Regret

Saturday 14/05/11

I woke up as early as 4am...why...sleepness night...dun know why...
The idiot work @ office seems to be bothering me of late...
Sat...if not wrong MKBM on full shift today...and will come out at 7.45am..
Yes...my judgement was true indeed...
The next round will be 9.45am...i miss it...coz just back from haircut and need to refill stomach before going out...
Never mind..since full shift i prefer to be back with MKBM...
To town with Wahab and task to complete is banking and then to sogo...
Busy all the while...Yet to calculate actual timing...never mind lets walk to tm stop first and calculate later...if early i wait...
Furthermore energy running low...cant go any further...
Told self sequence...Within 30 mins came D074...
To Skip...Coz the coming will be MKBM...
Waited for quite sometime roughly 40 mins with disturbance like crazy man passing by and rain...
At times i ask self...what i am doing..is it worth it.....
Unable to answer as i am loss...uncertain my act is right or wrong...
Finally came D044...I waive and bus stop....I noticed MKBM smile...
I went up and greet MKBM....Salam bang...
Then proceed to sit somewhere in front...
I remain silence all the way back as i saw lots of passengers talking to mkbm...
This two passengers is a disturbance and i personally dislike seeing them..
MKBM, knowing u have a lot of passengers but ask self who is sincere and good to you..probability is xtremely low to nil...with the exception .......!!!!!!
Almost home i went to the front..i fumble thru....then stand at staircase ready to alight...yet i still remain silence...but in heart I have some conversion topic with MKBM but not to start off as there is disturbance with unwanted person..
Then MKBM start off the with conversion....
MKBM quote : Besok kerja...
My quote : Kerja...hari ni pun kerja...kerja malam...balik petang...
My quote : Minggu depan pun kerja malam ...dua minggu kerja malam...
MKBM quote : Tadi hantar ayah balik...ah...
My quote : balik petang...coz i can hear clearly what mkbm says..
Reach destination...alight...my quote "Thank you bang"..
My REGRET is that i unable to give the pack of biscuit which i carry with me for MKBM as i saw unwanted passengers sitting in front and to avoid gossiping around...
Deep in heart,I feel SORRY for MKBM who is working full shift and I cant do anything...no food or drinks for MKBM...
Noticed MKBM is tired...i understand is not easy on full shift....
I feel pain and cut when MKBM on full shift..why ?????
Danger !!!! Full shift...timing like chic time...monitor thru..but no sign of chic...RELIEF