab instead.....
No cab....then back to bus.....finally D044 is coming out......look carefully...its MKBM
Quickly i ask mum to hand me the bottle of f&n mineral water and the loaf of bread
MKBM waiting at junction and i cross over immediately
Upon boarding I hand over the bottle of mineral water to MKBM then follow by the loaf of bread....
My quote : sarapan pagi. saya pun makan.....tak kan sendiri makan....kawan pula terlupa.....MKBM smile......
When approaching the btr fire station bus break down....MKBM stop all of us at the Sri labuan flat....
MKBM quote : Hari ni nasib tak dah baik.
My quote : Rosak ah bang.....
MKBM quote : MKBM explain what was wrong the hands action....kena tunggu bus lain
My quote : Jadi masuk workshop lah...
My quote : Ok....habis touch n go ni macam mana
MKBM quote: Nanti naik bus lain...bila turun touch je...dia akan tangkap no bus ni...
My quote : Ok.....
While waiting for the next bus to come....have a short chat with MKBM
MKBM quote : Kerja
My quote : Kerja....Nak masuk 9am ni....semalam pun kerja....minggun ni satu derek kerja...tak cuti...Next week cuti 2 hari...rabu dan khamis....
MKBM quote : sempat
My quote : bang saya bukan kl...ofis kat damansara.....head ofis je yg kat sogo...hq kat sogo dekat
MKBM quote : oh...selalu nampak turun kat maluri....
My quote: macam ni kena turun maluri....biasanya saya turun kat tm lepas tu ke masjid jamed ke kl central and 82 ke damansara
MKBM quote : Pagi nampak ayah hantar..ke maluri???
My quote : Tak ...Bandar Tun
My quote : Kalau hari biasa masuk 8.30am......sabtu ahad masuk 9am
My quote : bus tak sempat.....
MKBM quote : Ye...bus memang tak sempat
Silence for a while while waiting for the next bus to come...
My quote : Bus tak kerap
MKBM quote : 3 bus je....
My quote : Pagi ni saya pun tunggu lama dah...
MKBM quote : 6.45 satu, MKBM look thru watch....saya keluar pukul berapa tadi...
My quote : Kalau tak silap abang keluar 7.45am....
My quote : Bus rosak boleh balik....
MKBM quote : Tak boleh....saya baru masuk kerja...
(From this point i can feel MKBM is a responsible person)
Then saw bus approaching.....all board the bus and i queue and board as the last passenger follow by MKBM at the back..
When my turn to board I informed MKBM ....Ok bang....
MKBM acknowledge.....
Fear that i am late for ching ming which i dun want people to blame me for causing the lateness...but all this contra off with the companion and conversation with MKBM...
Since back home early i went for a basketball game....hear bus back from town and i look upon.
I saw MKBM and acknowledge presence and MKBM acknowledge back...
Smile in heart...good day...positive with MKBM presence...
Ops...its 5+++ in the evening and i still see MKBM..
Ha ...full shift.....suddenly i feel sorry for MKBM
Really from the bottom of my heart i feel sorry and concern for MKBM who is still working....full shift...pity...sudden feel like cut in heart...bleeding...
In heart i hope the loaf of bread given can indirectly help supply energy for the day and the bottle of mineral water as fluid to refresh self under the hot day....
MKBM pls take k...rest well....skip midah and go short cut if possible...
Even i cant stand...i dose off at 9+++...too tired....ZZZZzzzzz
I was selfish. Did I ever thought of MKBM who might be still running his last trip ???? while i was asleep...i m sorry...i really tired...
At times i dun understand why there is such unfairness .......
Its weekend but have to get up early like weekdays coz this morning have to go for "ching ming" praying.
So as usual up at 4.15am for laundry then proceed to other chores ranging from praying to breakfast
Knowing today gardenia will be delicia butterscoth I order a loaf from dad since he will be to 7 eleven to get other stuffs
The loaf of butterscoth is for MKBM. Bread alone...Of course NOT. I will pack together a can of nescafe for MKBM as breakfast.
However, the can of nescafe roll out from plastic bag and drop. The body of the can was damaged...so i not proper to give it to MKBM...exchange with mineral water...
Yesterday MKBM was on leave.....maybe i was right....on leave to prepare for shift change...
Do some praying at outside house (for aunty yoke lan) then proceed to wait for bus...
Waited and waited.....then came drama between dad, kkf and me...
Drama ended with dad sending kkf to sg besi graveyard first....of course i wont follow despite waited for more than 40mins for bus...
I dislike kkf and i am more independent...furthermore i have a feeling that i will be to town with MKBM this morning....
I remain silence and stay aside and continue waiting for bus to come.....
Yet no sign of bus approaching and ops i might be late.....wait for cab instead.....
No cab....then back to bus.....finally D044 is coming out......look carefully...its MKBM
Quickly i ask mum to hand me the bottle of f&n mineral water and the loaf of bread
MKBM waiting at junction and i cross over immediately
Upon boarding I hand over the bottle of mineral water to MKBM then follow by the loaf of bread....
My quote : sarapan pagi. saya pun makan.....tak kan sendiri makan....kawan pula terlupa.....MKBM smile......
When approaching the btr fire station bus break down....MKBM stop all of us at the Sri labuan flat....
MKBM quote : Hari ni nasib tak dah baik.
My quote : Rosak ah bang.....
MKBM quote : MKBM explain what was wrong the hands action....kena tunggu bus lain
My quote : Jadi masuk workshop lah...
My quote : Ok....habis touch n go ni macam mana
MKBM quote: Nanti naik bus lain...bila turun touch je...dia akan tangkap no bus ni...
My quote : Ok.....
