Keep my promise

Monday 30/05/11

Went to help Kenneth with his new website despite self still unfit for duty..
Tired...i am tired...but promise must be kept...must turn up to help...
Tired coz Wilson cried non-stop and vomitted during midnight...
Everyone was nervous...what happpened....drag till 1am +++
Just a few hours sleep then need to get up to do laundry and go for bowel...
Painful bowel...after bowel ended up resting in bed due to pain and I have lye self side instead.....too painful...i just cant sleep in the normal way....side way to lighten the pain and pressure on anus
Then go for shower and took breakfast and off to kenneth's office to assist on website...
On the way back I miss D104 while crossing the maybank main road...
Never mind or no choice but to wait for another hour....
So now left with D074 and D044...who will come first....D044..is it MKBM or Hazlee??
Finally, D074 came...Its Lokman...
Ok...never mind lokman is good too...I have bought along a bottle of revive and a can of green tea to be given out to replenish body fluid as weather out there is extremely hot...
While on the way back saw D044 in opposite direction...its MKBM...ok..
So MKBM on afternoon shift for the week...
While alight give away drinks to Lokman to enjoy...Lokman deserves it...
Take k...Careful driving...
While back home, diarrhoea...this add pain to the post operation wound and inflame the anus more...I have difficulty sitting..
Oh???? What happened....Pls help...Pain that cant be describe...Tears due to pain
Ohh....whole night complaining pain at anus....but nobody able to help...
Its 8.30pm - 9.15pm range, timing whereby chic is back. Saw chic back with Lokman.
Chic schedule...
Friday 27/05/11 - chic off ; Sat 28/05/11 - chic tak balik ;
Sun 29/05/11 - chic tak balik ; Monday 30/05/11 - Lokman
At 10pm heard bus coming out. Curious who???
Stand up and peep out...its MKBM. Why MKBM coming out at this timing..
Empty bus...lights off...off duty. But why MKBM use this route ???
While asleep still ask self...why MKBM come out at this hour...
Could it be MKBM miss me too...is just my guessing...I really miss MKBM...Its been a week plus since the last i am back with MKBM on 21/05/11...

Post Operation.....

Sunday 29/05/11

I have the most painful bowel in my life...
Bowel movement that lead to crying and cold sweat
Shit just got stuck and unable to come go in or out and to make things worst is the pain after the operation...
It tooks me almost an hour for bowel today...
Inflame anus thoughout the day...
Nothing much can be done but to stay indoor...of course did some monitoring...
Surprise D104 was driven by MKBM
I was caught by surprise too...
An immediate salutation from me for MKBM. MKBM deserves it...
Coz yesterday MKBM was on full shift and today on morning shift again...
Enough rest ???? MKBM you will be miss....I can't go out today as i have an operation lately and pain still persist..
Pity Hazlee who is on full shift and left 2 buses only which is D044 and D104...
Relief for MKBM on afternoon shift is Lokman
If only I am out to town, i will reward whoever i board with revive isotonic drink as the weather is xtremely hot out there..
Nice hot weather, if only i am fit to go out for a basketball and cycling game...
Arghh...so frustrated...Post operation pain...all outdoor activities cancelled....

I know...I been montoring...

Sat 28/05/11

MKBM on full shift.....this makes me feel sad...
Others might not know your tiredness and the salary you earned consist of blood and sweat...but I KNOW...
Honest....I know how painful it is working whole day without rest...
I being monitoring...MKBM came out(first trip) at 7.30am.
Subsequently, it was 9.30am and 11.45am trip to town...
The following timing saw MKBM back from town.....3.15pm, 5.30pm, 7.45pm
Heart sick seeing MKBM on full shift...but dun know how to help and in what way i can help...to lighten his duty..
Majority of people think bus drivers life is easy and they are lazy but i have a different opinion...I disgree with their view..
Take a look at Sham, MKBM, Hazlee, Wahab, Haja...there are all good drivers...and I even group them as my friends...
I will try to offer them drinks and snacks whenever I can...
Is tiring....I know...I understand...
MKBM especially you who is on full shift...please take care...careful driving and stay awake always...rest well...
God bless MKBM and the rest of the gang...

