I am back....

Thursday 12/05/11

I am back after 4 days without news or posting on my blog..

Monday 09/05/11 and Tuesday 10/05/11
Nothing special hence no posting @ blog..

Wed 11/05/11
I was admittted to Pantai Medical...
Initially, doctor suspect anal fissure hence need to perform endoscope to determine further ....
Admitted to perform scoping...good result...myself health....nothing serious..
However, was on one week medication...
Ah...best was at least one day off from office...dun know why....of late i hate going to work!
I was alone and lonely at hospital...not much to do except lye down and sleep..
If only MKBM know i was admitted...but ask self...will MKBM visit me if i was really admitted under serious condition...
I doubt...i have no sincere and loyal friends...i have no friends....!!!!
While at operation threatre Malarvani called...what does she wants !!!
Monthly report ???? Well i have completed it before i admitted...i even stay back to complete it to avoid drama from this woman...
Arrgh...i sms back to inform sorry for miss call..and what's up...
Drama start...As if she cares for me.....
I am no longer a naive kid....is all drama....i dun need pity from you...
Myself independent...i can manage...i dun want your help...
Thanks for offer but i know is drama...not sincere...

Thursday 12/05/11
Loss interest in work hence use unhealthy situtation above to get another day rest..
Monitor thru u45 gang...morning is wahab and lokman...good friends are back
If not wrong MKBM on morning shift too but no sign of MKBM till 10.45am whereby i saw MKBM at velodrum...
Ok....looks like i am right... MKBM on morning shift...is just that MKBM skip midah..
Myself to town to settle some task and at the same time to sogo warehouse sale..
A quick one @ sogo to avoid seeing colleagues and misunderstanding....
Stroll and stroll but what to get for MKBM...
Ruffles or Lays chips ????...but does MKBM takes chips....
Loss and time running fast....finally get nothing for MKBM.
Instead i plan to give away the drinks i carry with me...
MKBM...OOOooooo...is being quite sometime since i last face to face with MKBM on 01/05/11...Missing someone???
Walk fast to tm stop...heart pumping too fast...i can feel the pain..
White phelgm throwing out...Chest pain...will i survive ????
Finally reach tm stop...timing...will timing runs...my objective is mkbm....
Told self sequence...to skip wahab if he comes...
Finally, its MKBM...I waive and MKBM stop.
My quote : Bang...Ini belanja minum
MKBM quote : Terima kasih..
In heart i told self...MKBM you neednt thank me...we are friends...
buying friend drinks is just a small token of friendship...
Then proceed to behind and get sitted...
I noticed MKBM was tired...yawning...ok..final round and back home to rest...
Lots of school kids...hence miss acknowledgement with MKBM while alight...
MKBM despite no acknowledgement from both parties but your presence is important to me...as myself loss...i have no friends and family....nobody understand me...
desperate !!! commit suicide...!!! thought of the end life this way....

Hear bus coming back. Peep out. Ops its Lokman who is still working
A GRAND salutation to Lokman...fulll shift...

neighbour hood watch...its 9.05pm and chic back with Hazlee..
lucky MKBM is on morning shift ....else bingo.....
next week MBKM on night shift...this makes me slightly uncomfortable....