While waiting for the next bus to come....have a short chat with MKBM
MKBM quote : Kerja
My quote : Kerja....Nak masuk 9am ni....semalam pun kerja....minggun ni satu derek kerja...tak cuti...Next week cuti 2 hari...rabu dan khamis....
MKBM quote : sempat
My quote : bang saya bukan kl...ofis kat damansara.....head ofis je yg kat sogo...hq kat sogo dekat
MKBM quote : oh...selalu nampak turun kat maluri....
My quote: macam ni kena turun maluri....biasanya saya turun kat tm lepas tu ke masjid jamed ke kl central and 82 ke damansara
MKBM quote : Pagi nampak ayah hantar..ke maluri???
My quote : Tak ...Bandar Tun
My quote : Kalau hari biasa masuk 8.30am......sabtu ahad masuk 9am
My quote : bus tak sempat.....
MKBM quote : Ye...bus memang tak sempat
Silence for a while while waiting for the next bus to come...
My quote : Bus tak kerap
MKBM quote : 3 bus je....
My quote : Pagi ni saya pun tunggu lama dah...
MKBM quote : 6.45 satu, MKBM look thru watch....saya keluar pukul berapa tadi...
My quote : Kalau tak silap abang keluar 7.45am....
My quote : Bus rosak boleh balik....
MKBM quote : Tak boleh....saya baru masuk kerja...
(From this point i can feel MKBM is a responsible person)
Then saw bus approaching.....all board the bus and i queue and board as the last passenger follow by MKBM at the back..
When my turn to board I informed MKBM ....Ok bang....
MKBM acknowledge.....
Fear that i am late for ching ming which i dun want people to blame me for causing the lateness...but all this contra off with the companion and conversation with MKBM...
Since back home early i went for a basketball game....hear bus back from town and i look upon.
I saw MKBM and acknowledge presence and MKBM acknowledge back...
Smile in heart...good day...positive with MKBM presence...
Ops...its 5+++ in the evening and i still see MKBM..
Ha ...full shift.....suddenly i feel sorry for MKBM
Really from the bottom of my heart i feel sorry and concern for MKBM who is still working....full shift...pity...sudden feel like cut in heart...bleeding...
In heart i hope the loaf of bread given can indirectly help supply energy for the day and the bottle of mineral water as fluid to refresh self under the hot day....
MKBM pls take k...rest well....skip midah and go short cut if possible...
Even i cant stand...i dose off at 9+++...too tired....ZZZZzzzzz
I was selfish. Did I ever thought of MKBM who might be still running his last trip ???? while i was asleep...i m sorry...i really tired...
At times i dun understand why there is such unfairness .......
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Wasted Opportunity
Saturday 16/04/11
I get up early morning andto 7 eleven to get loaf of bread...
actually bread is not for myself
is for mkbm...i pack it nicely together with a can of nescafe latte for mkbm as breakfast treat from me...
at 6.45am saw D044 back from town...ah good...
waited and waited but no bus...waited till 8.15am came D044 coming out...
but some changes ...coz saw chic also waiting for bus..
so no point breakfast treat for mkbm...
myself cant be compare with chic...
of course mkbm is full upon seeing chic...breakfast to recycle bin....
so bread left over for sis and myself continue waiting for bus..
finally at 8.15am D044 is coming out...
i went over...ops....its not mkbm....its wahab..
maybe my guessing was right...mkbm on leave on sat to get ready for shift change on sunday...
no wonder mkbm ask me besok ......why such a question from mkbm i am thinking back...
why??? mkbm would like to invite me for some event or what...or just asking...
any intention behind the question???
immediate sorrow but wahab is ok too and furthermore for the first time i have a new companion...its chic....
stare thru chic......thick makeup and XXXXX!!!!!!...
half way thru journey chic get up...what is chic trying to do....
chic goes stand close to the driver...arrgh....what chic is trying to do...
if not wrong is chic action.....seduction....and the unfortunate one will get con..
ooooiiii.....come on.....this is an indecent action !!!! should be punish !!!!!
chic alight...yes destination is majestic....
haha...cant you see this area is non class at all...and from the outfit can confirm chic does not belongs to office cztegory....
is low class but trying to bring self up...ha..no use...low casta...
raining for half day....all plan activities cancel but feel so uneasy coz unable to attend pc fair which only come every 4 months...
4 months...not easy to pass...especially when you are quarantine in the dungeon.
lucky i am back smooth without much wait...coz one bus which is D074 is missing..
Lokman could be on leave....yes...lokman you deserve a rest day...rest well
i knew that you are the most hardworking one....i know...i been monitoring...
you deserve or you earn the leave...
i am back with haja....ha....first time i saw haja with winbreaker on....
that cold in the bus??? no ??? haja is sick...can hear haja coughing....
dun worry...as a friend i will give u drinks i bought especially for haja,lokman and mkbm...of course the best will be reserved for mkbm...
hence when alight i gave haja a bottle of mineral water and 100 plus which i just bought at 99speedmart @ wangsa maju.
night task completed....chic back with haja....