Admitted for Operation @ Pantai

Backdated event for Wed 25/05/11 , Thur 26/05/11 and Fri 27/05/11

Wed 25/05/11
Yahoo....no need to go to work....
I will be admitted today to Pantai Medical for Stapler Hemorrhoid operation..
Is yahoo as i can get day off but urgghhhhh for being away from home...
Unable to perform normal routine like exercise and neighbourhood watch...
Wake up as per daily scehdule 4.15am to do laundry then pack and off to pantai medical centre...
I hestitate dad sending me to pantai as to avoid drama but mum insist that to use his transport to go over to hospital as this timing is hard to catch a cab..
Reluctantly, I board and off to pantai medical centre...
Upon reaching destination mum wants to accompany me but dad started his drama hence i told mum i can handle....
In heart i keep asking what kind of parents am i having...where is the caring....
If you hate me kill me when i was a baby...rather than me suffering now..
Register self and admitted to ward 2001..
After some procedures I was wheelcar down to operation room...
I was anathestic the bottom half of my body from spinal till my legs...
Operation begins and finally successful and I was wheel bed back to room..
Subsequently, I was unconcious till I am awake feeling paralysed from bottom down...
I want to go pass urine but ended up blood on the floor...and need assistance to diaper up self...i feel myself so useless and ashamed....
As doctor remove dressing i was bleeding very badly...
I feel uncomfortable due to xtreme pain and keep pressing bell for assistance...
I need to get self inject in order to sleep and kill the pain but the time difference between the first and second jab must be at least 6 hours...
In my case is less than 6hours...wound area is painful...i can't wait...pls jab me...
Then nurse ask doc permission and ok...green light....
I got a jab and able to sleep....
Unable to discharge.....ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzz

Thur 26/05/11
The cotton bud wound absober seems to be a barrier in the anus and feel uncomfortable whole night..
Finally, while pass urine I get it removed and stunt the see the thickness and the amount of blood...
Doc come for visiting and ask upon condition...
Seem better today with lesser pain but pain do persist..
Nothing much i can do through out the day except to sleep...
Nobody came to visit me...now I know who is my real friends....
Some people are so cruel...sentence is directing to "M"....
I will remember how you treat me....
Next bed patient discharge and this make me feel so lonely and in fear...
Drama at home...no siblings came to visit me...
Arghh...Forget about them...They never care...
Have a look at MKBM on facebook via my nokia phone and clam down and pass thru the night safely....


Friday 27/05/11
Rainy day....dark sky....
Yahoo....I can be discharge...
Finally can go home...I am bored at hospital...
Have to go for shower to clean up self after 2 days dirty and unhealthy self...
Pray to THANK GOD i am back safely...
Even though i am discharge but slight pain still persist...on medication...
Next task is to monitor thru my long miss u45 friends,no doubt is just 2 days..
Saw D074 driven by tomato...Saw chic too...
Yes...i am right...chic off day on friday....
Saw chic dress up in a volupcious way and chatting around with people at shoplot and restaurant vicinity...
Chic social way...Arghhh...Nothing interesting throughout the afternoon till evening
Monitor thru but no sign of D044...Where...Not even Hazlee???
If i am right MKBM on leave today to rest well for full shift tomorrow...
Left 2 buses and is Haja and Tomato (full shift)
I was asleep and hear bus back from town...
Look at watch. Timing is 23:35pm...and Haja is still working out there...
Pity Haja...Take k...I will reward you when I board your bus...

sat

unexpected silence and short trip with mkbm
feel uncomfortable...as mkbm on full shift
disturb sleep...why all the 3 children of Foong Seng Cheong is so useless...
No good...why...faith...!!!!
unable to determine...
console is no sign of chic

sunday...
unexpected saw mkbm
thought able tobe back with mkbm but miss..
mkbm back to while i was almost to midf...
argh...nmisss...no choice....no luck...
coz would like to tell mkbm to invest in uoa dev ipo...
back with hazlee who is on full shift
plan to give revive drink but coincident alight rapidkl colleague...
so no choice....unable to gice isotonic water to hazlee
night time..saw chic back with tomato....
saw chic hand movement fonlding the driver hand...
chic ...cheap skate.!!!!!
lucky mkbm on night shift....
anyway its been some time since i last saw chic back with my u45 gang....

