mon 11/11/13

self went for late lunch just to accommodate susan
pity susan stand the whole day..
self plan to buy susan mcd..
but timing have to be close to susan lunch break...
else food is not fresh....
hence self go for lunch late @ 1.40pm...
long queue afraid might miss chance...
mcd bought...fresh from oven...
enter...scroll thru...no sign...
another scroll and final scroll...
no sign...sigh!!!! why the disappointment...
is a big failure..
after work went again....from far saw susan...
but upon going nearby no sign...
scroll and scroll...no sign...
about the leave bump into susan..
pass the hello kitty soft toy to susan....and left...
cute toy ...hope susan like it...
but self certain hello kitty will be given away to someone..
sigh!!!! why my sincerity is NEVER appreciated..
heart crack...I am hurt...almost cry....
big drama at home...
I am hurt and am adding oil to burn self faster...
only console is saw mkbm at midah junction..
mkbm night shift???

sun 10/11/13
self went back to office...
but for what reason...self also uncertain...
board wahab ...pay...and alight at stn...
at stn..look at timing...
well isn't this time I can bump into susan...
look thru coaches but no sign...
should I wait at stn...then...
well after some thought...no...
coz self is just a barrier to susan...
susan might not like seeing self...
finally enter office straight and quickly to window...
maybe I should monitor susan from office..
train after train finally came susan..
saw susan carrying the investor day bag that I gave her...
self smile with happiness...THANK GOD...
susan didn't throw or give away my goodies to her....
then self look thru susan workstation.....empty...
then went up and saw susan...
we have a short chat...
told susan I wont hurt her...
for susan benefit I will avoid meet up...h1n1 case...
self LOYAL susan...signal...
after short chat self go off....
susan look so beautiful...can be my happy memory..

sat 09/11/13
warehouse sale but self must not enter..
keep to promise..
but self have to enter by force...
coz have to settle payment..
look around but no sign of susan...
or too crowded that I didn't notice...
well back to floor LG...
unintentionally I saw susan...
but uncertain whether susan see me or not...
susan is so pretty...
nothing much self can do...just smile in heart...
god bless...
no sign of wahab...self miss wahab too...
long time didn't board wahab...
only familiar face is mkbm...

fri 08/11/13
saw susan from pantry...
susan is so pretty...argh but ...
self have to keep to promise...
pls behave.....stay indoor...
no susan pls...
sad self...heads down..

thur 07/11/13
self offday...
jday...shopping spree....

wed 06/11/13
at work...
nothing special...
stay indoor...keep to promise...no susan

tue 05/11/13
public holiday..
yahoo...and extra day for self to rest...
sad....miss susan much...

mon 04/11/13
a quite day at work...
nothing special...
miss susan much...
take care susan

sun 03/11/13
nothing special...
just hang around shopping complex and home...
miss susan much....
would like to visit dr bala for greeting ...
but timing just not right....

sat 02/11/13
indian festival...
monitor status...looks good...
saw mkbm working...
ok...is time to reward mkbm..
mkbm pls come out...else meal gone...
mkbm is finally out...
board and have to pay and alight...
then rush for meal and back with mkbm..
waited for few minutes and came mkbm...
upon boarding pass meal to mkbm...
mkbm quote : thank you ah...
my quote : sama
almost home self proceed to the front...
mkbm quote : lama tak Nampak...
my quote : indon..10 hari training kat indon..
mkbm quote : cimb beli bank indo...
my quote : ya cimb niaga
mkbm quote : kenapa tak kerja sana...
my quote : indo ..untuk dia orang saja...
mbkm quote : tak suka sana
my quote : tak suka indon....kawan tak ada...
mkbm  smile...
reach home...alight...smile....
not forgotten susan....I miss susan much..
text to inform is rainy season....
be extra carefull when go home..
wont be coming over for a week ..
is for Susan's safety....
I wont hurt susan...will only give susan the best.....