I get up early morning andto 7 eleven to get loaf of bread...
actually bread is not for myself
is for mkbm...i pack it nicely together with a can of nescafe latte for mkbm as breakfast treat from me...
at 6.45am saw D044 back from town...ah good...
waited and waited but no bus...waited till 8.15am came D044 coming out...
but some changes ...coz saw chic also waiting for bus..
so no point breakfast treat for mkbm...
myself cant be compare with chic...
of course mkbm is full upon seeing chic...breakfast to recycle bin....
so bread left over for sis and myself continue waiting for bus..
finally at 8.15am D044 is coming out...
i went over...ops....its not mkbm....its wahab..
maybe my guessing was right...mkbm on leave on sat to get ready for shift change on sunday...
no wonder mkbm ask me besok ......why such a question from mkbm i am thinking back...
why??? mkbm would like to invite me for some event or what...or just asking...
any intention behind the question???
immediate sorrow but wahab is ok too and furthermore for the first time i have a new companion...its chic....
stare thru chic......thick makeup and XXXXX!!!!!!...
half way thru journey chic get up...what is chic trying to do....
chic goes stand close to the driver...arrgh....what chic is trying to do...
if not wrong is chic action.....seduction....and the unfortunate one will get con..
ooooiiii.....come on.....this is an indecent action !!!! should be punish !!!!!
chic alight...yes destination is majestic....
haha...cant you see this area is non class at all...and from the outfit can confirm chic does not belongs to office cztegory....
is low class but trying to bring self up...ha..no use...low casta...
raining for half day....all plan activities cancel but feel so uneasy coz unable to attend pc fair which only come every 4 months...
4 months...not easy to pass...especially when you are quarantine in the dungeon.
lucky i am back smooth without much wait...coz one bus which is D074 is missing..
Lokman could be on leave....yes...lokman you deserve a rest day...rest well
i knew that you are the most hardworking one....i know...i been monitoring...
you deserve or you earn the leave...
i am back with haja....ha....first time i saw haja with winbreaker on....
that cold in the bus??? no ??? haja is sick...can hear haja coughing....
dun worry...as a friend i will give u drinks i bought especially for haja,lokman and mkbm...of course the best will be reserved for mkbm...
hence when alight i gave haja a bottle of mineral water and 100 plus which i just bought at 99speedmart @ wangsa maju.
night task completed....chic back with haja....
Friday, April 15, 2011
Slim Chance...But Yes....Can Meet
Friday 15/04/11
If not wrong MKBM on morning shift but uncertain coz from 6am till 6.45am didnt see MKBM...
Just bet luck and hope i can be back with MKBM
Since idiot away to Penang and i seems transparent i decide to leave early...
i carry with me a packet of jacob bis with me specially for mkbm...
i have to left early say 11.50am to be able be back with MKBM coz friday is hard to get transport...but condition doesnt allow me to leave 11.50am..
Hence stay till 12pm and off i go...crumpler to go with me...i cant left crumpler alone @ office...
Yellow ad bus pass...heart immediately crash....mkbm gone!!!!
but could it be mkbm...
My quote :Salam bang
MKBM quote : Hi....
My quote : MKBM speaks soft...can hear well
I bend to ask MKBM apa tu...
MKBM quote : besok
My quote : besok pagi
My quote: semalam kerja malam...
malam keluar lagi...cari makan...apa boleh buat...
tak masuk boss marah pulak...
THANK GOD. I make it coz GOD help me..
MKBM really i appreciate the journey with you...
MKBM my friend...some sort of encouraging friend...
TAKE K MKBM...
saw Lokman....i guess lokman must be on full shift...takek...
will carry cans of water to reward you which you deserve...
Haja on night shift too....as well as Kumaran..
Take k friends...
If not wrong MKBM on morning shift but uncertain coz from 6am till 6.45am didnt see MKBM...
Just bet luck and hope i can be back with MKBM
Since idiot away to Penang and i seems transparent i decide to leave early...
i carry with me a packet of jacob bis with me specially for mkbm...
i have to left early say 11.50am to be able be back with MKBM coz friday is hard to get transport...but condition doesnt allow me to leave 11.50am..
Hence stay till 12pm and off i go...crumpler to go with me...i cant left crumpler alone @ office...
Yellow ad bus pass...heart immediately crash....mkbm gone!!!!
but could it be mkbm...
My quote :Salam bang
MKBM quote : Hi....
My quote : MKBM speaks soft...can hear well
I bend to ask MKBM apa tu...
MKBM quote : besok
My quote : besok pagi
My quote: semalam kerja malam...
malam keluar lagi...cari makan...apa boleh buat...
tak masuk boss marah pulak...
THANK GOD. I make it coz GOD help me..
MKBM really i appreciate the journey with you...
MKBM my friend...some sort of encouraging friend...
TAKE K MKBM...
saw Lokman....i guess lokman must be on full shift...takek...
will carry cans of water to reward you which you deserve...
Haja on night shift too....as well as Kumaran..
Take k friends...
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Paradise Disappeared
Thursday 14/04/11.
Dear all...good morning...
Thought it was a good start...
Saw bread delivery van coming hence i need to go over to provision shop to get a loaf of bread so that i neednt disturb dad the next morning
While crossing road saw D044 approaching down...
Just dun know why i reacted to cross back and stand still to cross the road again...
Coincident there is a car wanted to come out from parking lot at 212 and D044 stop and sound its honk
I look upon and saw its MKBM...Cheers
However, I dare not cross street despite no car coming...
Coz would like to let MKBM go ahead first then only myself
MKBM saw me standing and lift hand to acknowledge...
Of course upon seeing MKBM heart smile deep...i acknowledge back
THANK GOD for the opportunity to meet up with MKBM...
Instant energy and couragement to me for the day...
Work....arghh.....my hope vanished....
Victor send me a reply ....GIOD_Risk Management dun need additional head count....there is some restructure...
I remain clam and steady...no choice...i should have knew....
I am in a low period at the moment....nothing seems smooth...
sadness in heart....looks like have to stay put with CCS and continue to be brainless...
But dun know whether self can stand it or not.....
Neighbourhood watch.....chic back...
Again its kumaran who send chic back...
Yesteday wed 13/04/11 also kumaran is the guinea pig
Lucky that mkbm on morning shift else for 2 consecutive nights mkbm will get "charm"...
Dear all...good morning...
Thought it was a good start...