Thursday 19/05/11...

Went to kenneth's office...
Myself like Santa today giving out goodies...bis and chips to tun, isotonic drink for brother kennth and drinks for lokman
lokman deserve it....full shift...i feel not fair treatment when my friends on full shift..but the conso was i did give lokman a can and a bottle drinks...
mkbm on afternoon shift as at 3pm i saw hazlee back from town
since hazlee and lokman can turn in but why not MKBM...
Is MKBM making fun of me !!!!!
If chic MKBM will send right to door step and willing to wait...
Is true sentence as i seen this before...with my pair of eyes...
Its 7.45pm...and was raining heavily...i saw MKBM turn in and alight an unknown passenger....
Ask self...why can turn in today and not yesterday...
Is there any meaning or its is a coincident event...
Hurt....Is like a cut in the heart...unfair treatment
Still the best is Lokman....he deserve more the next round....
Lokman take k...its cold out there....and you on full shift....
MKBM do take care too despite you making fun of me...i remain concern for you...

NOT FAIR

Wednesday 18/05/11

Myself half day....Yahoo...Day i look forward to...
Lots of errand to run...
Firstly, need to go back to MBC to cut 2 bankers cheques for uncle seng choy rights entitlement..Then to Sogo to get something for MKBM...
Then need to rush home to put down things and change and off to pantai medical for follow up...
First and second task was completed smoothly...Third and Forth task end in a miserable way...
Then to my regular stop to wait for bus home...
Waited and waited till i get frustated...timing running out...pass 3pm and going to be 4pm....i will miss my follow up appointment...
Actually, my objective is to be back with MKBM but due to timing looks like whoever comes i have to board....no choice as there is an appointment which booking was at 3pm to 4pm.
I am really late for the appointment which i feel so bad that i am late...or should i postpone to tomorrow instead....so loss...
Finally bus came...good its D044 and its MKBM on afternoon shift....
Greet MKBM and proceed to far behind and get sitted...
While some passengers alight i move to the front...
Notice, MKBM never look thru mirror today...why....
When reached those bangalow MKBM waived me
OK...i walk to the front...why???...anything???
MKBM quote : depan a khemah...tak boleh lalu..
My quote : Habis macam mana...
MKBM quote : U boleh turun sini...jalan sikit....
My quote : Tak pa..jalan je....
Myself alighted and gave MKBM the packet of drinks and walk from bangalow to home...
Arrghhh...i was late and coincident event makes it even later...
Then finally after noise and unwanted drama from dad finally able to make it to pantai medical and back home...
Roughly around 7pm+++ i saw MKBM turn in and alight the "women"...
Why MKBM, you make fun of me.....
Arghh...i was true...u treat and consider people as friend but i get the opposite treatment....
i feel hurt....but this is my faith...i have no friends not to mention a true a loyal friend...
Opposite treatment and drama from dad makes the day end in a miserable way...
NOT FAIR....

WORTH IT...

