fri 01/11/13
stay in office...
no susan pls..
wounded...not heal yet...
but deep in heart miss susan much...
dull day...without susan...

thu 31/10/13
monitor susan from pantry..
miss susan but wounded...

wed 30/10/13
self have no intention to go over...
deep in heart self miss susan...
but wound cause by susan not heal yet..
but no choice...
self was force to go over to buy some bis..
saw susan...just ack and blast off...

tue 29/10/13
last respect to uncle seng yun..
notice dr wong came too...
a well manner gentlemen...
sad day...there goes the end life journey of uncle seng yun...

mon 28/10/13
self went for late lunch..
late lunch coz I want to buy susan lunch as well
food delivery to susan got to be fresh...
hence self willing to go for late lunch to accommodate susan
self scroll thru the aisle and finally saw susan...
self pass the food to susan...
susan sound and look tired..
susan quote : I dun want to eat..dun feel like eating...
my quote : why....I am eating so get another portion for u...
self loyal to susan...I wont eat alone...
self also gave 2 bottle of drinking water to susan...
just in case the food is too dry to swallow...
susan thank me and self signal loayl friend...
after work self went over once more despite heavy rain...
self gave the investor day goodies bag to susan...
susan reluctant to take but finally take..
according to susan she will give away the goodies bag as charity..
what!!!! ...is so hard to get and yet is dump off..
heart crack...susan hurt me badly...
self wounded badly......
self was not appreciated just a barrier.....sigh!!!!


sun 27/10/13
sad and sorrow sunday..
uncle seng yun pass away at 6am...
at night we attend his wake...
at his wake process came across a well manner gentleman
is aunty hong's son...
is dr wong a dermatology at Mount Elizabeth Singapore...


sat 26/10/13
self went to investor day seminar
self went with purpose...
to get goodies bag for self and susan as well
then self head to xxxx
I am near to susan but promise self
dun enter dun disturb susan

fri 25/10/13
self went over to inform...
is my payday today...
when can i have lunch with susan....
susan told me today cannot...
well not today...then next week...i will wait...
i will wait for susan to give a date and time...
told susan self will be working tomorrow as well...
to attend seminar on boss behalf....
self lazy to attend but susan told me we have to follow boss instruction..
ok...self heed susan advice...
to attend investor seminar and to get goodies bag for susan...

thur 24/10/13
important day...why???
is a day i can have lunch with susan.
having fix a date to have lunch with susan is tough.
i dun mind waiting till 2pm for lunch..
is a hard and rare opportunity..
well....i dun know about susan...
but to self...self value this opportunity..
we chat and smile during this short lunch break....
thank god for the opportunity.....
susan even bought me a diecast car...wow nice...diecast..
after work drop by to thank susan...
and at the same time help susan buy some choc..
pity susan keep persuade people to buy..
self feel the pain...
but can only help to buy a pack or two only
coz promise susan...to avoid sugar food...

wed 23/10/13
self on leave...
but most important to help susan run errand first..
at btr cimb bank junction bump into mkbm..
surprise mkbm is working morning shift...
apologies mkbm....self got errand to run @ usj..
at evening as courtesy sms susan..
inform self wont drop by after work...
we shall meet up tomorrow...
is my courtesy...rather than let susan keep waiting...
self anxious for tomorrow...

tue 22/10/13
susan on leave...
i was inform susan on leave...
guess what...at night...sms from susan...
is an errand sms...
no problem..is will assist susan to run the errand...

mon 21/10/13
susan send me an early sms...surprise...
sms to inform she bought me breakfast...
self burst into happiness..really...
am i dreamning...breakfast for self from susan...
then self went to pantry and coincident i saw susan..
plastic bag with food...is my food...
susan THANKS....i come lunch break....
wow surprise....monday morning!!!!
finally during lunch break self went over...
susan bought me breakfast and lunch....
THANKS susan...
after work self went over once more to gave goodies to susan....
susan accepted my gifts....
self is generous all goods to susan as gift from me..
told susan is my loyal gift to her...
pls accept and keep it for good...

sun 20/10/13
as courtesy self send sms to susan...
to inform self have bought her order....
susan reply...pity me...hard work...
well...no matter how hard....
as long as is done for susan...
is worth it....
first time long sms with susan...
self smile wide...susan the one i miss most
anxious for tomorrow...i can meet up with susan...
have miss mkbm for some time....
i have reserve today for mkbm...
waited ong for mkbm to come out but ...
too bad mkbm failed to come out....sigh...
miss mkbm...we shall meet up next week end...

sat 19/10/13
arrangement for the day was prefect...
is mkbm, wahab and u48
must catch wahab today....
coz got goodies reserve for wahab....
is an unique indonesia batik bagpack...
finally wahab is out and self went over..
self gave bagpack and wahab ack with thanks...
well...wahab really deserve he reward....
next is mkbm....i miss mkbm too...
but no choice as self got errand to run...
to go to fiesta to get some goodies for susan...
limited units....a must grab for susan...
looks like is mkbm vs susan...
finally self have choosen susan...
mbkm ...i am sorry.....
but self  promise..... mkbm wont be the forgotten one
lastly self arrive at fiesta...
grab some for susan....then head home....