Saw bread delivery van coming hence i need to go over to provision shop to get a loaf of bread so that i neednt disturb dad the next morning
While crossing road saw D044 approaching down...
Just dun know why i reacted to cross back and stand still to cross the road again...
Coincident there is a car wanted to come out from parking lot at 212 and D044 stop and sound its honk
I look upon and saw its MKBM...Cheers
However, I dare not cross street despite no car coming...
Coz would like to let MKBM go ahead first then only myself
MKBM saw me standing and lift hand to acknowledge...
Of course upon seeing MKBM heart smile deep...i acknowledge back
THANK GOD for the opportunity to meet up with MKBM...
Instant energy and couragement to me for the day...
Work....arghh.....my hope vanished....
Victor send me a reply ....GIOD_Risk Management dun need additional head count....there is some restructure...
I remain clam and steady...no choice...i should have knew....
I am in a low period at the moment....nothing seems smooth...
sadness in heart....looks like have to stay put with CCS and continue to be brainless...
But dun know whether self can stand it or not.....
Neighbourhood watch.....chic back...
Again its kumaran who send chic back...
Yesteday wed 13/04/11 also kumaran is the guinea pig
Lucky that mkbm on morning shift else for 2 consecutive nights mkbm will get "charm"...
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Tuesday 19/04/11..
Good morning everyone....good morning...
Why suddenly so cheerful.....
Ah ha...there must be a reson behind...Yes...Correct..
Guess....Story begins...
Saw a U45 coming out...looks familiar to me...Its D044
quickly i grab crumpler and rush out...
i stand still right in front of house...guess who i saw...
its mkbm....
honk honk....early morning surprise
its mkbm back from town using short cut...
its mkbm...mkbm look through...i didnt notice is mkbm
THANK GOD...its mkbm and he acknowledge me...
of course i smile....cheers...and acknowledge back...
Lokman on full shift.....oh gosh...
lokman is the best......
applause applause applause...
suppport for me to pass thru the day...
Good morning everyone....good morning...
Why suddenly so cheerful.....
Ah ha...there must be a reson behind...Yes...Correct..
Guess....Story begins...
Saw a U45 coming out...looks familiar to me...Its D044
quickly i grab crumpler and rush out...
i stand still right in front of house...guess who i saw...
its mkbm....
honk honk....early morning surprise
its mkbm back from town using short cut...
its mkbm...mkbm look through...i didnt notice is mkbm
THANK GOD...its mkbm and he acknowledge me...
of course i smile....cheers...and acknowledge back...
Lokman on full shift.....oh gosh...
lokman is the best......
applause applause applause...
suppport for me to pass thru the day...
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Broken Heart...Almost Out
Sun 10/04/11..
Actually i thought of going to office to complete the brainless A-Z customers listing...but have second thought...
Complete at home since i have copy file to thumb drive...semantan??? not mbc...location far and waste transport cost and double claim for weekend....
Double claim...for sure bastard will make noise...
So plan to office cancelled...
Go to meet up with 9uncle instead and have special lunch today @ cili padi in conjunction with his birthday..
so up @ 6.30am and complete house chores and ready to town...
first bus 6.45am....peep from room...its Lokman...
Lokman.....again....and is the first bus at 6.45am on weekend sunday???
My respect for Lokman....Friday night shift, Saturday full shift, Sunday full shift
Then came the D044...who...its MKBM...
YAHOO!!!! MKBM is back....So my guessing was right yesterday...
MKBM on leave yesterday to rest well for Sunday morning shift...
OK...tell self need to get something for MKBM
Out to med provision shop...get a packet of jacob apricot bis for MKBM..
Then rush back...Get it pack nicely and neat to be given to MKBM
Waited and waited...then came D044...out to town...
Board bus and greeted MKBM "Pagi bang"
Notice MKBM smile and look thru...at times he stare back...
When reach destination...signal Thanks and MKBM acknowledge back...
Smile in heart...exactly 7 days since i last with MKBM
Then rush thru today's errand...birthday treat for 9uncle....quick quick quick..
in heart i knew i might not be able to catch MKBM on time due to much interruption..
waited and waited...keep calculate timing....
oh....really...i miss mkbm...i am back with Lokman...
lokman is ok too for me....but feel uneasy coz i have nothing for lokman today despite his hardwaorking and well deserve applause..
MKBM full shift...
i am so loss...just dun know why????
feel like crying...suddenly i miss mkbm and lokman much
why...others are relaxing at home and while mkbm and lokman on full shift since 6am..
why so unfair.....i miss them much...just dun know why....especially mkbm...
what i can do for them is pray to god to protect them...may they be well and fine..
Actually i thought of going to office to complete the brainless A-Z customers listing...but have second thought...
Complete at home since i have copy file to thumb drive...semantan??? not mbc...location far and waste transport cost and double claim for weekend....
Double claim...for sure bastard will make noise...
So plan to office cancelled...
Go to meet up with 9uncle instead and have special lunch today @ cili padi in conjunction with his birthday..
so up @ 6.30am and complete house chores and ready to town...
first bus 6.45am....peep from room...its Lokman...
Lokman.....again....and is the first bus at 6.45am on weekend sunday???
My respect for Lokman....Friday night shift, Saturday full shift, Sunday full shift
Then came the D044...who...its MKBM...
YAHOO!!!! MKBM is back....So my guessing was right yesterday...
MKBM on leave yesterday to rest well for Sunday morning shift...
OK...tell self need to get something for MKBM
Out to med provision shop...get a packet of jacob apricot bis for MKBM..
Then rush back...Get it pack nicely and neat to be given to MKBM
Waited and waited...then came D044...out to town...
Board bus and greeted MKBM "Pagi bang"
Notice MKBM smile and look thru...at times he stare back...