Tuesday 17/05/11

Public holiday...YAHOOO....Its WESAK DAY..
Greetings.....HAPPY WESAK DAY.....
Get up slightly late and monitor thru morning shift team
Its Tomato,Haja,Hazlee...
OK...looks fine...MKBM on afternoon shift....
Complete house chores and then to sentul temple....
For 2 consecutive year on wesak day uncle seng choy will bring me to temple at brickfield and follow by the one located at sentul...
However, this year is exception...uncle seng choy in melbourne..
Henceforth, i went alone to the sentul temple
Pray and snap some photos and walk around the have a feel of the lively environment.
Then back to sogo to shop around while same time to get some stuffs for MKBM..
At times i am confuse...dun know what to get for MKBM
I pity MKBM who need to work on a public holiday and furthermore this week MKBM on night shift whidh makes life boring..
Finally took a bottle of mineral water and a can of nescafe mocha flavour
Then a slow walk to tm stop to be backwith MKBM
While crossing the street saw a yellow ad bus pass by...OOOOooooo....could it be MKBM
Sad moment for a while...then finally reach tm stop at 14.30pm
I knew sequence as i monitor thru this morning...
Due to long wait and forgot to bring some reading material told self whoever comes just go home...
Finally at 3.15pm...Haja came...
I forgo it....coz i knew the next one will be MKBM furthermore i have bought MKBM stuffs and only today i have the opprotunity to be back with MKBM...
Tomorrow my schedule is rather rush and uncertain of seqence for both wed and thur
So wait...OOOOOooooo...another hour wait i ask and told self !!!!
Geting more and more inpatient as i am tired of waiting and waiting place is not safe...
Look at watch timing..its just 16:00....well another half an hour wait...OOOOOooo
But finally saw D044 from distance...Yahoo...its just another 45minutes wait..
WORTH IT....Really WORTH IT
I board bus and greet MKBM ...salam bang...kerja
Then gave MKBM the bag of drinks....MKBM look at me and not taking it...
My quote : tadi singgah HQ...then MKBM took the bag of drinks and says terima kasih
All the way back from tm stop to midah no passengers except me and a malay lady who board at maybank stn...
YAHOO!!!! MKBM use short cut to send me back first...THANKS....
Have a short chat with MKBM
My quote : Bus kosong...cuti kot...
MKBM quote : Mungkin tadi ada satu bus....
But couldn't be coz Haja and MKBM timing is a difference of 45 mins...
My quote : Kerja malam
MKBM quote : He acknowledge...
My quote : Saya pun kerja malam minggu ni...
mkbm quote : Kerja...
My quote : Kerja malam balik petang...
My quote : Malam nanti pukul 10pm keluar balik...
My quote :Tak cuti...lagipun cuti tak banyak...satu tahun 20 hari je...
MKBM quote : Berapa hari...
My quote : 20 hari...
Tadi pun kena pergi HQ...sebelah sogo...Saya damansara....
MKBM quote : Bgn dekat sogo to dah siap
My quote : Dah...
My quote : Bila pergi HQ, sogo sebelah...takanlah lupa kawan...MKBM smile...
This is a HONEST and TRUE SENTENCE...whenever i am back HQ drop pby sogo to get some food for MBKM....coz we are friends and at least some treats for the day...
My quote : Kerja malam tu yang letih...Orang tidur kita kerja...
MKBM quote : ya betul...
MKBM dun worry, I will try to schedule my timing to ensure you have companion whenever you think you are alone...
Finally reach home....
My quote : Thank bang
MKBM quote : Terima kasih
My quote : Thank u bang...sama...
Cheers...worth it....its a best journey...THANK GOD...
MKBM, I value his friendship but uncertain whether is vice versa or not...
Noticed Haja on full shift but lights off and use main road to go off at 8.30pm..
Ok. Pass..Understood...Full shift is tiring...Back home to rest...
Haja, u remain the fast and funny friend of mine...

Fail to go off....

Monday 16/05/11

I have plans before going to work...
I would like to skip out by 3pm...
Why??? I need to go bank to get 2 cheques for uncle seng choy mbsb rights issue...
Besides that I would like to be back with MKBM...
High probability MKBM on night shift...
But knowing my condition to go off early is not easy...but try best...
Finally, I fail to go off @ 3pm....Damn it coz CCSCRM portal not working...
None able to troubleshoot.....Ha!!! not easy...if i am not wrong is something to do with javascripting and not the browser....
At 8.15pm while performing daily routine saw D044 back from town...Have a peep.
Shadown looks like is MKBM....coz blur windows ...Cold as it was raining...
MKBM if true it is you..please jacket on...its cold...
Its 9.32pm no sign of chic...oh relief !!! at least is no bingo!!!!

