sun 22/12/13
self was having celebration with family
celebration in conjunction with dong jie...
to my surprise susan also drop by the same restaurant...
gosh!!! how now ???
swap sits so that susan doesn't see me...
It was real surprise.....an unexpected catch!!!

sat 21/12/13
is a working  sat
back to office for testing
after testing drop by susan workstn
this is to ensure susan is working today
scroll thru the aisle for susan
aisle after aisle and finally saw susan
susan is so beautiful...honest sentence...
then back home for lunch and self maintenance
after self maintenance another round to town
objective is susan....well can say that I am stupid...
but is worth it...definite worth doing...just for susan
finally I am there....scroll down the aisle for susan
lastly is susan workstn...saw susan and so do susan
self walk near to susan and hand over the calendar to susan
THANK GOD susan accepted it with smile
also susan THANK me and signal loyal and appreciate me...friend..
self was so happy that susan accepted it
and on top of that what please me most is susan signal loyal and appreciate..
is worth it despite begging everywhere for calendar just for susan..
susan also mentioned I look smart with my new haircut...REALLY???
smile and THANK GOD most for the happy moment
well to me susan look extra beautiful today especially when she smiles...

fri 20/12/13
everywhere was crowded with ppl...
but self was so lonely....no personal agenda..
finally to XXX to pass the horse racing calendar to lindt lady
self and lady chat for a short while...
nothing much....just normal conversion...
self still ONLY LOYAL to susan...
I wont switch direction....
understand from lindt lady that there was a burning and explosion...
staffs got injured...
I ask lindt lady whether my friend was affected...
I was so scare...hope nothing...and susan was safe
according to lindt lady my friend haven't come...
as explosion started as early as 10am...business yet to open...
self wanted much to go over to ask susan personally but
afraid that susan might not like it...hence didn't disturb...
at evening when back from work sms susan
asking how is she...is she affected...is she ok...I am worry
susan reply she is ok and THANKS for CARING...
of course I care.....susan you should know well I care much for u....

thur 19/12/13
nothing special
routine as usual...
miss susan much

wed 18/12/13
self have a scare feeling back to work today..
back to work after one week mc due to measles...
scare that I will be blasted of the hot topic XRCEX
but THANK GOD most...
things was smooth...
but what turn ugly was meeting with susan...
is been 2 weeks without seeing susan due to the bad incident...
finally I am back being I miss susan much..
ask susan is she working on Friday...
I have some calendar for u...
susan reply she dun want...she got a lot....
upon hearing this I was so heart sick...but being ignorance...
well I reply you can give it to your friend...then blast off..
self was so heart sick....sick....sick...sick...SHIT!!!!
why susan treat me so cool...I feel so weak...
I just recover and back to work being obj is susan...
but I get this kind of reply and treatment...
no fair...furthermore I being begging everywhere...
begging for calendar just for susan...
all hard work was NEVER being appreciated..
self almost burst but hold on.....must not cry during measles...

tue 17/12/13
nothing special...on mc...on al
shop to waste time...

mon 16/12/13
nothing special ...on mc....on al
idle around doing nothing...
time wasted...

sun 15/12/13
self still sick and weak...
but still back to office...
board early bus which is wahab....
self back to office to clear some pending task
also at the same time to monitor susan...
I miss susan much...more than a week of no sign...
shit...miss...wonder how could I miss

sat 14/12/13
in appreciation that brother Kenneth
as brother deliver the Buddha calendar to me personally...
in appreciation....thanks....