When reach destination...signal Thanks and MKBM acknowledge back...
Smile in heart...exactly 7 days since i last with MKBM
Then rush thru today's errand...birthday treat for 9uncle....quick quick quick..
in heart i knew i might not be able to catch MKBM on time due to much interruption..
waited and waited...keep calculate timing....
oh....really...i miss mkbm...i am back with Lokman...
lokman is ok too for me....but feel uneasy coz i have nothing for lokman today despite his hardwaorking and well deserve applause..
MKBM full shift...
i am so loss...just dun know why????
feel like crying...suddenly i miss mkbm and lokman much
why...others are relaxing at home and while mkbm and lokman on full shift since 6am..
why so unfair.....i miss them much...just dun know why....especially mkbm...
what i can do for them is pray to god to protect them...may they be well and fine..
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Reward Lokman
Sat 09/04/11
rather sad...why...coz no sign of mkbm...
D044 is the first bus to town @ 6.45am...peep out from room...
Its Kumaran...hence by right mkbm on night shift again...
to wait for mkbm at tm stop....think twice....it will be real late...which i might run out of time...hence myself let go...but mkbm remain the most important person..
However, saw lokman.....i salute lokman much
yesterday night shift and full shift today coz its 8.30pm and still saw lokman around dropping off passengers back from town...
lokman really deserve to be rewarded...
i went sogo....ojective is to get edible stuffs for MKBM, Lokman and Haja...
grab a few cans of drinks....and a quick move back home...
i am extreme hungry and need to be back with lokman...
i have bought lokman a few cans of drinks to reward him..
upon alight i gave lokman a bottle of mineral water and a can of lipton tea as a small reward token from me...
nothing much...no special intention...is just that i pity friends of mine and understand the tiredness...
no matter what circumstances MKBM remain the top person who deserves more and enjoy better gifts from me...MKBM you remain at top and most important person...
saw D044 at night but too fast...uncertain who it was...
but from action looks like is kumaran...
mkbm on leave ready for tomorrow morning shift ????
take k...guys...enjoy your weekend...
hmmm...some additional add on...
its 9.07 pm.....hear bus back....peep out...saw D104...its Haja
fuck...saw chic sitted right in front adjacent to Haja...
i always keep asking self why chic is always sitting right in front??? why???
haja be strong...dun get seduce by the horny chic....bitch!!!!
rather sad...why...coz no sign of mkbm...
D044 is the first bus to town @ 6.45am...peep out from room...
Its Kumaran...hence by right mkbm on night shift again...
to wait for mkbm at tm stop....think twice....it will be real late...which i might run out of time...hence myself let go...but mkbm remain the most important person..
However, saw lokman.....i salute lokman much
yesterday night shift and full shift today coz its 8.30pm and still saw lokman around dropping off passengers back from town...
lokman really deserve to be rewarded...
i went sogo....ojective is to get edible stuffs for MKBM, Lokman and Haja...
grab a few cans of drinks....and a quick move back home...
i am extreme hungry and need to be back with lokman...
i have bought lokman a few cans of drinks to reward him..
upon alight i gave lokman a bottle of mineral water and a can of lipton tea as a small reward token from me...
nothing much...no special intention...is just that i pity friends of mine and understand the tiredness...
no matter what circumstances MKBM remain the top person who deserves more and enjoy better gifts from me...MKBM you remain at top and most important person...
saw D044 at night but too fast...uncertain who it was...
but from action looks like is kumaran...
mkbm on leave ready for tomorrow morning shift ????
take k...guys...enjoy your weekend...
hmmm...some additional add on...
its 9.07 pm.....hear bus back....peep out...saw D104...its Haja
fuck...saw chic sitted right in front adjacent to Haja...
i always keep asking self why chic is always sitting right in front??? why???
haja be strong...dun get seduce by the horny chic....bitch!!!!
Friday, April 8, 2011
Yahoo???? -3 Friends-
Friday 08/04/11
Today my last day with CCS.
Actually should be Yahoo...but i am loss instead..
Have not find landing place....still hanging in the air...
Where to go....????
On way home saw D044...knew its mkbm...mkbm on night shift since monday 11/04/11
smile in heart....finally saw mkbm...
friends on night shift 08/04/11...mkbm, lokman, haja
all three my friends...take k friends....its cold out there...
i will reward the 3 of you accordingly when we meet...
god bless....safe journey home and rest well..
no sign of chic home tonight....if not wrong chic is on leave today...
i saw a blonde walking back home ard 6.00pm...heading same direction...so could that be chic...
Today my last day with CCS.
Actually should be Yahoo...but i am loss instead..
Have not find landing place....still hanging in the air...
Where to go....????
On way home saw D044...knew its mkbm...mkbm on night shift since monday 11/04/11
smile in heart....finally saw mkbm...
friends on night shift 08/04/11...mkbm, lokman, haja
all three my friends...take k friends....its cold out there...
i will reward the 3 of you accordingly when we meet...
god bless....safe journey home and rest well..
no sign of chic home tonight....if not wrong chic is on leave today...
i saw a blonde walking back home ard 6.00pm...heading same direction...so could that be chic...
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
3 stories for the Day
Wed 06/04/11
Brother Kenneth....pls pls take good care of self...
you should prioritize yourself too....dun always sacrifice self for others..
THANKS for everything from spending me lunch to send me back to mbc...
i feel so grateful and appreciate those chances you have given to me...
when reached destination (mbc) brother kenneth gave me $100 cash...
no..i won't accept...if you treat me as your sis.
furthermore free lunch and transport right at the door step is provided...where else expenses might incurred...
doing work for brother kenneth is consider learning from him...
brother kenneth is good.. manage well..and sucesssful person.....
if only i could follow brother kenneth footstep...
from the bottom of my heart can feel that brother kenneth have some "unsolved" issues with him....ranging from work to personel....which causes brother to have an unclear mind at times....