Morning OR Afternoon

Sunday 15/05/11

Wake up like working days...which is @ 4.15am
Do laundry and daily chores...
First bus at 6.45am...Peep thru...Immediately, my salutation to Lokman...
Yesterday full shift running U41 and today morning shift...
Not easy...make sure you rest well Lokman...
God bless you...
Next is Hazlee @ 7.45am...
Yes judgement is correct as well...
Yesterday MKBM on full shift and today MKBM on rest day...
In heart i ask self...no wonder MKBM ask me whether i am working tomorow...
Next round if such question ask..should ask back MKBM ...why??? want to invite for a drink or what??? Hahahaha...Myself OK...No worries...I dun mind...
Pity Hazlee who is running full shift...Take k....Rest well...
MKBM on leave..so next week how's the timing..morning or afternoon...
Neigbourhood watch...no bus back to midah until 10++ which is wahab..
Fishy...the last i saw chic is thursday 12/05/11..since then missing in action..

Regret

Saturday 14/05/11

I woke up as early as 4am...why...sleepness night...dun know why...
The idiot work @ office seems to be bothering me of late...
Sat...if not wrong MKBM on full shift today...and will come out at 7.45am..
Yes...my judgement was true indeed...
The next round will be 9.45am...i miss it...coz just back from haircut and need to refill stomach before going out...
Never mind..since full shift i prefer to be back with MKBM...
To town with Wahab and task to complete is banking and then to sogo...
Busy all the while...Yet to calculate actual timing...never mind lets walk to tm stop first and calculate later...if early i wait...
Furthermore energy running low...cant go any further...
Told self sequence...Within 30 mins came D074...
To Skip...Coz the coming will be MKBM...
Waited for quite sometime roughly 40 mins with disturbance like crazy man passing by and rain...
At times i ask self...what i am doing..is it worth it.....
Unable to answer as i am loss...uncertain my act is right or wrong...
Finally came D044...I waive and bus stop....I noticed MKBM smile...
I went up and greet MKBM....Salam bang...
Then proceed to sit somewhere in front...
I remain silence all the way back as i saw lots of passengers talking to mkbm...
This two passengers is a disturbance and i personally dislike seeing them..
MKBM, knowing u have a lot of passengers but ask self who is sincere and good to you..probability is xtremely low to nil...with the exception .......!!!!!!
Almost home i went to the front..i fumble thru....then stand at staircase ready to alight...yet i still remain silence...but in heart I have some conversion topic with MKBM but not to start off as there is disturbance with unwanted person..
Then MKBM start off the with conversion....
MKBM quote : Besok kerja...
My quote : Kerja...hari ni pun kerja...kerja malam...balik petang...
My quote : Minggu depan pun kerja malam ...dua minggu kerja malam...
MKBM quote : Tadi hantar ayah balik...ah...
My quote : balik petang...coz i can hear clearly what mkbm says..
Reach destination...alight...my quote "Thank you bang"..
My REGRET is that i unable to give the pack of biscuit which i carry with me for MKBM as i saw unwanted passengers sitting in front and to avoid gossiping around...
Deep in heart,I feel SORRY for MKBM who is working full shift and I cant do anything...no food or drinks for MKBM...
Noticed MKBM is tired...i understand is not easy on full shift....
I feel pain and cut when MKBM on full shift..why ?????
Danger !!!! Full shift...timing like chic time...monitor thru..but no sign of chic...RELIEF

I am back....

Thursday 12/05/11

I am back after 4 days without news or posting on my blog..

Monday 09/05/11 and Tuesday 10/05/11
Nothing special hence no posting @ blog..

Wed 11/05/11
I was admittted to Pantai Medical...
Initially, doctor suspect anal fissure hence need to perform endoscope to determine further ....
Admitted to perform scoping...good result...myself health....nothing serious..
However, was on one week medication...
Ah...best was at least one day off from office...dun know why....of late i hate going to work!
I was alone and lonely at hospital...not much to do except lye down and sleep..
If only MKBM know i was admitted...but ask self...will MKBM visit me if i was really admitted under serious condition...
I doubt...i have no sincere and loyal friends...i have no friends....!!!!
While at operation threatre Malarvani called...what does she wants !!!
Monthly report ???? Well i have completed it before i admitted...i even stay back to complete it to avoid drama from this woman...
Arrgh...i sms back to inform sorry for miss call..and what's up...
Drama start...As if she cares for me.....
I am no longer a naive kid....is all drama....i dun need pity from you...
Myself independent...i can manage...i dun want your help...
Thanks for offer but i know is drama...not sincere...

Thursday 12/05/11
Loss interest in work hence use unhealthy situtation above to get another day rest..
Monitor thru u45 gang...morning is wahab and lokman...good friends are back
If not wrong MKBM on morning shift too but no sign of MKBM till 10.45am whereby i saw MKBM at velodrum...
Ok....looks like i am right... MKBM on morning shift...is just that MKBM skip midah..
Myself to town to settle some task and at the same time to sogo warehouse sale..
A quick one @ sogo to avoid seeing colleagues and misunderstanding....
Stroll and stroll but what to get for MKBM...
Ruffles or Lays chips ????...but does MKBM takes chips....
Loss and time running fast....finally get nothing for MKBM.
Instead i plan to give away the drinks i carry with me...
MKBM...OOOooooo...is being quite sometime since i last face to face with MKBM on 01/05/11...Missing someone???
Walk fast to tm stop...heart pumping too fast...i can feel the pain..
White phelgm throwing out...Chest pain...will i survive ????
Finally reach tm stop...timing...will timing runs...my objective is mkbm....
Told self sequence...to skip wahab if he comes...
Finally, its MKBM...I waive and MKBM stop.
My quote : Bang...Ini belanja minum
MKBM quote : Terima kasih..
In heart i told self...MKBM you neednt thank me...we are friends...
buying friend drinks is just a small token of friendship...
Then proceed to behind and get sitted...
I noticed MKBM was tired...yawning...ok..final round and back home to rest...
Lots of school kids...hence miss acknowledgement with MKBM while alight...
MKBM despite no acknowledgement from both parties but your presence is important to me...as myself loss...i have no friends and family....nobody understand me...
desperate !!! commit suicide...!!! thought of the end life this way....

Hear bus coming back. Peep out. Ops its Lokman who is still working
A GRAND salutation to Lokman...fulll shift...

neighbour hood watch...its 9.05pm and chic back with Hazlee..
lucky MKBM is on morning shift ....else bingo.....
next week MBKM on night shift...this makes me slightly uncomfortable....