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wow...what a wait for u45 today....
its 1hour and 20 mins wait at jusco....
raining and i am all wet...
back with haja....
upon alight gave haja a can of nescafe and a packet of peanuts..
haja u deserve it....its raining and u might be cold....and u on night shift...
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back to neighbour hood watch at night...
saw chic sitting right in front, the first seat adjacent to the driver...
wonder why chic is always at front seat....seduce who....
haja the one who is unlucky sending chic back...
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Brother Kenneth....pls pls take good care of self...
you should prioritize yourself too....dun always sacrifice self for others..
THANKS for everything from spending me lunch to send me back to mbc...
i feel so grateful and appreciate those chances you have given to me...
when reached destination (mbc) brother kenneth gave me $100 cash...
no..i won't accept...if you treat me as your sis.
furthermore free lunch and transport right at the door step is provided...where else expenses might incurred...
doing work for brother kenneth is consider learning from him...
brother kenneth is good.. manage well..and sucesssful person.....
if only i could follow brother kenneth footstep...
from the bottom of my heart can feel that brother kenneth have some "unsolved" issues with him....ranging from work to personel....which causes brother to have an unclear mind at times....
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wow...what a wait for u45 today....
its 1hour and 20 mins wait at jusco....
raining and i am all wet...
back with haja....
upon alight gave haja a can of nescafe and a packet of peanuts..
haja u deserve it....its raining and u might be cold....and u on night shift...
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
back to neighbour hood watch at night...
saw chic sitting right in front, the first seat adjacent to the driver...
wonder why chic is always at front seat....seduce who....
haja the one who is unlucky sending chic back...
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
16 hours Non Stop...
Tuesday 05/04/11
myself up too early ....@ 3.50am...to complete house chores before going to serdang stn for free transport to Kenneth's office...
i was early and stay @ serdang stn till 7.10am....i was asleep @ serdang stn while waiting for time to pass..
oh!!!! after work coming back from serdang to home was a real pain in the ass...
Interruption of ktm commuter service for an hour...
myself caught in the train feeling exhausted and cold for an hour..
what a day....i was already late and yet get caught in the ktm commuter for an hour... argh....so tired....and yet nobody understand me...
those at home only keeps on yelling why not back...
come on !!!! i guess i am more tiring compare to anyone of you at home...
i was up at 4.00am to do house chores and out to work at 6am and only back at 8.30pm.....can't they understand my tiredness and cold and low energy due to empty stomach..
if this is dog...i can swear he collapse. if not collapse he complain....but no point compare self with useless dog...
kenneth work sounds boring but no choice...
since i say i am willing to help i have to keep to promise...
to help/assist where i can
since late unable to do much neighbour hood watch...
but nevertheless saw what i dun want to see...
chic again back with mkbm...
if you tell me they have no relation....
i doubt i myself will belief and so do others....
where on earth there is cat that dun eat fish or rat...
also managed to see lokman...
lokman do take k.....understand the tiredness of working full shift....
i will reward you accordingly as a friend...
i was so tired and bored hence go to sleep...
while asleep suddenly i hear bus back from town....
look at watch ....its 00:07am....
what...is the next day morning already.....
who could this be....bus without advertisement...
if ask me i can guarantee its lokman
only he is the hardworking and responsible one...
God bless u...takek...its cold out there...make sure you rest....important...to rest.
myself up too early ....@ 3.50am...to complete house chores before going to serdang stn for free transport to Kenneth's office...
i was early and stay @ serdang stn till 7.10am....i was asleep @ serdang stn while waiting for time to pass..
oh!!!! after work coming back from serdang to home was a real pain in the ass...
Interruption of ktm commuter service for an hour...
myself caught in the train feeling exhausted and cold for an hour..
what a day....i was already late and yet get caught in the ktm commuter for an hour... argh....so tired....and yet nobody understand me...
those at home only keeps on yelling why not back...
come on !!!! i guess i am more tiring compare to anyone of you at home...
i was up at 4.00am to do house chores and out to work at 6am and only back at 8.30pm.....can't they understand my tiredness and cold and low energy due to empty stomach..
if this is dog...i can swear he collapse. if not collapse he complain....but no point compare self with useless dog...
kenneth work sounds boring but no choice...
since i say i am willing to help i have to keep to promise...
to help/assist where i can
since late unable to do much neighbour hood watch...
but nevertheless saw what i dun want to see...
chic again back with mkbm...
if you tell me they have no relation....
i doubt i myself will belief and so do others....
where on earth there is cat that dun eat fish or rat...
also managed to see lokman...
lokman do take k.....understand the tiredness of working full shift....
i will reward you accordingly as a friend...
i was so tired and bored hence go to sleep...
while asleep suddenly i hear bus back from town....
look at watch ....its 00:07am....
what...is the next day morning already.....
who could this be....bus without advertisement...
if ask me i can guarantee its lokman
only he is the hardworking and responsible one...
God bless u...takek...its cold out there...make sure you rest....important...to rest.
Monday, April 4, 2011
MKBM & Chic Relations ????
Monday 04/04/11
I was on half day....i left @12.30pm without informing anyone...
i know i am wrong but no choice...just pack and go...body aching pain...overwork..
people here are snob.. just look down on you..so why polite and be courtesy enough..
damn it...driver is really "sick"...
not coming back to midah....i have to walk from midah tengah back home...
came night...neighbour hood watch.....saw chic back with mkbm
very frank, i think mkbm got some kind of "relation" with chic..
earlier i saw mkbm @ 4.30pm and the next round at 7.30pm
Then at 8.45pm i saw chic back with mkbm...