Ops...Wrong Timing

Sunday 08/05/11

Since yesterday MKBM was on morning shift...i think today is no exception too...
Based on trend on sunday MKBM will be out at 7.45am...
OK..timing is just nice..7.45am...and should be able to reach sis house by 9am.
OK...Get self prepared and ready to go....cheerful as i have a packet of bis for MKBM
But...maybe is faith...MKBM out at 6.45am instead...
Wonder how i know...??? coz at 6.45am there is a bus coming out...
I open window and have a peep who's the hardworking person being that early on a weekend...
Ahh hah...its MKBM...noticed MKBM got strange action...
Whenever he passed by the junction turning he will look back at our house...
Who is the target....ME??????
Since some changes in timing i completed some house chores, ironing before waiting for the second round which is 8.45am...
Waited and waited but MKBM is yet to come and i am xtremely late to sis house...
Need to go sis house as i want to tag along with them to temple then to baby fair..
As i was late mum call sis to inform that i will be late and things get worst from there...
Sis says they are not going to temple either..sis not in good mood...and told that she plan to come back to stay with mum....
Well, i guess something unpleasant must have happened between sis and rikky...
I dun want to interrupt and ask much...let them settle it themselves...
Since a piece of unpleasanr new and no sign of bus, trip to town with MKBM was cancelled...
I was so sad...cheerful day turn into a miserable one...
Told mum why not i wait at jusco as i need to give the pack of biscuit to ??? (I didnt mentioned name here)and she disagreed.
Those biscuit can be consume by us slowly...why give away mum says...
Argh...her sentence makes me feel heated up...why so greedy...bis going to expire soon and why cant i share food with friends....
Internal sadness...mkbm gone...i didnt see mkbm for a week and looks like i have to wait for another week to be able to meet up with MKBM....
At 11.45am sis called mentioned her unhappiness and wants to go for a walk...
Me who is kind hearted went to accompany her...our destination is midvalley...
Shop with her and was told she is not coming to our house today so under such condition looks like i have to go back to town ALONE...
If knowing i have to be back to town alone and sis not coming to our house today i wouldnt have accompany her to midvalley...
I will be at town walk around and then calculate timing so that i can be back with MKBM as I need someone to cheer me up too....i look ok...but internally i am so loss...i want to end life...commit suicide...
From midvalley i am back to town. Now hope is MKBM on full shift so that i can be back with MKBM...
Waited for some time and bus came...its D074....the name display was MKBM but not the driver
MKBM have forgotten to remove his name tag...
Correct bus but wrong timing and wrong driver..
Arrghh...what a day....waste $$ and miss opportunity and get self into exhausted and tiring condition...
Caribee, worth it???? Ask yourself ????

Saturday 06/05/11

A boring sat as i have to stay @ home...
Actually got places to go but not necessary...to save cost...stay @ home...
Thought MKBM on leave which for the pass 2 weeks saw trend mkbm on leave on sat for shift change on sunday...
Ops...some changes today...D044 approaching...peep...ha....its MKBM...Surprise...
But i have no destination today.....stay indoor......
Then next round at 9.45am whereby MKBM out for the second time, i was pumping my basketball....
Neither of us acknowledge each other...
Then out for basketball game which i only have the opportunity to play during weekend
I didnt noticed MKBM back from town...as i was doing shooting with back facing...
MKBM saw me and honk to acknowledge...i waived back but i doubt MKBM saw as bus passed...
MKBM i thought MKBM was on morning shift....but at 8.45pm saw mkbm back from town and see things i dun like seeing...its chic...
Chic sitted behind MKBM....Argghh...But so what....
Want to know more about chic...she is the second women companion to someone...no marriage cert...just stay together as night time companion...cheap...!!!!!
I doubt chic is true and sincere to MKBM....just make use of MKBM for transport...TRUE???

Friday 06/05/11..

On MC. MC from Pantai Medical Centre...
Caribee, you sick...No...iam suffering from anal fissure...
pain and heaty anus...
At the same time plan last week today objective to sis's house to baby sit sean
There is a fair @ mid valley whereby sis wish much to go...
So i baby sit sean and gave sis a break....to mid valley to see baby fair..
Good morning...its a good one...why....
Lokman and Haja is back...morning shift...Yahoo...
But where is MKBM...no sign of MKBM...Working...!!!!
Night 9.39pm now....since evening till now didnt see D044 at all except the 2 rounds early morning drove by Hazlee...
MKBM where....on leave.....take care....

Left 2 Bus

Thursday 05/05/11

half day.....yahoo....actually i like half day work...
why....at least i have time to do some other tasks...and at the same time monitor who is on morning shift if i can make it and who on afternoon...
maybe you can say that i am stupid..but this few months pass with sorrow...
is the u45 gang around to cheer things up....
but of late some changes to the gang ...
hardly see lokman and haja.....where are they....
especially lokman...the hardworking full shift friend...i dun see lokman frequently...the early bird ...wonder where lokman gone....
as norm wait at tm stop...came D044...smile...but could it be...MKBM or Hazlee..
its hazlee...i smile while boarding bus and hazlee acknowledge...
hot weather out there....i wanted to gave hazlee the 2 cans of water i carry with me but on the other hand i hesitate too but finally i gave also...
cause hazlee partner with mkbm....i dun want mkbm have wrong thinking....
mkbm,u remain top priority ....u enjoy more and the best....
mkbm night shift....argghhhh....could chic be back with mkbm...
monitor thru....ha...surprise...saw chic walk back....
maybe long wait for u45 and chic decide to walk home instead...
yeah...left with 2 bus...D044 and D074...missing is D104....
lucky that chic walk back else mkbm is the one who is sending chic back again..