Ah...looks like timing is fishy here...curiosity rise...
something just not right....
also i noticed mkbm always got suspicious phone call....who....chic...
but who cares....none of my business...there are more important to settle now...
caribee...u r loss in your work....this just cant continue....concentrate on something new.....dun waste time doing non benefit things...and wasted future....pls...wake up and be strong......move forward....
is faith that i have no friends...i was born to be alone...
I was on half day....i left @12.30pm without informing anyone...
i know i am wrong but no choice...just pack and go...body aching pain...overwork..
people here are snob.. just look down on you..so why polite and be courtesy enough..
damn it...driver is really "sick"...
not coming back to midah....i have to walk from midah tengah back home...
came night...neighbour hood watch.....saw chic back with mkbm
very frank, i think mkbm got some kind of "relation" with chic..
earlier i saw mkbm @ 4.30pm and the next round at 7.30pm
Then at 8.45pm i saw chic back with mkbm...
Ah...looks like timing is fishy here...curiosity rise...
something just not right....
also i noticed mkbm always got suspicious phone call....who....chic...
but who cares....none of my business...there are more important to settle now...
caribee...u r loss in your work....this just cant continue....concentrate on something new.....dun waste time doing non benefit things...and wasted future....pls...wake up and be strong......move forward....
is faith that i have no friends...i was born to be alone...
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Finally....Worried lessen
Sunday 03/04/11..
First of all Happy Birthday to my sister...
Its her birthday today..
Myself weekend turn weekday.....why do i say so...
Reason being myself up @ 4.15 for washing then shower follow be prayers and finally to work...
Yes, i need to go back to office today to complete some work...
Trade Finance downloading ,printing and some bastard alphabet A-Z customers identification...
Quickly i complete house chores and waited outside at 6.10am...hoping that there will be bus at 6.15am or 6.45am...
Waited and waited....excatly one hour which i almost gave up going to office..
finally bus came....and i quickly went across...
surprise...guess who.....its mkbm...
i wish mkbm morning and proceed to seat...
alight at tm stop and signal thanks...i walk faster hence walk pass front and signal THANKS to mkbm once more.
MKBM smile and acknowledge back my THANKS
Quickly to complete task at office and wait for u82 back to town
oh...what along wait for u82...i have fear i will miss mkbm...
if i miss the 12 o'clock timing then it will be another 2 hours wait and will i be back with mkbm again coz is shift changing time.
quick quick quick...i am in a speed to reach tm stop...
finally just 10mins wait then came mkbm...
THANK GOD...i am JIT (just in time)...
mkbm quote : baik?? or balik ??? mkbm speak soft...cant really hear well...
my quote : baru habis kerja
then hand over a can of revive drink bought at kl central to mkbm
my quote : ada lagi
mkbm quote : apa lagi
my quote : ni...bagi...baru dapat...
mkbm quote : terima kasih
my quote : sama...
reached home...alight and thank mkbm whereby mkbm acknowledge back..
since early myself to basketball court for a game and go cycling..
while playing came u45...who...i look out and saw mkbm
mkbm saw me too at basketball court...mkbm honk to signal and we both waive hand to acknowledge each other...
tired sunday but worth it...coz finally mkbm is back.....
First of all Happy Birthday to my sister...
Its her birthday today..
Myself weekend turn weekday.....why do i say so...
Reason being myself up @ 4.15 for washing then shower follow be prayers and finally to work...
Yes, i need to go back to office today to complete some work...
Trade Finance downloading ,printing and some bastard alphabet A-Z customers identification...
Quickly i complete house chores and waited outside at 6.10am...hoping that there will be bus at 6.15am or 6.45am...
Waited and waited....excatly one hour which i almost gave up going to office..
finally bus came....and i quickly went across...
surprise...guess who.....its mkbm...
i wish mkbm morning and proceed to seat...
alight at tm stop and signal thanks...i walk faster hence walk pass front and signal THANKS to mkbm once more.
MKBM smile and acknowledge back my THANKS
Quickly to complete task at office and wait for u82 back to town
oh...what along wait for u82...i have fear i will miss mkbm...
if i miss the 12 o'clock timing then it will be another 2 hours wait and will i be back with mkbm again coz is shift changing time.
quick quick quick...i am in a speed to reach tm stop...
finally just 10mins wait then came mkbm...
THANK GOD...i am JIT (just in time)...
mkbm quote : baik?? or balik ??? mkbm speak soft...cant really hear well...
my quote : baru habis kerja
then hand over a can of revive drink bought at kl central to mkbm
my quote : ada lagi
mkbm quote : apa lagi
my quote : ni...bagi...baru dapat...
mkbm quote : terima kasih
my quote : sama...
reached home...alight and thank mkbm whereby mkbm acknowledge back..
since early myself to basketball court for a game and go cycling..
while playing came u45...who...i look out and saw mkbm
mkbm saw me too at basketball court...mkbm honk to signal and we both waive hand to acknowledge each other...
tired sunday but worth it...coz finally mkbm is back.....
Saturday, April 2, 2011
14 Days Passed....No Sign
Saturday 02/04/11.
Up early despite weekend...need to complete washing before going out...
Myself 50% 50% here...mkbm morning or afternoon shift???
if morning i have complete washing so that I can to town early and back early too with mkbm..
henceforth, will be meeting 9uncle early too..
Else all program for the day will be late so that i can be back with mkbm..
Ehh...things look different today...
Neither Kumaran nor MKBM driving D044..
Its Lokman instead....hint i knew no point early....
but afternoon MKBM on which bus D044, D074 or D104 ???
Ops...Hard to determine....
myself to town with Wahab...i plan to give Wahab a packet of peanuts, 2 can vanilla coke and one tube oreo biscuit...
Wahab is mum's and dad's friend....so i give items above mentioning its given by dad.
I reward Wahab being he is the first one to town on weekend while people are still sleeping....hardworking ...to reward...
on weekdays he is usually the first person heading to town too...
myself to 9uncle house to settle task and learn driving...
then back to town...from titiwangsa to masjid jamed then to tm stop.
who could i be back with....
THANK GOD...is just a 5 mins wait and bus came ...heard people say they have been waiting for 2 hours
bus came . Its D044 ....but look miserable...is someone i dun know...
on the way back saw D104...its kumaran....
at jusco turning saw D074 with no destination plate and empty bus..
driver is someone unknown too...
i start to feel lucky and worried
Lucky due to THANK GOD...is just 5 mins wait...one bus is missing in action and furthermore myself too tired and hungry..
Worrried becoz where is mkbm...i start missing this person...
14 days passed and i didn't see MKBM...
what happened...on leave???? running another route..??
take k whereever you are...someone missing u...
Up early despite weekend...need to complete washing before going out...
Myself 50% 50% here...mkbm morning or afternoon shift???
if morning i have complete washing so that I can to town early and back early too with mkbm..
henceforth, will be meeting 9uncle early too..
Else all program for the day will be late so that i can be back with mkbm..
Ehh...things look different today...
Neither Kumaran nor MKBM driving D044..
Its Lokman instead....hint i knew no point early....
but afternoon MKBM on which bus D044, D074 or D104 ???
Ops...Hard to determine....
myself to town with Wahab...i plan to give Wahab a packet of peanuts, 2 can vanilla coke and one tube oreo biscuit...
Wahab is mum's and dad's friend....so i give items above mentioning its given by dad.
I reward Wahab being he is the first one to town on weekend while people are still sleeping....hardworking ...to reward...
on weekdays he is usually the first person heading to town too...
myself to 9uncle house to settle task and learn driving...
then back to town...from titiwangsa to masjid jamed then to tm stop.
who could i be back with....
THANK GOD...is just a 5 mins wait and bus came ...heard people say they have been waiting for 2 hours
bus came . Its D044 ....but look miserable...is someone i dun know...
on the way back saw D104...its kumaran....
at jusco turning saw D074 with no destination plate and empty bus..
driver is someone unknown too...
i start to feel lucky and worried
Lucky due to THANK GOD...is just 5 mins wait...one bus is missing in action and furthermore myself too tired and hungry..
Worrried becoz where is mkbm...i start missing this person...
14 days passed and i didn't see MKBM...
what happened...on leave???? running another route..??
take k whereever you are...someone missing u...
Friday, April 1, 2011
Again i miss
Friday 01/04/11.
I left office @ 2.30pm...
There is work but i just dun feel like doing it...brainless...brainless...
So pick up crumpler and off i go but need a reason to leave early...
Reason told is that i am to HRD to escape self..
At kl sentral bought a can of drink from vending machine..
Actually drink is not for me...is for my u45 friends..
Whoever i board i will give it to him...hot weather...
Just a small complement from me
Maybe is faith...no chance meeting with mkbm..
frankly i dun know mkbm is on afternoon shift today...
once again i m back with D074 but driver is Haja..
Haja...long time i didnt see this friend of mine...
the last if not wrong is during CNY...
haja says : baju cantik...ada lebih...
my answer : baju tak ada lebih...ada minuman....hot weather out there...
drink bought @ kl sentral to given to haja to enjoy....
on the way back saw D044 approaching town..
its driven by mkbm...ha???mkbm on afternoon shift...
so conclusion ...if only i am late/slow i can be back with mkbm...
at night neighbour hood watch...
Oooooo...surprise..its 7.50pm...and chic is back with mkbm
chic standing right in front talking to mkbm
previously this kind of chicken act makes me feel heated up...
but now this kind of act is norm and not a feel of pinch in me...
maybe i learn how to let go and i have something worst which is bothered me...
this is history...chic so early...and chic alight @ 212....
where chic is heading...oooo...entered chinese medication shop then walk straight back...nah....none of my business...
end of story for the day.....does off...ZZZZZzzzzzzzz
I left office @ 2.30pm...
There is work but i just dun feel like doing it...brainless...brainless...
So pick up crumpler and off i go but need a reason to leave early...
Reason told is that i am to HRD to escape self..
At kl sentral bought a can of drink from vending machine..
Actually drink is not for me...is for my u45 friends..
Whoever i board i will give it to him...hot weather...
Just a small complement from me
Maybe is faith...no chance meeting with mkbm..
frankly i dun know mkbm is on afternoon shift today...
once again i m back with D074 but driver is Haja..
Haja...long time i didnt see this friend of mine...
the last if not wrong is during CNY...
haja says : baju cantik...ada lebih...
my answer : baju tak ada lebih...ada minuman....hot weather out there...
drink bought @ kl sentral to given to haja to enjoy....
on the way back saw D044 approaching town..
its driven by mkbm...ha???mkbm on afternoon shift...
so conclusion ...if only i am late/slow i can be back with mkbm...
at night neighbour hood watch...
Oooooo...surprise..its 7.50pm...and chic is back with mkbm
chic standing right in front talking to mkbm
previously this kind of chicken act makes me feel heated up...
but now this kind of act is norm and not a feel of pinch in me...
maybe i learn how to let go and i have something worst which is bothered me...
this is history...chic so early...and chic alight @ 212....
where chic is heading...oooo...entered chinese medication shop then walk straight back...nah....none of my business...
end of story for the day.....does off...ZZZZZzzzzzzzz
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