Wednesday 04/05/11

Hey...surrounding bastards....i am a bank staff and not investment
my working hours are from 8.45 to 5.45 mon to thru
and friday of course is special and yahoo....that starts from 8.45 to 4.45
told bastards so that idiots around wont misunderstand that i mia...
get blasted back....whuuuuuu......
they are real bastards.....tell me what time majority of the staffs in the idiot dept came in to work daily....
stay back !!!! NO WAY !!!! unless you send me to MBC or Jamid stn...else SORRY....
Put yourself in my shoe and you will understand...
No matter what when you put yourself in the other person shoe's then you will realise the situation...
furthermore i am right...the idiot template to input info is so basic...
how to drill down for info if needed on adhoc basic...
at the first feel of it...i have the thought that is NO good....
Seek around if there is vacancies around...
i would like to come back to consumer bank....
god to decide and help me please.....
D104 drove by someone new...a baldy guy...ops overshott...
when out verandah to see...OOOOOooooo...saw chic...
Why so late...is 10.15pm...in history...chic very late tonight....
OOOOoooo lucky chic is not back with MKBM...
But is MKBM working....????

Miserable day.....

Monday 02/05/11

Public holiday...replacement for yesterday labour day which falls on sunday...
Yahoo...at least another day off...
Ohh..tiring and reluctant to go to office...but...lucky i went....
bastards have move my workstation..
patiently i clear and clean things up...
but in heart...i almost cry.....why.....
thought of resign but can i survive without working...
i doubt i can...i thought of hanging myself...
honestly, i am tried of living or carry on ....
this brainless work and locate far at semantan makes me go crazy....
nobody seems to understand me...not even i myself understand self corretly...
what do i want in life i ask myself ???.....
night....saw chic back with MKBM...
raining somemore....arrghhh...who cares....
dun compare.....dun ever compare....

Holiday but MKBM Full Shift

Sunday 01/05/11

Its Labour Day today...
Happy Holiday to everyone....
Yes...true indeed...
Yesterday, MKBM on leave...restday yesterday....ready for today full shift...
At 7.45am saw MKBM coming out....
Well the next round will be 9.45am....
Ok...get self prepare to town and to sogo as the need to check out baby walker range for sister....
Wait and came bus...Yes..Its D044...Its MKBM
My quote : Pagi bang
MKBM quote : Kerja....
My quote : I nod head and says bola
MKBM quote : Main ni...
Then procced to the back and get sitted...
MKBM ......Miss feeling.....Its been more than a week i didnt see MKBM
Then at sogo to check out baby walker/rocker for wilson.
Need to get one at home for wilson else is pain for both parties...
But item just too bulky and furthermore todays priority is MKBM...
I have carry with me items for MKBM...
Its for MKBM to consume.... the only thing that i can do to assist MKBM on his full shift day...
Hence,forgo baby walker and focus on MKBM instead....not easy to see MKBM nowadays...
A quick browse thru sogo goods and then to tm stop to be back with MKBM
Just a short wait ard 20mins then came MKBM...
Board bus....then....
my quote : bang ni belanja minum..saya pun minum ...
Tak kan sendiri minum...kawan tak dah kan...
MKBM smile... MKBM quote : Terima kasih...
Saw MKBM look thru mirror on ocassion...hahaha...why the kind of action from mkbm...
mkbm my friend...nothing else...do care for MKBM cause running full shift is tiring..
honestly, i understand situation coz myself a working class too...
Alight at front coz at back is not a suitable "landing place"
My quote : Thank you bang...
chic back .....and its mkbm who send chic back...
who cares chic back with...
I am tired....dose off early at 9.30pm....
ZZZZZzzzz....there goes the end of labour day....